I found myself in a gas station, when I spotted him. Directly across from me, as I pumped fuel into my Accord, he was pumping diesel into his truck. I hoped he'd soon be pumping me. He was tall, handsome and dressed in a sleeveless t-shirt that showed off in muscular arms. He was a black male, which was the real attraction for me. I'm sure most readers know what the term BBC means, but just in case a few don't, it stands for Big Black Cock. It looked like he had it and I wanted all of it. At that time, I couldn't get enough.
I wasn't dressed up that day, but I had on a pair of shorts and as I smiled at him across the lane, he grinned back and looked over my legs, which I posed in a way that he could get a good solid view. I flipped my strawberry blond hair and licked my lips, as I hoped he'd figure a clever opening line.
After he put the pump nozzle away, he approached. I was excited; I was about to be picked up at a service station; that would be a first. I eagerly awaited his come-on banter.
"You need any help with that?"
Looking back, I'd have to rate that line as better than nothing, but it was good enough to initiate our opening dialog.
"Thanks. But I've got this covered." He looked dejected. I was only toying with him. "Where you could help me out is figuring how large that cock of yours is."
"Damn, I like a woman that goes straight to it. I've got a full ten inches."
"I live a couple miles from here. I'd need to verify what you're told me."
He followed me home and within minutes was in my bed, running his hands all over me. Without a measuring tape, I can't say that it was exactly ten inches, but he was very close. He had shaved his pubic hair, so his cock looked even larger.
My shorts and blouse were tossed onto the floor. I rarely bother with underwear unless I'm purposely trying to be seductive, so I presented myself to him naked. I pulled off his trousers and began kissing the tip of his penis.
"I didn't get your name. I'm Michael."
Due to my excitement at finding BBC, I had not thought to exchange names. It nearly took me out of the moment when I introduced myself. "I'm Shannon. I love your cock." To prevent further unwanted conversation, I swallowed his penis, jamming the stiff sausage as far into my throat as possible. I didn't manage to immerse all of it, but he was impressed by my ability.
"Oh, yeah, baby. That's what I wanted when I first laid eyes on you."
It didn't take long for me to see that he was prepared for the main event. I disengaged him from my mouth and pushed him back on the bed. I climbed on top and he guided it inside me. I bounded in a rhythmic movement as it rubbed against my clit. I wanted to get in at least two good solid orgasms before he had his and I worked my ass as hard as I could manage.
"What the hell is going on here?" came a familiar voice instantly sending me crashing to earth. I turned my head, as I bopped impaled upon this other man's stiffness, and to my very horror, there stood my husband in the doorway.
He shouted at me and the rest of the incident seemed to go by in a slow motion nightmare. I remember getting off of Michael and trying to cover my naked body. I recall Michael, say something along the lines of, "Look man, I didn't know the bitch was married." Maybe he used the word slut or scank, I'm not sure. Thankfully, he didn't try to fight my husband, Tony. Even though Michael was a powerful looking dude, Tony could have kicked his ass easily. He'd been in Special Forces in Afghanistan and Iraq, before leaving the military and he could take care of himself. Michael dressed quickly and ran from our house. By the commotion, several neighbors saw a half-naked black male running from our home. My reputation would never be the same in that community.
"Shannon, where the fuck are the kids."
I mumbled something about them still being at school and asked what he was doing home. He was supposed to be on a business trip. He said he'd wrapped things up early and came home early to surprise me. Oh, I was surprised alright.
"I swear this has never happened before, baby. I don't know what got into me." I was starting to cry and I felt desperate. I didn't want to lose Tony.
"You're lying. I've seen pictures on your cell phone of you with another black guy."
My stomach turned over. I'd taken a few shots of another man I'd met a couple months ago. We'd had sex a few times. I'd let him take a few more snaps us together with my phone so I could remember him. I was too stupid to delete them immediately. Now I was a liar, in addition to being an adulteress.
There was only one thing I could do at that point. I confessed to my philandering; all of it. I told him about the other black man I'd had sex with a year before. It'd gone off and on for a couple of months behind my husband's back.
I'd first tried BBC in college, a lot of girls do as part of experimenting. It was for the thrill of it. I was that pale Irish-American white girl and it was a high I'd never experienced, fucking someone from a different race and socio-economic background. After my first experience, I was a secret addict of the black snake. My relationships were always with the white guys, but in the background, I craved the dark meat.
For me, sex with a black man was nearly a completely different practice than with a white man. It was almost like making love with another girl. There was an organism, but it just felt different and wasn't completely comparable.
Tony and I fought for the next hour. I tried to defend myself and explain my craving for the allure of BBC, but I knew my actions were inexcusable. In the end, Tony stormed out and we didn't speak for a week. I wondered if our family would fall apart and I'd be the blame for it all.
The neighborhood gossips went into full gear. In the supermarket, I'd see women and a few men point at me and whisper behind my back before turning away from my view. We lived in a small town and it was a tight knit community. I might as well have cut out the letter "A" from red cloth and sewn it onto all of my clothing.
On a Thursday evening, a call came from Tony on my cell. I swallowed deeply with fear as I answered the phone. He could be wind up asking for a divorce; I wouldn't have blamed him.
He started out by reassuring me that he still loved me and he wanted to work things out. "I've found some specialized marriage counselors; would you be willing to go?"
"How soon can we start?" I fought back tears of relief. I vowed to do whatever it took to save our marriage.
One week later, I was told the main element would involve my being completely honest. The counselors were a pair; a man and woman. Over the course of the next two weeks, the focus on our problems turned more and more upon me. In private, I detailed my longing of black cock and the thrill it produced in me.
Finally, the question came that I'd been dreading after weeks of the therapy. "If you reunited with Tony, would you be able to stop having sex with black men?"
The answer came to me immediately, but I was hesitant to say it, especially in front of my husband. "No, I don't feel I can. It's like a drug to me. The longer I go without sex with a black man, the more I want it."
That honesty would most likely cost me my marriage. Still, Tony deserved the truth. I waited to see what the counselors would have to say.