This is the story of Claudia, related to the author in a videotape the author made of Claudia. It is not an exact dialogue or transcription; to make the stories flow, and adding details added over time, the text is an extrapolation of Claudia's exact dialogue. The tape was made on February 14, 2005, which you correctly will identify as Valentine's Day. It has taken time to draft it and have Claudia proof it, relate more details, and agree to content. No names have been changed.
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[VIDEO: Video starts with the appealing image of a smiling, nude, very petite and skinny young Chinese woman, in her early twenties, lying on her side on a large bed. Looking at the camera, her arm stretches under herself with a bent elbow to prop up her head, and she is resting her other hand on her nude thigh. She has very long black hair, spilling around her head and shoulders and disappearing behind her back. Her small, triangular face has a very tiny, bony nose, thin pointed brown eyes; and very thin lips. With a skinny torso and very thin hips, her rounded, B-cup breasts appear unnatural for her body. Her vagina is completely shaved clean, with soft glistening brown lips.]
"For the record, tell the camera, what's your name?"
Mmm. Hi, I'm Claudia. [VIDEO: Her voice is very high-pitched and feminine.]
"Hi Claudia. And tell the camera what you've just been doing?"
[VIDEO: Giggles.] Mmm. I've been getting fucked hard, by a very horny married man I met online recently. He fucked me a good long time today, and now he's wanting to ask me all sorts of personal questions while he records me.
"Alright, the video is not about me, honey. So tell us about yourself, Claudia?"
Well, let's see. I'm 22, married, been married to a wonderful loving husband for about two years now, since May 2003. I'm Chinese-Canadian, my parents are from Hong Kong, I grew up in Toronto Ontario. I moved here, to Maryland, in May 2002 to be with Dave, my husband.
Oh -- and I'm a slut, I love to fuck. A lot. [VIDEO: Giggles.]
"Does Dave know you're here with me getting fucked today?"
Mmm, not yet! [VIDEO: Eyes sparkle at the thought.] But I might tell him about it later. Tell him, you know, I got fucked pretty hard, made me feel so sexy. [VIDEO: Claudia rolls onto her back, exposing very thin legs with shapely toned calves and thighs. She spreads her legs to show off better her shiny wet pussy dripping with cum.] Mmm, I think the cameraman came in my pussy two times already today. [VIDEO: Hands behind her neck, arching her body towards camera, Claudia slowly undulates her hips as she shows off her wet pussy more to the camera.]
"Tell me about what it means you're a slut, how'd you get to be a slut, what do you mean that you're a slut."
It means, I like to fuck. Lots of men, every day. I can't get enough sex. I try to fuck at least one man every day, besides my husband I mean. Sometimes more. I love guys with big hard cocks, muscular or fit men, older men -- I'm only 22 and love men in their 30s or 40s or older even.
I grew up as a shy, submissive, quiet Chinese girl who dutifully studied piano and violin and math, just like my Mom and Dad wanted. But I had a terrible secret, dark side -- I loved to get off. Ever since I hit puberty I'd get off as much as I could. I felt so guilty about it, so never told anyone. I used to hide in my room for hours doing it, then started using the internet to get off -- chat rooms, free pictures, whatever. It made me feel dirty and worthless, like I was broken, but I couldn't stop it.
Then, I met my husband online, back in 1999. We just had a strictly online friendship until we met in person in August 2001, when I was 19 already. I fucked him the first day we met in person; he came to Toronto just to fuck me. We'd been having phonesex since a few months before my 19th birthday, which was always awesome, so I knew he would be great in bed. He was my first fuck, he took my cherry and my heart all at once.
And since then, I've fucked lots of other men, and a few women, all with Dave's encouragement. He used to tell me who to fuck, what to wear for dates, and usually he would be there to watch or direct. Now I just do it myself, I love seducing sexy hot men and fucking them.
"Tell us more what you used to be like, before you were a slut."
Gosh, I was simple, probably boring. I really didn't feel good about myself. [VIDEO: Claudia nervously tugs her long hair.] I was really fucking shy, definitely not confident around men, and I felt inferior to really sexy white girls. I went to a mixed school, a lot of immigrants and stuff, and the white Canadian girls were definitely getting all the attention from guys. Online I'd tell people I was only a quarter Chinese, because I was afraid they would feel less of me if they knew the truth. In school I didn't get a lot of attention, and I didn't seek it because I didn't want to look silly. I just studied hard, as my parents and older siblings expected of me. I thought getting good grades and being an angel was what I was supposed to do. But all of these perverted thoughts were inside of me, they scared me, I tried to repress them, and when they took me over I hated myself for it.
"So what happened?"
Dave happened. I was using the internet to experiment and fantasize about things I couldn't do in person. I don't know, we just hit it off online, and the best part is it actually wasn't sexual for a very long time. After so long of trading emails about our thoughts and feelings, he finally found out about the true me. I had told him I was only a quarter Chinese, that I was 23, that I had fucked several men. I felt too ashamed to tell him the truth, none of that was true. I thought he wanted to hear it, that if he heard the true me, he'd think I was immature, uninteresting, unsexy. Then, he kind of tricked me; actually, he pretended to be a female emailing me for sex too, he invented this girl in Toronto who said she wanted phonesex with me. I was like 18 and a half, maybe older. I was fooled, I told her about myself, my real self, sent her a photo of myself, and even my phone number for phonesex. Only it was Dave, not some local girl, emailing me. And he wasn't mad! He said he was glad to know the real me, and he still wanted to call me. We had some seriously good phonesex about once a week, fuck it was hot, he made me cum so hard. About a half year later, at the end of the summer, he flew up here, got a hotel room, and we fucked.
We stayed in constant, daily contact, he came up to TO a few more times that year, I was in my first underclassman year in college. I was totally in love, we arranged for me to transfer to University of Maryland near him in USA, and I moved out with him as soon as my school year ended in May 2002. We got married almost exactly one year later. My parents basically don't talk to me anymore, they think Dave stole me.
Dave loves the real me, the woman who I hated inside of me. The slut who looks at a hot male and instantly wants to submit to him, wants to suck that long, hard cock and spread for him and beg to be fucked. Dave gets hard knowing that I want to be a slut to numerous men. He made it real, he brought home other men for me to fuck, both in Toronto when he came to visit then when I moved in with him. He brought home women too, and also set me up on dates with couples. I loved being fucked, and Dave loved hearing all the details when he saw me. We'd fuck each other talking about how I just got fucked, or about who was going to fuck me next.