Chapter 1 The Present
It's been four years since I blew up my wonderful marriage and lost the love of my life of 18 years. I'd like to say it was a drunken binge and I didn't know what I was doing but that would be a lie. Was I getting a revenge fuck for an unfaithful wife? Hell, no! My wife is the most loving, loyal, faithful not to mention sexiest woman I have ever known.
The truth is, I let the little head do my thinking for me and all of us guys know that little bastard has no conscience. I knew exactly what I was doing during the whole exciting, orgasmic three hours before I blew my third load in the only pussy other than my wife's I had penetrated in almost 20 years.
After it was over and the blood in my little head traveled back north to its normal home to the head on my shoulders, I was absolutely devastated at what I had done. I had broken the vows that I believed I could never violate. For What? A few hours of pleasure that my wife used to beat hands down on her worst day. The guilt was overwhelming. Still is four years later. In my self inflicted paranoia, somehow, I knew she knew what I had done and I had only just left the hotel room. That's the bond we had. I love her more than life itself and I had betrayed her and everything I stood for.
I now sat here in this bar, trying to figure out how I was going to cope with the guilt for hours before I was to fly home
Here's how I've come to this point in my now miserable existence. I'm Andrew Crownover (Andy), 41 years old, in reasonably good shape and not necessarily ugly according to much of the female population I come in contact with.
My ex-wife, Julia, is a beautiful, sexy, 40 year old vixen with jet black hair and blue eyes. She works as a paralegal in a large law firm. Even after having two kids, Jack,17 and Kristi, 15, she's one of these women who has to do almost nothing to keep her weight down. I always thought we were a match made in heaven. Our sex life was always awesome. She's always been game for anything that didn't involve pain or farm animals.
So why had I allowed myself to stray? I guess the only thing I can say is the opportunity presented itself and I could. Pretty lame excuse, I know. In my one night of debauchery in my entire married life, I didn't even take time to use protection. I knew I was clean, but I certainly didn't know about my partner. And pregnancy, SHIT! I hoped she was on the pill.
That's all I needed, Amy, my one night stand lover, showing up at my door in about 8 months saying "Hi! Dad, look what you gave me, pointing at her swollen belly."
Julia was on the pill, so we didn't worry too much about pregnancy anymore.
Four years ago today, I was on business travel and having dinner in the hotel restaurant. I traveled with my business regularly and never had the first thought of doing anything inappropriate. One of my female colleagues, Amy Jackson, joined me. Amy works at one of our other facilities.
I pulled out her chair and she sat down next to me. We chatted about this and that, work, family etc... I learned she was divorced with a young daughter. She didn't travel much so it was almost like a vacation for her to get away for a little while even though it was work related. We had a couple of after dinner drinks and I was a little loose but neither of us was drunk or even tipsy .
As we continued to talk, I heard her high heel shoe hit the floor. I suddenly felt her nylon covered toes stroking my shin underneath my pants leg. I know I should have nipped this in the bud at that moment. But I didn't. Instead I felt my cock betraying me and beginning to swell in my slacks.
I tried to continue with our conversation trying to ignore the obvious seduction taking place. Her foot eventually worked its way to my crotch with her toes stroking my seven inch mindless tool through my pants leg. I felt the precum soak through my pants with her toes caressing my swollen glans. By then, I knew I was toast.
She said, "Andy, I'm just going to come out and say it. We are two people in need right now. It's been nearly two years since I've been with a man sexually. I want you. Would you be interested in a hot, no-strings, lady for the night?"
I was stunned at her nerve, knowing I was married but I still had not rebuffed her attention. I reached for her foot under the table and caressed her toes and foot. She leaned back and closed her eyes as I continued to massage each toe through her stocking.
I never said a word. She handed me her shoe and I slid it back on her foot. She took my hand and proceeded to the elevator. Next thing I knew I was naked on her bed and my rock hard cock was in her mouth. She had undressed and was only clad in her stockings, garter belt and heels which suggested a well planned seduction. Her mons was smooth as a baby's butt. She let go of my cock and raised up to kiss me.
As she kissed me, she impaled herself on my cock which entered her with ease as her pussy was a swamp. She was fucking me with her clit against my pubic bone. It didn't take her but a few minutes to cum in that position. I felt her orgasmic juices flow down my shaft and her body shake.
She was saying, "Yes! God! Yes! Andy, it feels so good to cum with you inside me!"
I raised up and put her on her back without pulling out. I rammed into her until I was against her cervix. She arched her back and her toes curled next to my face as another orgasm slammed through her. It was then I felt my own cum boiling up through my shaft. I exploded against her cervix. Stream after stream of hot semen flooded her womb.
