Rachel's marriage had taken an unexpected turn in recent months. Her husband Sam had discovered she had been unfaithful which meant it was time to sit down and have a long talk. For several reasons the couple had decided to continue to remain a married couple but with certain caveats. Rachel had confessed that she needed more than what Sam could offer. Not more money, not possessions, but sexual excitement. The number of times in any given month that sex took place between them wasn't the issue. The craving for sexual excitement was, the sort that many wives cannot get from their husbands. For many that ends the marriage but Rachel and Sam came to an agreement.
It was agreed that, though to all intents and purposes life would carry on as before, if the opportunity arose Rachel would be free to enjoy the attention of other men -- in plain English, have sex with them. In practise this wouldn't be as bad as it first sounded. The wife would not be going out every night, or every week, searching for sexual partners; in fact she didn't normally go out much at all. She stressed to her husband that she was not looking for romance, no candlelit dinners or anything like that. She didn't want any emotional involvement with another man. She just liked the excitement of sex with another man on the fairly rare times the opportunity arose. She explained this by telling her husband the circumstances of her recent unfaithfulness.
As a break from being a busy wife and mother Rachel sometimes went to a local pub with a female neighbour, often mid-week, sometimes Friday night when they would stay out later. Several times Rachel had been later than normal but as her nights out were infrequent Sam thought nothing of it. She told her husband that a certain man had caught her eye but they only ever exchanged a smile and a nod.
Until one night when her neighbour asked Rachel if she would be okay walking home on her own -- being a more adventurous sort and one who went out galavanting often the woman frequently went off with a man at the end of the night. Sam was shocked and surprised to hear this. It transpired that one night as Rachel left the pub to take the short journey home the man she sometimes saw left at the same time and offered to escort her home.
Rachel explained that as they walked along the man openly flirted with her, which gave her a little thrill. He joked that he deserved a reward for seeing her home safely -- at least a goodnight kiss. Rachel said she laughed, telling the man someone they knew might see them -- she didn't dismiss the idea completely! They had to pass a park. As they approached the gate the man suggested a little diversion would provide the privacy they needed.
'Fancy a stroll around the park -- as far as the pavillion -- there's a nice little sheltered alcove at the rear?'
The thought of misbehaving with this man made that little thrill turn into a powerful exciting thrill. She admitted to her husband that she didn't need any further persuading.
'So you finished up having sex with him?' her husband said, dismayed.
'No, not all the way. But to be completely honest, after I let him kiss me and unbutton my blouse, I was the one who let things progress.'
Same asked how?'
'I unzipped him and put my hand inside his pants. I played with his cock. Then I let him pull down my tights and knickers -- down to my knees -- and let him finger me. That was it'! she declared with a guiltridden laugh.'
Sam was not convinced, 'How come you didn't have a shag?' he sounded angry.
'Simple, not because we decided to be good, it was because I made him cum in my hand.'
Same felt a twinge in his groin.
'Did he make you orgasm?'
'Nearly, not quite. It wasn't the man that was exciting it was the situation. My point is that over the next weeks I never tried to see him again, even when I went to the pub. But I admit I certainly enjoyed what we did. The fact is I wanted more -- but it wouldn't necessarily have had to be with him. That's the truth of the matter.'
'But you did see him again I take it.'
'Yes -- one night he appeared beside me and we walked home together. We finished up in the park. And before you ask, yes, I let him fuck me.'
'I noticed that you started wearing stockings instead of tights when you went out -- I was suspitious about that. Was that for his benefit, to turn him on, give him a treat.?'
'Actually, no. This might sound unconvincing to you but it was for practical reasons.'
'What do you mean?'
'I'm embarrassed to tell you this, it sounds really cavalier and aweful. 'It'd hard work having sex stood against a wall when you're wearing tights and knickers. Stockings and suspenders means easy access, nothing really needs to come off -- panties can be pulled to one side or easily taken off and fit in an handbag ot pocket.'
'So you did expect it when you went out!'
'Just went prepared for chance it did happen. I got my satisfaction from doing it with someone I shouldn't be. The different feel, the excitement and thrill of a different cock -- and having it in my hand. Another man's lips sucking my nipples. Feeling a stranger cum inside my pussy.'
Rachel was getting carried away, the memories of that first few times turning her on. The twinge Sam felt in his groin had developed in to a powerful erection. Confused, why he felt angry but at the same time greatly aroused, he kept the fact a secret from his wife.
