I've experienced depression on and off since my late 20's. I've tried all the obvious things like talk therapy, medication, exercise, and music without much success.
A few years ago, I read an article about snuggling and how it releases a hormone, oxytocin, that creates feelings of happiness and contentment. I was feeling a little desperate, so with the help of my wife Cindy I started my own research.
We tried different snuggling techniques and began measuring my depression on a scale of one to ten, with 1 being extremely depressed and 10 being very cheerful. I was shocked to see positive results in just a few weeks.
I went from a daily 2 or 3 to consistently an 8 or 9. The technique that worked the best was skin-on-skin (from the waist up) for 30 minutes, three days a week. There was another catch though, if the snuggling led to sex my score would drop significantly.
Don't get me wrong, I get aroused every time we snuggle skin-on-skin. My wife's breasts are DD and when we pressed together, they would flatten out softly on my chest and I could feel the oxytocin rush into my blood stream. Finishing the session with sex seemed to drain some of the benefit.
Also, going in to work three days a week with a semi-erect penis was a little embarrassing, but I felt better than I had in years.
It wasn't long before my coworkers and our circle of friends started noticing the difference in my view of life. I was reluctant to share the real source my happiness, but I did say having a hot wife didn't hurt my outlook.
The whole truth came out at a pool party a few months later. Cindy was tipsy and wearing a string bikini that left little to the imagination. She was getting a LOT of attention from both my single and married friends, and even their wives. Jerry's wife, Lisa, point blank asked my wife why I was suddenly mister happy-go-lucky.
Cindy blurted out (while squeezing her huge breasts) that she holds the key to my happiness. Everyone laughed, and she had the crowds attention.
Before we could talk about it privately and consider the consequences, she was explaining our research and my amazing results. (She left out some important details like skin-on-skin and not having intercourse afterwards because that was a little too personal for the group setting. I assume they thought we were snuggling fully clothed and getting these great results.)
The next day was Saturday and Cindy's phone was ringing off the hook.
The first person to call was Jerry. He literally begged her to share our research and techniques with his wife so he could start feeling better. Cindy asked my approval, then arranged to meet with his wife the next day, Sunday, at their place.
Truthfully, I didn't think much about it and was glad she was going to be helpful to Jerry and Lisa.
When she returned home, she gave me a complete rundown of the session. She didn't leave out any of the sexy details with the married couple, telling them directly that Lisa needed to press her tits into Jerry's chest for 30 minutes, three days a week, and no sex allowed after the session. They were both pleasantly surprised. Then came a real surprise to me. Cindy told them she wanted to watch their technique the first time and share some "tricks" she had learned along the way.
The three of them went into the bedroom and Jerry immediately removed his shirt but Lisa looked reluctant. Cindy reassured her that this was completely clinical in nature. Lisa removed her blouse and bra and laid on the bed next to Jerry. Cindy began to position them and even placed her hand on Jerry's back and squeezed them together until she thought the position looked comfortable and correct.
Cindy explained to me that Lisa has very nice tits, though not as large as hers, but with small pink areolas. She said they looked very capable of getting the oxytocin pumping in any man's body.
She watched them snuggle for 30 minutes, noticing Jerry had the same reaction that I always have - a huge erection. Cindy thought this was a good sign. When the 30 minutes was up, she gave Jerry the rating form and explained how to track his mood and chart the results.
They both thanked her profusely and Jerry gave her a $100 tip for her efforts. Lisa, still topless, leaned in and gave Cindy a soft kiss. Cindy knew Lisa was also very grateful.
This continued for weeks with Cindy training most of the married couples from the pool party how to properly snuggle, where skin contact was important, and watching for the husband's physical erection. Each time she was tipped handsomely and being a stay-at-home mom the extra money was really appealing to her. All of the sessions went much the same as Jerry and Lisa, with a couple of exceptions.
When she went to Laura and Michael's place, Michael was reluctant to remove his shirt in front of Cindy. He had a resent bypass surgery and had a large scar. Cindy assured him it was fine, but she didn't press the issue. Instead, Cindy offered to demonstrate the technique with Laura.
