My name is Ben and I live on the south coast of the UK, I live with my wife Sarah in a house we bought together shortly before we got married seven years earlier. I am now 36 and my wife is 31, we may have been married seven years but we have been together for much longer. I met her when she was 20 and we both worked for a retail outlet. I could not believe my luck when we started dating as she is very clearly out of my league.
She is a 5ft 4 brunette with long flowing hair and very slim. She has always looked after her figure and her slim waist accentuates her large breasts. Over the years she has hardly changed although the same could not be said about me as my hair is more grey than brown these days. We clearly got on very well at the start of our relationship and that allayed my fears that it would only be a matter of time before she found herself someone much more suited to her.
When we had been dating for a few months and it looked like we were serious about each other a couple of my friends asked to talk to me. They approached me out of concern as they had heard rumours about Sarah's past. I listened to their fears and they all revolved around knowing a number of men that she had slept with. It sounded like she had obviously had a lot of fun in her teens and unsurprisingly it sounded like it was a lot more fun than I had. This didn't concern me as everyone has a past and we were happy together and she had never given me any reason to doubt her loyalty to me. In time we have talked about her past and she told me that she had dated a number of guys and had a number of one night stands but those were in her teen years and I had nothing against that.
Moving forward to the present day I now own my own business and Sarah still works full time for another sales company but in the finance department. Six moths ago we discovered that Sarah was not able to have children due to a medical condition that they were not able to correct with surgery. We were both coming to terms with that as we had both been planning to have children before too long. I know this affected her a lot more than me but was willing to support her in anyway that I could. She decided to spend more time with her friends and have fun to try and take her mind off of the blow she'd been dealt. I was glad to see this was making her happy again and back to her old self. She would often spend evenings texting her friends and giggling to herself and it warmed my heart after the months of sadness she had experienced.
I still worried about Sarah even though she assured me she was fine I thought the only way to find out was wait till she was asleep and scroll through the messages she had sent her friends. I thought she might have opened up to them more and I might be able to use this information to help her. She had left her phone on charge in the kitchen and after she had turned the light of our bedroom out I decided it was my opportunity to have a look. I did have second thoughts about invading her privacy but thought if I can use this information to help her it was still worth doing. I opened her text messages but to my surprise there were very few and made me think that she might have deleted them recently. Just as I was about to put the phone down there was a notification of a message from an app on her phone. I did not know what the app was but it was obviously some kind of messaging app.
I opened the app and saw that there must have been hundreds of messages and thought that I was finally going to be able to check that she was OK with the situation we were now in. As I saw the most recent conversation my stomach turned and I didn't know what to think. All this time she'd been messaging a man by the name of Marcus. I didn't want to jump to any radical conclusions so I opened the conversation and scrolled to the very start of their communication. It turned out Marcus worked in the warehouse where Sarah and I met all those years ago. I couldn't really remember him as we worked for different departments. That chat started off innocently with a message from him out the blue just saying hi and catching up. However my worst fear was about to become reality the more I read down the conversation.
After many messages catching up on old times there was one that stood out, "I will never forget that Christmas party when you ended up sucking my dick in the back of my car." Trying to keep rational I told myself this could have happened before Sarah and I started dating.
However the conversation took a much more sexual tone and I turned cold when Sarah reply read, "How could I forget such a large cock, just wish I could have felt it stretching my pussy lips apart!" I didn't know what to do other than read on.
They continued to exchange messages like this for hours and then to my despair Sarah sent him a picture of her naked breasts, this was followed by selfies of her cradling her breasts and dipping fingers into her wet cunt. In return I got to see what Sarah had sucked on all those years ago and I have to say it made me felt very inadequate knowing she had experienced a penis so much larger than mine. I kept reading and towards the conclusion of the conversation was the one thing that I had dreaded reading the most, an agreement to meet up for drinks at his house.
The wind had been taken out of my sails and I didn't know what to do. Should I confront her or would this drive her away from me in an already stressful time for the both of us. I tried to think about it rationally but could not work out a way of stopping this from happening, they were planning to meet the following night. Maybe in the cold light of day she would stop and think about it and decide it was the wrong thing to do. I just didn't know what to do so decided that she would do the right thing and just endure a sleepless night wondering what would happen.
I went to work the following morning as usual only sleep deprived and kissed Sarah goodbye and telling her I loved her and waited for any clue that she might be meeting Marcus that night but she just wished me a good day. I worked that morning but could not concentrate on anything but my marriage and what was going to happen, so decided that I was going to take some positive action. I went home and greeted Sarah cheerfully and told Sarah I had deserved an afternoon off and would take her out. My heart dropped when she responded, "You should have told me, I have already agreed to go out with the girls tonight." I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and reveal I had gone through her phone and knew she was meeting up with a guy she had not seen in ten years for sex. I don't know why I didn't but she told me she was going to take a bath and get dressed before heading off.