'How many times has he fucked you?'
'Three or four.'
'Do you still see him?'
'Haven't for quite a while -- maybe come across him again one night.'
'And you'll let him fuck you again.'
'Most likely. Maybe one day I'll get bored, being screwed against the wall in the park. Told you, I don't want to get attached to anyone. It's just that, every now and again I desire having sex with a different man.'
'I suppose eventually you will be wanting a different thrill too -- something kinky?'
'I'm not even going to attempt to answer that Sam -- because I just don't know until it happens. Fantasising about something and actually doing it are two different things. So I can't tell you. I just know that now I've took a bite of the apple so to speak I know I will be very willing to do it any time the chance comes along -- I won't be able to stop myself -- I won't want to even try and stop. I can only be completely honest about it and leave you to act as you see fit. But don't beg me to stop.'
There was no explaining why, over the next few days, Sam went from hot to cold, aroused to angry and despondant -- but getting erect when pictures of his wife being fucked came into his head, masturbating like he had never done before. Rachel, for her part emphasised again and again that she wasn't looking for a lover, some man to run off with -- it was all about the sex.
Every time Sam had a couple of questions or thoughts she gave him a fair answer. She told him that she would make sure not to cause him ridicule or grief by letting all and sundry to know their business. She wouldn't actively try to seduce his friends or anyone she knew he disliked that could cause trouble for him. She never actually gave a full promise -- but would talk to him if someone they knew well, tempted her. She would be as discreet as she could. Also, she wouldn't waltz off every weekend leaving him alone. Rachel agreed with her husband that if her desire was to indulge in sex and not romance then there would be no reason to stay out all night.
Sam's last question was to ask Rachel: 'Have you already had sex with more than just the man in the park?'
'Yes, there have been two others. I'll tell you about them when we've time if you wish.'
The veins in Sam's penis filled with blood and he felt butterflies in his belly.
It was two days later before Sam told his wife he'd like them to stay together, subject to the terms and condi tions they had agreed. Sam actually added another one, an obvious one. He also would be free to have sex with other women. Rachel had no problem with that knowing it only fair if Sam had a little sexual pleasure of his own. Many people have open marriages they told each other.
Rachel did however begin to out a little more often. There was no need anymore to pretend she always went out with her neighbour friend, who was having her own extra-marital adventures. When one night she came around midnight Sam, who had spent the evening both fretting and fantasising, at times almost weeping while he wanked.
He ran his eyes up and down her body, noticing she looked a little dishevelled. While he spoke to her she began to undress, unfastening the buttons of her blouse, one of them clearly missing. Sam pictured a frenzied moment when both she and her man had been in a hurry to get out of their clothes.
'Been in the park?'
'No, she told him without shame, 'I've been with one of the other men I mentioned to you.'
'Tell me!'
'Does it make you feel aroused when I tell you about the men -- what we do?' she asked.
Sam didn't answer.
'I'll have to go to the bathroom first.' she told him.
'To hide your damp panties?'
Rachel gave him a hard stare. In defiance, and to show him she had no intention of hiding anything she lifted up the hem of her skirt to flash her underwear. Cruelly she informed her husband that yes, her panties were wet, rather than damp -- wet due to being filled with the cum of another man mixed with the juices from her vagina. She peeled them off and handed them to him. To add to his torment she placed a foot on a chair keeping her skirt held high.
As he gaped at her red open hole she quietly told him: 'Have a good look at my well fucked cunt -- see how stretched it is.'
'No matter what I do and who I do it with -- there will be no reason for me to worry about you knowing all about it!'
Sam suddenly became conscious he was still holding the soiled panties in his hand.
His annoyed wife marched off to the bathroom. 'Have a sniff and a taste if it turns you on! There will be plenty of other times you come across my spunk filled knickers. Wrap them around your cock and imagine me being fucked with a big thick shaft while you have a wank and lick the gusset!'
Sam, dejected walked out of the bedroom to see that Rachel hadn't closed the bedroom door. Standing over the toilet bowl she was noisily and copiously pissing, holding up her clothing.
'Imagine it, me pissing like this while I let other men watch me! Go on, Sam, lick the gussett of my panties -- while I watch you! Get your dick out and wank at the same time. Go on, it's time you made an effort to turn me on -- give me what I want but never get from you! Make me aroused!'
There were some home truths finally being brought out into the open.