Once again, all three went into the bedroom and both girls removed their tops and bras. Cindy said Michael was surprised but she thought it was important to demonstrate the technique for best results. Laura was totally chill with the idea and just giggled. Cindy and Laura assumed the correct position on the bed, pressing their large breasts together. Michael watched closely and was encouraged to place his hands on both women and press them together. Cindy assumed just having his hands on their bodies would bring him some much needed oxytocin.
Cindy noticed that Michael got hard and even started to rub himself though his pants. She politely reminded them both that their results would be much better if they avoided sex until later in the evening. She was convinced that with her help all of these people would lead better, happier lives. Michael, being a doctor, tipped Cindy $500, She was shocked and tried to give most of the money back but he insisted.
This was starting to turn into a money-making home-based business.
I asked, and Cindy shared with me that she did get turned on by feeling Laura's tits pressed against her and Michael rubbing his cock right in front of her eyes.
The second exception was with Ryan and Lindsey. This was the first-time things got out of hand.
Apparently, Ryan, who was also a doctor and worked with Michael, had spoken with Michael about his experience and Michael told him Cindy had taken off her blouse and pressed her big tits into Laura's tits. He told Ryan that it was so hot that he and Laura had the best sex in years that night. He also mentioned he tipped her $500.
So, when Cindy arrived and explained the program to Rylan, he also refused to remove his shirt. (Even though he didn't have a great reason.)
Lindsey, who was apparently in on the game, suggested that she and Cindy demonstrate the proper technique. Cindy was a little suspicious, but she really liked Lindsey and Lindsey had a spectacular set of tits. Although trying to remain professional, Cindy felt a little wetness in the crotch of her panties.
Cindy and Lindsey got naked on the bed and were snuggling and talking about the benefits of oxytocin, each pressing hard against each other.
Lindsey had her back to Ryan and Cindy was facing Ryan. About 10 minutes into the session Ryan took his cock out. Like, literally dropped his pants and was standing there watching both girls snuggling each other.
According to Cindy, it was the largest cock she had ever seen and was perfect in every way. She knew she should say something to Lindsey, but she suspected Lindsey already knew this was going to happen. Meanwhile, Cindy's big tits were pressed into Lindsey while she watched Ryan stroking his huge cock. She couldn't look away. It was 9 inches long, had large veins, and the head was the size of golf ball.
To Cindy's surprise Lindsey reached her hand between them and pulled slightly on Cindy's nipples. Cindy's nipples have always been super sensitive. She told me she had an orgasm right then and there in their bed, with just nipple touching and the sight of Ryan's cock. Ryan finished at the same time, squirting a large amount of semen onto Lindsey's back and the side of her boob. Cindy witnessed the whole event.
As Cindy slowly returned to reality, she explained this is not part of the program. In fact, sexual release diminishes the effect of oxytocin. Both Ryan and Lindsey expressed how grateful they were for the demonstration and how much they looked forward to getting the happy results the program offered. Lindsey cleaned herself up, everyone dressed, and Ryan tipped Cindy $500.
Ryan also asked if Cindy was available if they need a refresher course sometime in the future. To my shock and surprise, Cindy replied she was always available to help her clients. It's been two weeks and they haven't called yet, but we both suspect they will call asking for more "training" in the near future.
The first-time things got uncomfortable for me was a few days later when one of my single friends phoned. He didn't ask for Cindy, he asked for me. Mason had been at the pool party and heard about our efforts. He was younger than us by 15 years, handsome, athletic, but very bashful. I was pretty sure he was a 30-year-old virgin.
I had tried in the past to introduce him to women, but he never followed up with any of them. He really liked Cindy though. She was one of the few people he would open up to about anything. She often advised him about women and tried to help him.
He would stare at her amazing breasts when they were together. And she would tease him sometimes by wearing lowcut shirts to give him a better view. It was all harmless fun.