A Simmering Preparation
The hot water consumes me as I lower myself into the warm suds. I take a few deep breaths as my body temperature rises up to match the heat of the water. I stretch my arms and legs out and relax. I think about what my evening has in store for me. In just another hour my husband Jason will be dropping me off for a ladies night with some coworkers - or so he thinks.
No one will be meeting me tonight. I have gotten into the habit of just going out by myself. I typically arrive and scout out a few cute guys to talk to. I like to flirt a bit and have some drinks bought for me.
You know, it is amazing how just the right placement of my hands on a man's arm or leg translates into a free shot or mixed drink. That is something I never really took advantage of in my college days. If no one at the bar is cute, all I need to do is make my way to the dance floor and move my hips just right. It never takes long for the men to gather like sharks around chum. After a bit of fun, Jason comes and picks me up and I am back home safe and sound.
As I lay in the tub I can feel myself get excited for the night ahead. I miss the thrill of the chase and these young men make me feel hunted after again. My heart races and I feel so alive. I love my husband very much, and there is nothing I would do to hurt him, but the chase is over.
That's the unfortunate thing about marriage. Eventually it becomes harder and harder to keep the interest level up. I remember when all my husband would have to do was touch the inside my hip bone and I would feel myself start to get wet. I would work my hand on the outside of his gym shorts and feel him getting hard against my hand. Just knowing that I was able to make him hard like that made me feel like such a powerful woman. It made me feel so sexy. But things get routine. Those actions don't have the same reactions. I find myself going through the motions just to keep my husband happy. I no longer feel weak in the knees from his touch. If it wasn't for oral sex I am not even sure he could make me wet anymore... But he is a good man, he deserves to be pleased so I shouldn't complain. He does so much to keep things rolling smoothly around the house and he is always on the go making sure our kids are always where they need to be. Besides, if I don't satisfy him, some random skank will.
So here I am, a woman in my early 30's, hitting my sexual prime, having to fight harder and harder to motivate myself to sleep with my own husband. After 7 years of marriage I have tried every trick in the book... lingerie, blindfolds and handcuffs, surprise sex at random public places. Jason just doesn't excite me anymore. It isn't that he doesn't try, it just no longer does the trick. So who can blame me for going out and flirting, getting a little tipsy, a little horny, then coming home ready to be fucked? I have fun. I get to enjoy the thrill and my husband gets a horny wife ready to be pleasured. Everyone wins!
I refocus my mind to the task at hand. I extend my legs out of the water and grab my razor and shaving cream. I apply some of the cream and start shaving from my ankle further and further up my legs. As I get higher and higher I decide not to stop. Usually I just trim the hair around the lips of my vagina but today, for some reason, I decide to keep shaving. I stand up out of the water and put my leg up on the side of the tub. I get a little more lather and spread it all around my lips and mound. After a few swipes of the razor I am completely smooth. I bend at the waist and look over my shoulder into the mirror behind my back. I see myself wet, spread out and entirely smooth. I consider retrieving my camera phone and sending a picture to my husband. But never mind that thought for now - he will see it soon enough. I'll probably be just as wet, and he'll enjoy it more as a surprise in person.
I climb out of the tub and dry myself off. As I look for something provocative, but not slutty, I think about all the people who might enjoy my sex appeal. I slide a silken thong past my knees up to my sex. The feel of the silk against my smooth lips feels so erotic. I place my fingers over the smooth material and work my fingers in a few slow circles over my clit then back and forth along my slit. My heartbeat increases as I look at myself in the mirror nearly naked. My breasts have still hung on to their form from my college days. Perky and firm, a solid C cup with small nipples that resemble tight pink erasers as they harden a half an inch out from my body. I have still maintained a decent level of fitness going to yoga once a week while also jogging when time permits. I retrieve a smooth tight fitting skirt, a plain Victoria Secret bra and an open back shirt. I apply a little bit of makeup and realize that i actually have a little bit of time to spare.
It is not often that I am prepared this far ahead of schedule. This gave me the chance to lie on my bed and daydream about my night ahead. I close my eyes and imagine the throngs of young people mashed together in a tight group dancing. My mind conjures men all around me, my hands wander around my stomach and across my hip bone. The men in my mind are starting to take liberties and I feel one hand slide up my stomach, over my ribs and over my bra. The other slides under my skirt and rubs the dampening silk fabric in circles around my clit. My breath is quickening and my ass works back and forth on my bed sheet. I am getting more and more excited and I need some relief.
I roll over and reach under my bed to pull out a jelly suction cup dildo. I attach it to my wall and slide off my thong. I watch myself in the mirror above my dresser as I back myself up to the wall. I imagine myself in the club, seeing myself from an onlooker's perspective. My movements are erotic for sure, but you can't truly tell the action under the surface. The head of the dildo slides past my clit and the shaft become slick with my own excitement. I imagine myself dancing with a college age man, he has pulled his cock out and I can feel each of his veins as I slide myself back against him. I rock my hips in circles as I feel the shaft slide back and forth between my lips. I watch myself being pleasured under my skirt, my thick friend hidden from view but still working it's magic. God, I can't wait to get onto the dance floor. I tease myself closer and closer to satisfaction. My mind is racing as I imagine my stud enjoying every moment of my dance.
My eyes are closed and I am immersed in my fantasy. I keep getting closer and closer to cumming. My knees start to shake. One misjudged movement of my hips and I feel the toy slip inside me eliciting a short gasp. I feel so dirty knowing I have let my fantasy go where I know I can never go in a club. The surprise intrusion brings me over the edge as I rapidly thrust my ass against the wall absolutely loving the feeling of taking my thick friend down to his balls as my orgasm rolls. I come to a rest with my toy buried as deep inside me as it will go. The last remnants of my orgasm still causing involuntary clenching around the thick shaft. I take a few deep breaths and I slowly pull myself off the toy just as I hear Jason come through the front door with my 2 lovely daughters. I quickly hide my toy and pull my underwear back up my legs into place around my sodden pussy. At the last minute I decide to forgo the bra. I make a few small adjustments and head down stairs to greet my family. My husband gives me a hug and a kiss and we head out the door.
We drop the girls off at their grandparents for the night. On the way to the bar I get more and more excited. Jason asks me about who I will be meeting and how late I expect to be out. I lie and feel guilty. Sometimes I wonder if he realizes what I am up to. I always go out looking sexy and return ready to fuck. Maybe he just assumes that all we talk about is sex. As we pull up to the bar he gives me a kiss telling me to let him know when I am ready to be picked back up. Before getting out of the car I lean back in for one more kiss, this one more passionate as our tongues briefly dance.
"You look so sexy tonight, are you sure you don't want to park for a few minutes and have some fun?"
I hear myself say, "The ladies are waiting for me, later I promise" I'm just not in the mood yet...
Bar Dancing Delight
The rhythm always gets to me: the movement and the emotion. All the guys and girls smile and gaze. Their wild side shines through as they dance with arms up and hands open. Being on the dance floor has such an erotic feel to it. Ask anyone who loves to go out and dance, they will tell you that it can be so erotic. It has the enticing feel of foreplay. I know I can throw out a flirtatious wink, a special look, and I know I can hook any man I want.