I had been working away every weekend at a hospital about 2 hours away from home because I wanted the experience as a new nurse in this busy emergency department. So for the first year of my employment I had a apartment close by that I lived in when working a few days in a row. When I was off for a few days I would come home. Being away from my wife this routinely did make me worry about the damage that could occur to our relationship over this year long orientation to the new job. I would keep my apartment since I signed a one year lease. My mind was on orienting to a new profession and a new job. I'm sure my wife had concerns over me being so far away, with my own apartment, but I had the same, knowing she could come home late from work and I would never know.
My wife Jeanne stayed home because she had a Monday through Friday job at a hospital only about 30 minutes from home. She had been a nurse since she was 21 and after years of experience landed a job in a department that regular hours. In this department all the physicians were men, and all the support staff (nurses and techs) were female, except for one male tech. I must admit I always worried about the MDs that worked with my wife because I knew the ego of MDs, and the attraction MDs had with the female staff, especially female nurses.
Now my Jeanne and I had been engaged for years and had some difficulties, so trust was always an issue both ways. Although I had dated and had flings with women in healthcare and outside of healthcare, my wife had almost notoriously dated and had flings with men in healthcare or that came into her emergency room. She had hinted at affairs with one or more MDs, and admitted to relationships with medics and cops. Hell she basically admitted she was a badge bunny. She hated that slang, but I'm pretty sure cops have a thing for nurses, and I can't blame them. She was not perfect, but I loved her. Just something you have to deal with when you have a hot girlfriend, to fiancée to wife. Understanding this I always had concerns, because men found her attractive, her being very outgoing with a great personality and body. Hey, she is a blonde with big boobs. She is average build, about 5'6" tall with firm full 38D breasts. She was the first girl I dated or fucked that shaved her pussy. Since I loved to eat pussy, and she loved to have her pussy eaten, this was just super kinky to me.
Getting back to boobs.... Now I've dated gals with big tits, but they were saggy and not firm. Like any boob man I love them big and firm. My wife has very firm boobs. A nice size areola (not too big, not too small). Her nipples were big, and about the size of a large pencil eraser. It was amazing to me that such large breast had no sag. Her big tits reminded me of fake tits you saw in a magazine. Jeanne loves to suck cock too! She was my first girlfriend to swallow and even suck my cock dry after I dumped a load in her pussy. She learned to deep throat my 8 inch thick cock, and this was icing on the cake for her already impressive, even porno slut kind of skills. This impressed me since my girlfriend before her just was bad at it. Bad you ask? Well she had terrible teeth drag, and terrible gag reflex and was a spitter.
To me spitting out my cum is a deal breaker.... A real mood killer after busting a nut. And if you have ever dated a nurse, you know that nurses can be freaks in bed. My wife was a typical nurse, freaky in bed, but never has let me have her ass. She didn't flaunt her body in public, especially her breasts, but when you work in healthcare with a scrub top, guys you work with know that it's easy to grab a quick glance down the v-neck scrub and down the rack of a female healthcare worker. Hell I used to do it to her when we were both medics when she would be bent over across from me working on a patient, and catch a glimpse of her wonderful cleavage and upper breast. When we finally started to date and I saw her breasts in the full nakedness I almost thanked God out loud. I was very impressed to find a set of luscious 38Ds under her bra. Hey I'm a breast man like most men. The problem with this is you know every guy is checking them out to, even if the gal tries to hide them, versus flaunt them.
Back to my suspicions.... Knowing how hospitals and healthcare can be Payton Places for shenanigans between the staff I was concerned about how late in the afternoon she worked. I knew from the start of us dating she never got out in time due to charting, and her being a good worker. The problem is, I also realized this "getting out late" is an easy excuse for cheaters to have flings with those they work with, since someone in a movie once said "you covet what you see everyday." Realizing most affairs happen with people your spouse works with, because they have a "work wife" or "work husband" that can result in a friendship that turns into friends with benefits.
Now my wife and I always talked shop at home, it was a coping mechanism for nurses. I did note a trend in her telling stories about two MDs and this male tech Rick, more than about her female colleges. I realized that sometimes that a spouse crush may manifest itself to the unsuspecting spouse through these stories if one pays attention enough. She used to really have more stores about one womanizing MD and Rick the male tech. This MD and Rick were buddies, to the point I wondered if she had fucked both of them, knowing they would be arrogant enough to double team her if given the chance. Although I didn't think she would fall pray to the male MD because she would have been one of many conquests this guy most likely had, and didn't wanna be one in his pussy parade. The male tech Rick on the other hand was single, between relationships, and she appeared to have a lot of tales about him, and his non-work life. When I started to put two-and-two together, I recalled her talking about Rick's new apartment, and wondered how would she remember his description, unless she had visited it?
Her department was located in the basement of the hospital, and since they did minor surgical procedures in the department, it had no public access, and only their staff had access to the patient care areas and locker rooms. To me this was a setup for debauchery to occur if one was willing. Considering this with my time away from home made me realize that it was just a set up for infidelity. I figured it would be all to easy for her to suck or fuck someone in the department after everyone else had left, rather than risk getting caught with a bill or being seen at a local hotel. Now despite having my own apartment 2 hours away from home I never cheated, or thought I gave her reason to think I had any infidelity for her to worry about. This along with the fact that while we were engaged we both had cheated, I had cheated last before marriage, and always was afraid she would someday seek payback in the form of an affair to at lest quell her anger with our storied past.
