When I awoke and looked up at the ceiling it all started coming back to me.
We really did it, we finally actually let her be taken by another. We shared her with another man. I replayed in my own mind last nights wonderful evening of eroticism and lust.
We've never experienced anything like this in our lovemaking before. It was an extremely erotic experience for us. We had both been nervous and worried how something like this might affect or relationship if we ever actually did go through with it.
How would we react? Would we be able to talk about it in the light of day? If we did, would some of the same lustful feelings come back? If they did, would they come back to both of us? These were questions to answer today.
I thought in my own mind why it was so erotic and why so much pleasure came from it. First I realized I had never been so proud of her. My God the way she was able to excite Sean and take care of him so well. She must have enjoyed the physical aspect of it but I knew it was still hard for her to do and she did this for us. I never knew she could be so wanton and so sexy and I now wanted to please her and make her happy so she would always come back to me. I looked at her as a whole new sexual being and I wanted her like never before.
I turned to her next to me and lightly kissed her cheek as she awoke. She turned and smiled and we kissed again.
Then I had a thought and whispered, "Ok, not a word about last night, until we're home in our own home tonight and over a glass of wine, agreed"?
"Really?", she asked in a very demure voice, "Ok but please, I need to know, are you still OK with everything that happened last night? Please tell me at least that."
"Yes, I am, more than OK babe." I answered.
Then she said, "Well, Ok, but first I just want to say something."
"What?" I asked.
"Just that you are an amazing husband and I want you to know that I love you more now than I ever have in all the time we've been together."
"Thanks babe," I answered. It was really good to hear that from her.
We checked out of the hotel and went home and went about our normal day. We live on the water and in the early evening went outside and sat by the water and had a couple of drinks talking about nothing in general. I think we were both anxious to talk about what happened the night before but we both held it in. We got up to go inside and she went to take a shower and I mentioned to "slip into something sexy for tonight."
She whispered back, "Of course."
She must have realized, like I did, that this could be a very exciting evening for us. If she felt the same way I did about last night then us talking with each other about what happened last night, reliving it in detail, was surely going to be erotic. But did she? Inside I hoped so but I still wasn't totally sure yet.
Finally I heard the clicks of her heels as she walked down the hallway and into the room. When she walked in she was dressed almost as sexy and almost as inviting as she was for Sean last night. She looked fantastic in heels, nylons, tiny thong panties and a shelf bra that offered her breasts out so invitingly, and a sheer white blouse. We got our drinks and sat down and soon realized that we were both actually anxious to talk about what happened, but both still a little nervous as well.
She sat down next to me, crossed her nylon covered legs showing the top of the nylon on one thigh and with her left hand ran her fingers slowly up the back of my neck and said so sincerely, "So, tell me, are you really sure your OK with everything that happened last night?"
"Yes, it was wonderfully surreal, a little difficult at first, but honestly also the most erotic evening of my life babe." I answered. "It was even more erotic than I imagined."
"Really?" she said. "I was a little concerned that things may have gotten a little out of hand last night. I was very worried about what you might think of me."
"What I think of you is that, you, my wife, are the most sexiest and the most sensual and erotic woman I have ever known. Seeing how much he wanted you and then watching how wonderfully you satisfied him was unbelievable. I felt so proud seeing how much you turned him on and how well you were able to satisfy him."
"Honest?" she asked. "Then your not upset with me or sorry that we did it?"
"I truly hope that seeing me like that last night hasn't changed your love for me." She asked sounding a little concerned.
"On the contrary, I never have loved you more. It turned out even better than I imagined." I said. "You were truly amazing."
"Do you have any regrets about what happened? Any at all." she asked again.
"None at all." I answered. "I saw a whole different side of you last night that made me love and want you more then ever and that also made me excited beyond belief."
"How about you, are you OK with everything?" I asked.
"Well yes, I think so, I mean if you are. I was afraid I'd feel like I was cheating on you but the way we did it, I was comfortable. It was pretty amazing actually. He felt a lot different and I guess, in a way, that was nice."
"Of course it was and I understand that. I mean, honey, it had to be." I answered.
"It's been such a long time since you've been able to enjoy anyone different babe. My God, when he saw you dressed like you were it really got me going. I mean damn, he really wanted you badly. You know that don't you?" I asked her.
"I know, I felt that too and honestly I think that helped make it easier for me." she said.
Then she added, "You know you helped me look that way for him. I guess we did a good job getting me ready for him. What about when he had me come over to you and kiss you goodbye. I was a little worried about that. Where you really OK with that?"
"That drove me wild, you know that don't you?" I said