New surprises & Old problems - A Different Way of Life
Tags: Nymphomania; Cheating Wives; Coupling; Relationships; Sapphic
For the list of Characters fast forward to the end.
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Looking Back - Ciaron receives a call from Olivia
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Olivia started straight in, "I assume you know what has happened, you guessed what I planned?"
"Yes it wasn't that difficult, you even helped me to know, but David worked it out for himself. I am sorry that you can't be a friend but I have learnt a lot from you."
"Humph! Yea like what?"
"Well I know now that anyone who would have sex in front of her husband has no respect for him and since you know how David feels you know just how bad you make him feel so that makes you vicious as well and it so reminds me of my mother. Just to increase the punishment you risked him knowing about a man who you cared about more than him, that was my mum all over."
"I'm sorry, I did want to be friends, it's just that there are times when a side of me gets out of control."
"That's a good excuse isn't it, you're no different than a druggie or an alcoholic, they all make excuses knowing full well that they are killing themselves but most don't have the strength of personality to kick the habit. That's the disappointment of you, you're a really intelligent, level headed woman when you're not on your sex drug, poor Arthur is devastated he had such faith and hope in you. Of course it's gone well beyond that now and there won't even be a choice."
There was silence for a minute, "Do you think I like people accusing me all the time?"
"Well that's my professional opinion not an accusation, have you returned to the Retreat?"
"I came straight back, it was that or lose the baby."
"I see, that's a shame for you but it was inevitable, it wouldn't take David long to find you wherever you are and eventually you were going to abuse the baby or one of your johns would hurt him. You're not stupid Olivia, surely you know that David would kill you if anything happened to his baby, you have forfeited all rights to him now."
"What do you mean 'johns'?"
"You know 'pimps' guys who sell women's bodies."
"I don't know any pimps."
"Do you really think your boyfriend was bringing guys round to gangbang you for free? What world do you live in Olivia? It's not with the rest of us. You are a prize piece of tail, your man would have sold you from morning to night and when you got sore he would have smacked you one and told you to shut up. They would have put on some lubricant and it would carry on and on, 2, 3 or 4 at a time in all your holes non-stop. And then one day you will be thin and malnourished and your pussy will be all floppy and desensitised and your arse will stop working properly so the shit keeps coming out and they will bundle you in the back of a van, drive over a bridge and chuck you in the water and you will die within seconds and in all that time you won't have climaxed once. What a waste"
There was silence at the other end for a while.
"But he wouldn't."
"Ohh yeah, so how did that humping go when you were out looking at houses, did he rip your vulva slamming into you like that or was it your anus. Did you have a magnificent orgasm like you used to get from the husband you said you loved? Yeah Right, you're just a lying slag, just like my mother."
"You were watching even then?"
"Yep it's all on file going before a judge with pictures of you looking at property with that scumbag and your attempt to abduct your own child to take him away from the only person who loves him. So why did you call me Olivia, it can't have been for sympathy I'm sure because I've got a lifetime of anger to throw at you."
"I don't know, there is not much to do any more and while I was sensible I was thinking about you and other people."
"Well that's something but you will have some very hard times ahead."
"Did you ever find out what happened to your mother?"
"I don't know the circumstances because no one knows, she was just found dead in a room lying on a filthy bed that was the only piece of furniture in the room. I did discover I had a sister though which is wonderful, she is a bit like you and mother but she recognised it early and has it compartmentalised, as she would say."
"How so?"
"Well she has her sex times, first thing in the morning, lunchtime and then evening, she doesn't have a partner yet, who could be understanding enough, but she has lots of toys and stimulus to take away her need so she's doing good on the whole. She has a couple of businesses she runs and that keeps her mind off other things, until that is I walked in with David. I'm staying at her place now and she can't stop asking me about him."
"It kinda makes me feel better that there are other people out there with similar problems."
"I can understand that, I worry myself that I will have it. I can thank you for this experience though because it has enabled me to see that you're just like my Mum. You have helped me to realise that it was all her fault and not something I did wrong. She wasn't willing to make the effort to control her needs, so she never cared enough for me or my Dad. I've spent a lifetime investigating the sickness to try and justify why she left us but I've talked with you and the experts who tried to help you and I just see a form of extreme selfishness, to a point where you're a danger to yourself and I understand now why my mum is dead."
"Is this goodbye then?"
"That's up to you, I like the part of you that was Olivia Thurlow, you must have been one hell of a woman once, so if you want to talk anytime I will if I can but don't get mad if I am busy, I have a feeling the next few years of my life are going to be very full indeed."
"I am pleased for you, take care."
"You too, try to stay in control long enough to stay alive."
As Olivia disconnected Ciaron began to feel a huge sense of relief that she didn't feel responsible or guilty for her Mum leaving, for the first time that she could remember. She will always feel the deep seated feeling of not being loved by her mother but somehow letting off steam to Olivia had allowed her to shed some of the load. She made her way back inside and smiled brightly at the people sharing a table with her as she disconnected the phone. David, Ana, Miranda/Sophia and Elle were watching her keenly, and asked, "All ok?"
"Yep I feel good, I don't think I've got the problem but you guys are welcome to help me find out later" she winked and they laughed.
"Just point us towards the bedroom" Ana enthused, just this once she didn't mind sharing him for a while other than with Elle and Miranda. Ciaron's sister was hovering nearby and Ana twisted around in her seat to say, "Coming up later?" Ciaron smiled indulgently, she felt for her little sister, there wasn't much for her in this small town but that was why she'd stayed here, to keep away from temptation. It wouldn't hurt for David and Ana and maybe even Elle to indulge her once in a while.
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