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The following story is a work of fiction. It contains themes of cheating, cuckoldry, voyeurism, and NTR. If this isn't the fetish for you, don't waste your time reading the next (however many) pages, then waste my time sending me hate mail.
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Chapter 5...
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I felt groggy and sick for most of that morning. Some of it was from the liquor, but a lot of it was a deep sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. An ache that continued to tighten. It hurt my heart and made me want to cry. It stole my appetite. My ability to use the bathroom. My ability to think clearly. All I wanted to do was get to the bottom of this.
I collected the underwear from the floor as I pondered the implications. Last night, I thought I had woken up in the middle of the night to see by the light of the TV, my wife and this stranger we've been stranded with, sharing a passionate fuck session right in front of me. And I'd been so drunk and incoherent, I couldn't even move.
But now that I was awake, everything felt so distant, like it never happened. Alex and Brett were asleep in the living room where I'd last seen them. They were both fully clothed... Did I dream that whole incident or not?
I was pacing in front of the bedroom window, occasionally pausing to glance outside. The snow had stopped, but the air looked blustery and bone chilling. The snow wouldn't be melting... at least not for a while. That situation hadn't changed. We were still trapped here. Snowed in with him...
I took a deep breath. I couldn't get mad. I needed to think about this for a freakin' minute. But my head was throbbing, and my stomach was doing somersaults.
Last night we had watched a sexually charged movie. Was it possible that between the liquor, the shower incident, and the movie, I had just a really crazy dream? I guess it was possible. I was always a vivid dreamer, and was very prone to nightmares— though usually when I was sober.
But how did that explain the underwear?
Alex's thong was wadded up in my hand. Last night, I'd woken up to her wearing these, kneeling in front of Brett and passionately swallowing his cock. Then she'd taken them off, he wadded them up and used them to gag her so she didn't moan too loudly and awaken me. Even thinking about the image brought an embarrassing tent to my pajama pants. I've never seen sex so passionate and wild. If it really happened like I was remembering, then I knew I should be much more worried than when our shower threesome had gotten out of hand. What I saw last night wasn't simple lust. It was a passionate sex fueled romance... and a genuine contempt for me. I recalled the things my wife had whispered to Brett about me... the terrible things...
But had she really been wearing these? I had no knowledge of her underwear choices prior to when I "woke up" drunk. For all I knew, these had simply fallen out of her bag at some point or another. Maybe even Brett had planted them to cause further problems.
I glanced out the bedroom door into the living room. Brett was still snoozing, with his arm thrown across his eyes. Alex was curled up on the couch, looking completely innocent.
I looked back to the underwear in my hands.
"Okay Sean," I whispered under my breath. "Here's the facts: We're snowed in with this guy."
Yes, that was true.
"We got drunk on night one, and had a threesome that may or may not have gotten out of hand and completely excluded me."
I scowled. It hurt to say that out loud. It broke my heart, but I shook it away. Mistake. The act of shaking my head brought on a fresh wave of nausea.
I guess I could rationalize it a bit. We were in a romantic setting. We were all drunk. We were all turned on. We're all attractive people. Even I could admit that Brett was a handsome man. Damn near 6'8", he commanded any room. And his classic tall, dark, and handsome features would be impossible for any woman to not find attractive. Especially his easy smile, which looked a lot like my wife's. Both had big dominant smiles filled with perfect teeth. My wife matched him in many other ways— equally hot. Tall and athletic. If you blurred your eyes slightly, Alexandra sort of looked like a cross between Hilary Swank and Jennifer Garner. Her dark brown hair swept across one side of her face, playfully covering one eye. Her mouth had big natural dimples, she had strong cheekbones and a handsome brow-line set above two large chocolate colored eyes. She had a big perfectly heart-shaped ass, strong smooth thighs, a flat tummy (complete with belly button ring), and though her tits weren't the giant melons that most men preferred, her B-cups were perfectly round, perky without a hint of sag, and complimented by puffy pink nipples.
Gah! I was getting off track. I needed to get back to assessing the situation.
"Brett fooled us into taking a shower. We had another threesome that also may or may not have crossed the line."