I heard her say, "Yes, Andy! Cum in me! Fill me with your warm spunk!"
I collapsed on top of her with my dick still dribbling the residual semen in her vagina.
After a few minutes, I pulled out and wiped my cum covered glans on her labia. I leaned down and sucked her elongated nipples, working my way down her belly to her pussy. I licked her slit.
She said, "No, Baby, you don't have to do that..." just as my tongue invaded her hot, cum filled hole.
She was writhing underneath me as her third orgasm overtook her. I lapped at her labia like a starved man to a hamburger. I raised up again and she licked my cum off of my face and beard. Then she proceeded to suck my cock until I was ready to go again. This time I spooned her and entered her pussy from behind.
She lifted her stocking clad leg so I could get the deepest penetration. I looked at her glossy blue polished toes as I fucked her. It was obvious she took a lot of pride in her appearance because her fingers and toes were professionally done. She was rubbing her clit to another orgasm as I blasted my second load of sperm into her womb. After we came, we just laid there, my cock still embedded inside her. We dozed off with my arm around her holding a breast.
I awoke first. She was still sleeping with her long blond hair cascaded over her face. Amy was very pretty but not in Julia's league by any stretch. I gently unsnapped her garter belt and rolled her stocking off her left leg. As I slipped it off her toes, I began to lick and put her now bare toes in my mouth. She awoke, looked at me and smiled as I gave her foot and toes my undivided attention. I watched as she reached down and began masturbating as she watched me giving her toes all my attention.
She cried out, "Andy, You're killing me, Im cumming again!"
Her toes curled in my mouth and her body twisted as she came hard. Some of my previous semen deposit spilled onto the sheets as her pussy contracted. I placed myself back between her legs and guided my cock back into her convulsing vagina, balls deep. It didn't take me long to replace any semen that had leaked out. I looked at my watch, we had been sleeping or fucking for over three hours. I was drained.
I looked over at Amy who had a contented smile on her face.
She said, "Thank you for a wonderful evening, Andy. I will remember this evening forever. Your wife is a lucky woman to have such an awesome lover. Don't worry. This will be just between us."
I said, "Thank you, Amy. I would be lying if I said I haven't thoroughly enjoyed this evening. I am very flattered that you chose me to be intimate with and you are a wonderful partner but at the same time, I have to live with the fact that I have betrayed my wife and my marriage. I've never been unfaithful until tonight. I'm already feeling the guilt of what I've done. Yes, you seduced me but I should have had the willpower to say, no, thanks. But I didn't and now I have to suffer the consequences of my behavior. I hope you find a man that will give you the love you deserve."
I dressed and went to my room to clean up and pack for the trip home. I made sure that I had no other scents on me that shouldn't be there. On the flight home that day, I went over and over in my mind about how to reconcile my betrayal with Julia and my own conscience. I went over my options which were few. I could stay quiet and hope she never found out. I could confess knowing that I had to live with the consequences. I would bare the guilt, knowing that I couldn't hide it forever, was just too much. I decided honesty was the best medicine, to confess my adultery, beg for her forgiveness and let the chips fall where they may.
So there you have it. The little head spoke and the big head went brain dead. No rhyme intended.
Chapter 2
When I got home the next day, Julia was waiting on me with open arms and a home cooked dinner. I hugged her back and kissed her deep and long.
She said, "Wow, Sailor, maybe you should go on a trip more often."
I was doing my best to act normal but it was hard. I think she could tell that I wasn't quite my self. I told her it had been a long week and I was tired. I was still trying to decide how to do what I knew I had to do.
The next day was Saturday, the kids were doing their Saturday thing away from the house.
I finally said, "Julia, can I talk to you for a bit?
She said, "Sure, Honey, what's on your mind."
"Julia, please let me finish my story, then I will respect wherever you want us to go from here. I love you more every day and will always love you. That being said, that did not keep me from disrespecting you and our marriage while I was gone."
I couldn't look her in the eye as i said the words, "Julia, I had sex with a woman while I was there."
"I have no excuse other than she seduced me and I gave in to her seduction and charm. I do not love her or want to be with her. I was weak and let it happen. I am so sorry and regret with all my heart that it happened."
"There has been no failure on your part. You are the love of my life, a wonderful lover and the only lover I will ever have. I know I have no right to ask you this, but if you can find in your heart to forgive me, I vow to be the man I was before I strayed."
Julia just kept staring at me with a look I had never seen before.
She sat thinking, "I cant believe what Andy is telling me. I want to break down and cry but the anger I'm feeling won't let me. I am hurt beyond belief."
Andy just sat there waiting for me to respond to his confession.
