So, time goes by. We still discussed it from time to time. Role played from time to time. Both of us figured that would be the extent of it. I never really even got an idea of who she might be attracted to. The one she did say is that she liked Loki from The Avengers. I wondered if that had something to do with my liking Scarlett as Black Widow.
In reading about other men with this fantasy, I've noticed that many of the women expressed an interest in black men. It seemed to play into this idea of them being very well hung. It didn't bother me although some of the things I read seemed a bit racist. Anyways I thought it was kinda funny when she expressed an interest. Especially the way she said it. We were at Home Depot looking for a new sink. We were trying to make a decision when I said that " I like the big black 0ne." Keep in mind this was a big black sink. With a smirk she looked at me and said " Ooh' i'd love a big black one!" I laughed but didn't really think about it all that much.
Later, she told me about an e-mail exchange with a boyfriend from college. I've met him before and didn't have a problem with them talking but I appreciated that she was up front about him hitting on her. He lives in another state where she was going to visit. She was going with our daughter but he made some suggestive remarks about thinking about her in the shower. Regarding making plans he said " we will finger it out. " Ultimately they didn't even meet up. But I thought it was intriguing that she responded like she did.
Years later she took another job at a school. She mentioned a teacher that she found attractive. I did get a chance to meet him once. He was a nice guy. Newly married though. He wasn't at the school for long and nothing ever became of it. Still, for me it was another interesting insight into what kind of man she was attracted to. The thing was, I didn't see any similarities between the two men and myself. I started to get the idea that her attraction was more mental than physical. However, I know that she likes to get physical!
As I have said before, our marriage was great. Our sex life was great. I loved it more than ever. I know that we both liked the fantasy. It was fun to talk about. I loved her smile when she talked about it. Even when she was teasing me. Still, I wondered about seeing that smile, in her eyes and on her lips while watching her sucking another man's cock! I couldn't stop thinking of watching her getting fucked!. I loved watching her face when we had sex. It was such a turn on to look at my cock sliding into her. What would it be like to see her from a different point of view? Still, at this point in our lives I think we both knew that this would always be a fantasy. That we would never actually go through with it. But then, to our surprise and delight, it did.
We had decided to go out of town for the weekend. We were both thinking that Covid had kept us locked up at home for too long. When things opened up we made plans to go to Durango. We made sure to get plenty of edibles. She doesn't like to smoke but edibles make her horny as fuck! As a bonus she sometimes is a squirter which is the sexiest thing ever!
The hotel we usually book was full but as it turns out, that was a good thing!