"You gonna cheat anymore?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper as she slowly stroked my cock.
I stood rigidly by the bed, knees braced against the mattress, looking at her. She sat naked in the dim light of candles spaced around the room, one foot tucked against her opposite thigh, the other dangling off the bed. Occasionally that foot brushed against the back of my leg in a gentle caress.
"No, Ginger." I answered.
"And why would I believe you?" still stroking, looking up at me.
"I told you the truth..." I began, but she cut me off.
"You told me after I asked you, Thomas."
No anger or venom, just a plain statement of fact. She cocked her head inquisitively. I nodded.
"You wouldn't have told me if I hadn't asked." she continued. "That's the same as lying, don't you think?"
"Yes." I replied.
I'd cheated as she started to "train" my stamina 3 weeks back. Ginger had finally taken our cuckolding experiment over the top, first with a guy in his hotel room, then again with a bathroom blow job at a co-worker's engagement party. While we'd both enjoyed the experiences, I admittedly had been quick on the trigger when having her afterwards.
After the blow job, she'd restricted me from cumming without her telling me to do so, and had commenced training me by bringing me to the edge of orgasm, only to choke it off (literally) before I could finish.
She'd been teasing me furiously, jerking or sucking me to the edge daily, always stopping me. Friday morning that first week, she was heading to work early and had straddled my face directly after her shower, letting me lick her to orgasm while she sucked on me. She came, then left me there, throbbing, once more. I lie there with her scent and taste still fresh on my lips and couldn't help myself, so I'd cheated and finished on my own.
She didn't find out immediately, but an interrogation Saturday night coupled with my ineptitude at lying did me in. And so it had been 3 long weeks of intense teasing, her bringing me to the edge almost daily and shutting me down, that led to this evening.
"Mmm" she said, tightening her grip slightly. "I believe you, Thomas." She smiled at me. "Plus...I miss it too, you know..."
She hadn't been with anyone since the engagement party, but had me take care of her with my tongue, fingers, and toys (or boyfriends as she calls them), just about every day as well.
"Miss what?" I asked, then regretted the question as her eyes squinted slightly.
She stopped stroking, shifted about, rose up on her knees so that we were face to face, then began stroking again, more firmly, at a quicker pace.
"See...that's part of the problem..." she started. "I know you like to please me, but sometimes you only see your needs. You think you miss cumming, and you think since you make me cum that I'm not missing anything. But I miss THIS." punctuating the sentence with a firm tug on my cock. "You miss cumming? Well I miss your cum, Thomas. I like pleasing you too. I like making you cum. Your selfishness that Friday hurt us both. Do you see?"
I did see, although it was hard to concentrate with the pressure her hand was exerting on me. I felt bad, guilty, that it didn't really occur to me she was missing out too. She was right, I had figured she was getting off and that I was the only one suffering.
She drew closer, kissed my lips. "Don't feel too bad...everyone is selfish. I'm selfish too. Why are we doing this? For me, right? So you can last longer for me."
"I want to though...I don't mind." I answered.
"Mmm...I know baby. And do you think you can now?"
I nodded.
"Really?" She stroked me faster. "So when I go out and meet a guy..." eyes locked on me now, pressing against me so her nipples pressed in to my chest. "Then come home, drunk...half-undressed...full of him..."
I moaned, nodding.
"And you finally get up in me...you know how to stop yourself? Hold it back so you can last?"
She was stroking me hard and fast now, I felt myself tipping over the edge. Two quick, long strokes and she released me. I wrapped my finger and thumb just beneath my head and squeezed tightly, forcing deep breaths as I'd been doing the past few weeks. I thought I'd lost the battle, would let her down, but slowly the surge ebbed and I began to relax. She'd watched me intently the whole time.
"Good, baby...that was really good..."
Leaning in to me, she kissed me deeply, tongue pushing in to my mouth, arms wrapping around my neck. We made out for a few minutes, hot, passionate kissing. I throbbed against her stomach. She pulled away, settled back to a sitting position, and took me in her mouth. Wrapping her hand around me again, she fell in to a quick rhythm, wetting me with her saliva and stroking with a tight grip. Her eyes looked up at me, incredibly sexy.
I braced for her to stop me again. Instead, she pulled her mouth back, stroked me harder. Looking up at me..."You wanna cum on me, baby?"
I'd heard it before, been let down before. She stroked faster, grip tightening.
"Yesssss...yes please...." I felt foolish, knowing she wouldn't let me. I was holding myself back now, fighting against the surge. The whole area ached, pressure building so I thought something would rupture.
"C'mon then....do it..." she said.
I looked down at her, wide eyed. She gazed back. "C'mon...give it to me Thomas..."
I exploded suddently, my knees buckling so that I had to brace an arm against the nightstand to remain standing. Eyes closed, it felt like geysers were being unleashed from my cock. I realized I was crying out with each burst, self-consciously closed my mouth to hold it in. Her hand wrapped around me again, pulling gently as the streams subsided, and I jumped each time she touched my head, hyper-sensitive after the explosion.
I looked down at her, saw thick splashes of my cum striping her neck and chest, already beginning to drizzle down to her stomach. She lie back slowly, pulling me on to the bed next to her, taking my hand.
"Mmmm...that was hot Thomas. Feel good?"
I smiled, nodded deliriously.
"I bet....now....you want to rub it in my skin for me?" She was staring at me as she asked.
"I..." I started. I didn't. She knew it. So soon afterward, my own cum grosses me out.
"I know, Thomas. But I want you to. You gonna disappoint me?" A small pout on her cute lips, she pressed my hand in to a thick stream, pushed it up over her breast, coating a nipple. She closed her eyes, moaned softly.
I complied, reluctantly at first, but her response was a turn on, moaning softly and writhing a bit as I smeared it over her stomach, breasts, shoulders and neck. She put a hand on mine and pressed it down between her legs, covering her slit with it.
I pressed a finger into her, but she pulled it back.
"Huh-uh...why don't you go get one of my boyfriends...pick whichever you want to see most."
I returned with the black, lifelike dildo she'd bought after learning what a turn-on interracial sex was for me.
"Hmmm..surprise surprise." she smiled.
I lie next to her, pressed it between her legs. She placed a hand on mine.
"Now...you want to lick your cum off my body while he fucks me, baby?"