Chapter I
Part 2
2.
She took my hands, and tugged, smiling through her hair. When I continued sitting there, she ducked her head and grinned, pulling harder. I couldn’t help but smile a little; this was an old game we used to play. She strained, as if she was really strong enough to pull me up.
When I did stand up, she almost lost her balance, but I held on, and she took a quick step back.
“Michael!” she said, putting her hands onto her hips. “Don’t DO that!” She grinned. It’s what she always did. I wondered if I’d always feel so helpless at her smile.
Turning, she led me to the bedroom. Once there, she gently pushed me down. “Sit down,” she said. I sat down on the bed.
“What, exactly, do you have planned for me?” I asked. She played with the strands of thread on her blouse where her buttons used to be.
“That depends,” she said, looking down, “on you.”
She put her hands on my shoulders, and climbed onto the bed. She straddled me, sitting on my lap. “We’ll have to see,” she said, “how it all turns out.” She leaned down and kissed me. She kissed my cheek, my ear, my neck.
I smelled her as she kissed me. Her skin smelled of the scented soap she used. But of something else there as well; the briny taste of come, and tears. I thought of the ocean, before the tide comes in: the naked sea creatures struggling on the beach. She smelled primordial to me.
“Michael,” she breathed, “Be gentle with me.”
I felt the cold links of Maria’s chain slip down along my skin.
“Maria-” I called out. I couldn’t breathe.
“No,” she said, “Don’t stop.” She hugged me to her chest. “Don’t ever stop,” she pleaded. I fell back, and she fell with me. Her breasts pressed into my chest. She rubbed her lips against my neck. “Don’t ever stop,” she whispered. She pressed herself down on me. I felt the wetness of her panties.
I inhaled, and let it out. I ran my fingers through her hair.
She pushed up. She ducked her head, and took off her chain. Looking down, she pulled apart her remaining buttons on her blouse, stopping at her belly.
I took my eyes off hers and let them fall; to her shining lips, her smudged chin, her sculpted neck, her pale white breasts. Her gaze followed mine. The dying light of the setting sun came through our bedroom window, setting off the rubies in her engagement band.
“Michael,” she said, “Finish me.”
I sat up and reached between her fingers and pulled apart the remaining button. She twisted her arms behind her, to let it slip off her wrists down to the floor. She studied me. She wrapped her fingers in my hair and pulled me close, leaning forward.
“Kiss me here,” she said. She arched her back at me. I took her nipple in my mouth, kissing it, and sucking. “I like it when you do that,” she sighed. I kissed her other breast, exhaling, and felt it harden against my tongue. “Oh-” she said. I sucked, nibbling, and felt her fingers pulling at my hair. She pulled her nipple out of my mouth. It made a soft, wet sucking sound. She twisted, at her shoulders, rubbing it on my face and mouth. I looked up and saw the sly smile playing on her lips. Her movements slowed, and I caught it in my mouth, and this time also with my teeth. “Oh-” she said. After a moment, she began to try to move again, to pull her nipple out. I bit. “Oh!” she said. I felt her fingers clinching in my hair. She arched her back, trembling. “Oh Michael. . .!” I pressed down a little more, and then released her. Her breath was rasping in her mouth.
“Thank you, Michael.” She began to rock her hips against me, pressing down. “I like this,” she said. “So much.” Her skirt tore along her hips. I leaned back. Her panties made a squishing noise as she rubbed them up against me.
“Wait,” I asked.
She looked down at me, and then down between us, and then she brought her knees together, making space. She reached into her skirt, into the tear, and found me. She brought me up, and rubbed me, rubbed my cock against her pantied cunt.
“Is this what you want?” she asked. I groaned, nodding yes.