Authors Notes:
This story is dedicated to Literotica author and frequent commenter northbaybear. A public comment from him, on my last story got me thinking about the blessings in my life. Thanks for the challenge.
Admittedly, this story could/should be posted in the Romance category, but as a LW junkie...well you know...it's about a loving wife after all.
Thanks to John and Marie for their work on this story. I made significant changes, after they returned it to me. All mistakes are mine!
TSG
Dani
A tribute to my best friend and loving wife.
"Hi. My name is Dani Wilson. Will you go to the Winter Carnival Dance with me?"
I looked up from my prepared speech and scanned the pews of a very crowded Saint James Church. I could easily see the confusion on the faces of most of the attendees. However, those closest to me had heard the story of how we met, many times. Those people had wide grins and tears in their eyes.
When a groan/sob escaped my youngest, Julie's mouth, everyone present knew, there was much more to the story.
Forty-two years earlier:
I was a nerdy high school junior. My friends called me B.P. (Bean Pole), as I stood 6'2" and weighed 130 pounds. I had long greasy blond hair and a face full of acne. I wasn't shy around girls; they scared the shit out of me. About the only thing I had going for me was, I was good at math and science. I mean really good!
Dani Wilson was a sophomore at the time. She was tall and athletic and a football/basketball cheerleader. She was a good student, was popular and involved in many extracurricular activities. I was surprised when Ms. Long approached our study hall table in the school cafeteria.
She looked at me and said, "When the bell rings to end the school day, I want you to stay here."
Turning her attention to Billy Wolf and John Shepard, she instructed, "You'll both leave the area when the bell rings."
As she walked away, John asked, "What the hell did you do?"
I shrugged and answered, "Beats the shit out of me!"
Billy and John hightailed it when the bell rang. I was annoyed when I couldn't spot Ms. Long. I did notice Dani Wilson enter the cafe shortly after the bell rang. It seemed that she stopped at every table to say a few friendly words to everyone she passed.
I was stunned when she turned from the table two spots from mine. She walked toward me, pulled out a chair, and sat. She said, "Hi. My name is Dani Wilson. Will you go to the Winter Carnival Dance with me?"
To this day, I can't remember if I spoke to her. I suspect that my eyes got big. I suspect that my smile was huge. I know that I nodded my head vigorously.
Dani clapped her hands together and said, "I'm so happy! I was extremely nervous asking you. The dance is six weeks away. I am sure that we should go on a few dates before the dance. Does that sound OK?"
My head bobbed in agreement.
"How about Saturday night? Let's go to a seven o'clock movie and share a pizza after?"
My head never stopped nodding.
Dani reached out, cupped my hands and said, "I think you're such a cute guy!"
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"To this day," I continued to tell the congregation, "I wonder if Dani would have asked me to the dance if she had known what a poor dancer I was."
Forty-two years earlier:
Dani and I had a date on either Friday or Saturday for the next three weeks. They were simple dates. We went to a movie. Afterward, we went out for pizza, burgers or ice cream. Sometimes we joined classmates at the restaurant and other times we were alone. Starting on the second date, we'd end the night by heading to the tracks. There was a remote parking spot along the railroad tracks at the far end of town that was a popular make-out spot. Dani loved to kiss and I loved kissing Dani.
On the two weekends leading up to the dance, we went out on a date Friday and Saturday night. On the second Saturday, Dani suggested that the back seat of my old rusted Pinto might be more comfortable. As usual, Dani was right. The back seat was very comfortable, which made the kissing even better.
My Mom bought, and insisted I wear to the dance, a navy blue leisure suit and a white shirt with blue polka-dots. I looked ridiculous! Dani said I was the best-dressed guy and she was proud to be my date.
She wore a floor-length, off-the-shoulders, pink gown. She looked gorgeous and felt even better wrapped in my arms for each slow dance. I learned something about Dani that night. Not only did she love to dance, but she was, without a doubt, the best dancer in the school gym. Her moves weren't outrageous. She didn't dirty dance. Instead, she looked so at ease and comfortable. Each song that the DJ played seemed to be designed specifically for Dani's enjoyment.
And me? I guess I was a typical dancer for a sixteen-year-old boy. I marched like a soldier, to the beat of the music.
I was uncomfortable and I silently compared Dani and me to Beauty and the Beast. She looked so perfect in her moves and I was so clumsy. The discomfort vanished during a fast dance. Dani moved in fairly close and put an arm around my shoulder. The other hand was stretched high in the air and rocked to the beat of the bass drum.
She looked deep into my eyes and said, "I'm so happy being here with you!" Six times during the night, popular jock types either tired to cut in on the dance floor or asked Dani to dance while we took a short break. Each time, Dani politely declined and said, "No, thanks! I'm saving all my dances for my boyfriend!"
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"I had a very difficult first semester of my sophomore year of college. It was the only time in our nearly forty-two-year relationship that Dani made a bad situation even worse, although to be fair, she didn't know I was going through a tough time."
Many in the church knew that this story had a prominent place in Harrington family lore.
Thirty-eight years earlier: It was two days before I was to leave for the start of my sophomore year at a top engineering school in Boston. Dani had left three days earlier for freshman orientation at the University of Connecticut. My Dad was with me when my doctor gave us the bad news. I had cancer. The good news was, we had caught the disease early and a successful treatment was to be expected.
It was the first time I had ever seen my Dad cry. He hugged me with all his strength and bawled into my cheek for a minute or two. His sobs scared me. After regaining control of his emotions, Dad wiped away the tears, looked into my eyes and said, "We're going to kick some leukemia ass."
Dinner that evening with Mom, was equally as emotional. We told her about the disease and positive prognosis. My doctors in Hartford arranged for a ten-week treatment plan to begin the following week in Boston.
Mom fought relentlessly for me to stay at home, but the doctors suggested and Dad agreed, that being in Boston and working on my studies would be a much better environment than staying at home and worrying.
As a family, we all agreed that we would keep my illness to ourselves. I didn't want Dani or others to worry needlessly. Dani was starting her college career and needed to put her time and energy into her school work.
Cancer treatments affect patients differently. In my case, the chemotherapy and radiation treatments made me sick and weak for the twenty-four hour period immediately after each hospital visit. I quickly started losing hair once the radiation procedure started and just as quickly decided to shave my head.
Dani and I talked once a week on Tuesday nights. I was expecting Dani's call and was waiting in the hallway for our shared dormitory phone to ring. Our previous two calls had been odd. I couldn't put my finger on any problems we were having, but I wasn't completely happy about our relationship.
Our call that Tuesday night didn't last very long. Dani had met an interesting guy and he had asked her on a date. She wanted to go out with him and thought it would be best if we broke up. We were young. We should see other people. We could still be friends. We had a lifetime in front of us and we could get back together sometime in the future.
The radiation had been kicking my ass for the last couple of weeks. Dani's bombshell knocked the shit out of me.