Ever since seeing her thoroughly fucked by two strangers, sex with Hannah had been amazing. I could picture the beautiful torment of too much cock that I'd seen in her eyes that night whenever I wanted. But it also made me want to see it again. I craved more self abuse with a compulsive masochism I'd barely even previously suspected. I wanted to see her degraded, and through her sink myself even lower. I wanted to feel punishment for the fortunate middle-class lifestyle I'd been blessed with, while others in the world and even my own country suffered. More than this though, I just wanted to watch her getting fucked again.
We live in a stylish North England city, in a redeveloped factory apartment. Not quite your American loft, but something similar. Big and pine panelled and the sort of place that most people with kids or shit jobs or who just happen to live down south can't afford. But it's in a part of town that is on a cusp. Which lies between the new prosperity of city centre living and what was previously called the 'inner city'. Every night, if I work late, I drive home through streets of ridiculously under clad women. Standing there, dealing with drug addiction, making money in the only way they feel is available to them. I don't judge them. I don't visit them. But they hang always just at the periphery of my vision. In my waking mind, and when I'm fucking Hannah with slow deliberate strokes, and asking if she wants to feel a bigger dick than mine in her again. She always says she does, and I don't know if it's to please me or to hurt me. And I don't care, because it does both.
I'm in my car, down a side street, draped in shadow because I've shot out the street light with an air-rifle I got this afternoon. I didn't mind the expense. It's been an expensive day anyway: I've had to buy Hannah scarlet under-wear from
Agent Provocateur
£160; new stiletto shoes
Red or Dead
£190; and a see-through Mac from
Pound Stretcher
£17. From where I'm parked she looks like what she is: a beautiful slut hanging out on the pavement hoping to get fucked for cash. She might even make me some money back.
I've rented two rooms round the corner, in a hotel that looks like it's not more than minutes from fore-closure. The K*** D** they call it. If you live nearby you might know where I mean. If you live near by you might also have recently fucked my girlfriend of five years, while I watched through a wide angle spy hole drilled neatly through cheap plasterboard.
I'm hanging about in case she gets hit by a prospective pimp, or some hooker jealous of the spot, as well as for the thrill. A couple of cars cruise by slow for the straight road, before one comes back and the driver winds down the window. Hannah leans in and I can see her legs shaking. Her tidy little butt wriggling the tight red G-string that divides it. It's not through cold because this is one of the warmest nights of the summer.
Eventually she climbs into the car and it pulls down the same alley that I lurk in. I duck down to make like I'm an empty parked, until the driver slots in behind me. Soon I get to watch his bald head sucking on Hannah's small tits as she rides up and down on him wedged against the steering wheel. I try and resist coming, this is only the beginning, even though I can't help playing with myself. When she stops suddenly and climbs out I realise that our friend couldn't hold out nearly so well.
The car drives off after handing Hannah some notes. She puts them into my hand as she presses it into her sodden cunt on my passenger seat a moment later.
"Did you like that?" she says. Her eyes are the most piercing blue, and I can never lie to them.
I nod.