I swallowed and glanced at the shower. Speaking of shower, I desperately needed one. My pajama pants were crusty from where I had cum in them. My cock was stuck to my thigh. I felt gross and tacky. That may or may not have been caused by a wet dream. Which brought me to my last point...
"Last night, I opened my eyes and saw Alex sucking and fucking Brett right in front of me. And what they were talking about... it sounded like she was interested in him... and didn't give a shit about me any longer..."
The lead ball of anxiety swelled just from the act of articulating it out loud, and I felt like my stomach dropped.
My only piece of evidence, a pair of my wife's underwear that I collected from the floor, that may or may not have simply fallen out of her bag.
"Was it a dream, or not?" I asked myself, and found that I didn't have the answer. I swore. On the one hand, if this was the woman I knew and trusted and had married, then it was completely plausible that I had dreamt it in my drunken state. And if it wasn't... well then the woman that I loved had taken a new lover, and I was really the third wheel on my own honeymoon.
I ran a hand over my face as I glanced out the window at the snowy hellscape, wishing it would all just melt and we could end this nightmare. Is this what cabin fever really is? I'd always heard the term, read about it in books, and watched it in horror movies— the classic case of people going insane from being stuck in close quarters with each other due to snowy conditions. Wasn't paranoia a symptom of that? Could I be going insane? Could I be the problem?
I didn't feel claustrophobic, or smothered or anything like that. The entire source of my anxiety was the thought that this guy was trying to steal my wife. If he wasn't here, I was certain I'd be feeling great.
So which was it? Were they cheating? Or was I the crazy one?
I grunted. Maybe I was in denial. "Call it fifty fifty." I mumbled to myself, and glanced out the door at the two of them, still fast asleep.
"So what do we do?" I didn't have an answer. What would I do if it turned out to be the worst case scenario?
I supposed I could wake them up and ask them. But I remembered the fights I had with Alex the last few days. If my concerns were misguided, I could literally be pushing her into the arms of another man by constantly pissing her off. In my eyes, there was still some reasonable doubt to not storm out there hurling accusations.
But I also knew I couldn't just ignore this any longer, pretend nothing was happening. I decided that the best approach I could take would be to say nothing, but keep my eyes and ears open. If that dream had been real... they wouldn't straighten up and fly right. They would do it again. They would take another risk.
My uneasy stomach protested loudly, sounding like a forlorn whale cry that echoed my own despair. If it all turned out to be true, it would break me. Probably destroy me. I needed to cling to that hope that it was all a dream— that my insecurities made it all up and nothing more.
I needed confirmation. I would do some detective work.
I showered. The entire time, I felt disgusted. My eyes drawn to the glass wall. I could hear Alex's moans in my head. I could see that hot body of hers pushed against it while Brett mounted her, took her, and made me watch. Their bodies pressed to the glass, their moans fogging it up. The way that Brett had shot his enormous load of cum all over the glass, and the way my wife had dropped to her knees and lapped it up with her tongue, like a hungry dog. Her eyes half shut, her dark hair plastered to her face, her wide mouth accepting the taste of another man...
I glanced down and was shocked to find myself so hard that I was literally throbbing. The smears were still on the glass, and I imagined the sounds she made as she scooped that seed into her mouth with just her tongue.
I resisted the urge to reach down and stroke my hard cock, just from the mental image. Stop it, I told myself.
The shower cured my hangover... with some help from about five Ibuprofen and a cup of coffee.
Alex and Brett slept later than I would have thought, and it made me wonder. Eventually they got up and helped themselves to coffee.
Throughout the day, I kept a close eye on them. I wasn't confrontational or sulky. I was merely cautious.
But nothing about their behavior told me anything, one way or another. Somehow that only frustrated me more. I resolved that the next time I had a moment alone, I would use that time to rummage— for what, I wasn't sure. But I was going to comb through Brett's bags, or his phone, the bedroom, his car. Anything to find out more about this asshole. It was a long shot, since I wasn't sure how it might tell me anything about last night... but I needed to do something. I couldn't spend the rest of the week torturing myself.
The problem was that I never had any time alone. There was always somebody close by, even if I wanted my space for just a second, I could hear footsteps of my wife, or Brett, moving around.