I was at the mall trying to find a birthday present for a wife who had everything when I spotted my neighbors from across the street. I walked toward them with a smile on my face and as he looked up I saw recognition on his face. Taking his wife's hand he pulled her toward the store entrance. When she saw me I saw a look that seemed like fear as she hurried along after him.
I didn't know them well, hell I didn't know anyone in my neighborhood well, but I know he recognized me and as far as I know I had never done anything to cause that reaction. I made a mental note to ask Ann what that was all about. I had been raised in a family where a man went out and earned a living and his wife looked after the social part of a family's life. I had built a business that allowed my family to live in a community of homes that were too big filled with people who had too much.
I think I was trying to live my father's life while I had been far more successful in the pursuit of income than he was. Of course that was because he had scrimped and saved to get me through college. His was a simple man he went to work and came home every day. His dinner was on the table and my mother planned her life to make his life easier.
My life on the other hand had become far different. I had met my wife Ann in college she was a business major and as we had built my business she had run my office. When the babies came we realized that one of us should be home raising our kids. The business had grown and we no longer needed the money she saved by working. Our two kids were in high school now.
When she stopped working my life had been like my father's except I wasn't home every night. I made sales calls and worked out problems for customers often gone for a week at a time. Her questions about the business were infrequent now. Ann's efforts were now mostly about her charities and work in the community.
Realizing that my home life had drifted far from my father's simple life I had hired a salesman to take some of the pressure off. The salesman had been too successful and every time he sold some of our robotics I had to travel there to devise a way to make our products work for the customer. Plus our shop was having trouble making enough product. I decided that I would have to hire at least two engineers to carry the load so I could concentrate on production and maybe get back to my father's life.
The odd reaction by my neighbors and what my life had turned into was churning my mind as I went to the jewelry store and bought another piece of gold to hang on my wife.
As I walked in the house I said", happy birthday babe," handing her the bracelet I had bought at the mall. As she turned to accept it I was struck by her beauty as I have been since the day I first met her.
Ann accepted the gift with a smile and presented her cheek for a kiss. That smile wasn't my mother's smile when my dad came home or my mother's kiss ether. It was one of those half smiles the mouth was smiling but the eyes were not. She said", dinner's on let's eat."
The cake I had ordered from the bakery was the center piece it had four candles on it one for each ten years of her life. Twenty of which she had shared with me.
I thought back to the day I met her all legs and hair to her shoulder blades, moves as graceful as a cat. That 34-24-34 body was probably 34-26-35 now and the hair was shoulder length. But she was still a head turner. I thanked God for finding her.
The kids had finished and were gone to where ever it is that kids go. We were sitting there eating cake and drinking coffee when I said", I ran into Frank and Jane at the mall," her head turned toward me and her eyes got bigger. "They acted like I had the plague or something did I do something I shouldn't have. "
She looked like she was waiting for me to continue when I didn't she looked relieved.
"Have you any idea why they would act like that. They practically ran from me." Now I was watching her I could almost see her mind working her eyes had shifted up and to the left and I knew she was going to lie to me. People look up and to the right when they are trying to remember something, up and to the left when they are making something up.
Ann said", I can't think of anything." She looked straight at me trying to keep her face unreadable.
Well she didn't lie, I thought, but I know she was holding something back, something that she is afraid of. I need to hire a couple of engineers quickly and tend to my family.
At the office the next day I called my college professor and asked him who his brightest students in this graduating class and next year's class were. I asked him to have them call me as I had an internship for one and a job for the graduate. They both called the next day and hired them both after a short interview.
I started them both in the assembly and testing part of the plant so that they could learn how our four different products worked and fit together. It took two weeks to get the engineer into the field and he took to it like a duck to water. On each job I would get a phone call or two but at least I didn't have to be there.
On the home front Ann was looking a little antsy. After two weeks she asked me about my regular nine to five.
I told her", I hired two engineers to take the pressure off so that I could be home more, frankly, I sensed something here at home that made me uneasy. You know I have loved you since I first met you and I felt I wasn't paying enough attention to the most important things in my life."
A look something like contempt ran fleetingly across her face and I knew something was seriously wrong in our little piece of paradise. I added", should I be concerned?" That look turned to fear, but quickly passed as she said", of course not". I replied", is there something we need to talk about?" That look returned as she said", not really hon."
And so the die was cast. I learned first from my father and then in college to first understand the problem and then to find a solution.
Understanding the problem. Ann has many friends with whom she talks all the time. A trip to Radio Shack resulted in a bug in the phone jack in the garage and two solid state recorders so that I could simply take one recorder to work with me and plug in the other.
The next day I asked her to get my jeep washed while I took her Lincoln to work. The Lincoln had a hands free phone built in to the sound system that recorder went into the trunk.
I hoped that I could discover what was going on and deal with it painlessly.