Reading Instructions
1) This is a very long story. It's longer even than Chapter 1. If you don't like long stories, please don't read it.
2) I would suggest reading Chapter 1 first.
3) This is a story about unfaithful wives. If you don't like reading stories about unfaithful wives -- I do totally understand -- please - just don't read it.
4) Nobody punishes the wives for being unfaithful. If you don't like reading stories about wives who don't get punished -- please -- just don't read it. Don't let this get you angry. It's not worth it.
5) Both Victoria and Mary-anne and Angela are real people. The story is basically true, but from my point of view.
6) I'm happy to hear your comments, good or bad. I'll do my best to respond.
From an outsider's point of view, one can look at marriage as the beginning of the end. Routines become set. The relationship and its trappings become one big, stifling security blanket. Maybe that's not true for every marriage. But it sure seems like it.
I'm sure we've all seen the good-looking man who after getting married starts putting on the weight. I know I've seen women simply lose their spark after marriage. The clothing they wore when dating gets discarded or put at the back of the closet. The styles become more conservative.
I think this happens to a lot of people and they often don't realize it. For most, they will never realize it. It's like they've stopped breathing; or stopped living. They let their daily routines take over their lives in an act of subliminal surrender. The rest of their lives is about passing time.
I have fought, all my life, against such a slide into irrelevance. I know I'm not immortal. But I will fight. It's just in my nature.
Victoria presented me with an opportunity. It so very clearly wasn't just about emptying my balls into her (or onto her). The mechanics of sex, at this point in my life, are mundane. I'm still very capable of masturbating. And so, the act of ejaculation in itself isn't enormously important to me. It' getting all the details right that matters.
Victoria, like so many other people, had built a solid routine for life. If things didn't change, she'd have stuck in that routine for the rest of her life.
She worked. She worked out. She spent time with her very nice husband. She saw her family. She saw her friends. She took a summer trip every year to see other members of her family. She stopped exploring - or -- to put it better, she stopped exploring, in particular, herself. Every person I've ever known is their own undiscovered country.
The pandemic brought Victoria to life. There was nothing in that routine of hers that could handle the financial pressures the pandemic was suddenly placing on her. It took people to a place outside the box. Her husband wasn't responding to the crisis. But let's not blame him -- he simply couldn't figure out a response, and like an ostrich, stuck his head in the sand. That's a part of human nature.
The pandemic meant Victoria had to make a decision -- a decision to leave that routine that otherwise would have gone on, for her, indefinitely. It put her on a path of self-discovery.
Before I knew she was even on this path, it was clear she was putting thought into it. That internal decision process must have gone something like this: What are my options that will allow me to preserve as much of my built-up routine as possible? It was very much about self-preservation. The instincts in your DNA kick in.
Victoria wanted to go back to work full-time. It just wasn't yet an option. And so, she had to figure out a way to survive until such a time as it was an option. She wanted to continue to work out at her gym for as long as it remained open to the public. She wanted to keep going home to her husband. She wanted to continue to see her family and friends. She wanted to maintain her lifestyle.
To keep what she wanted to keep, it was clear to her she needed financial help. Other avenues were closed to her. You couldn't get a job as a waitress or at a bar -- the pandemic shut down these avenues. And such a job, even if they were there to be had, would impact her routine in ways she wouldn't want.
Don't judge her. She's thought this out. If I were in her shoes and could convince some woman to pay me for sex, I'd probably do the same. I'd prefer that to selling the place where I live or sacrificing my gym membership.
If she wanted the least impact on her routine, I suspect she'd have been best off going to some sugar-dating website and go to the highest bidder. But there are obvious risks in doing that, that going to me didn't pose.
My great luck was to be the right person in the right position at the right time.
And so, when she met up with me -- now some 5 weeks ago -she was taking her first steps in coming back to life. These were decisions outside of her routine. Victoria saw me as the path of least resistance. She'd be able to keep as much of her routine as possible by arranging a sugar relationship with me. She'd keep waiting for the job to return to full time. She'd keep going to the gym. She'd be going home to her husband. She'd be seeing her family.
Victoria wasn't trying to explore a new world (mainly herself). She was trying to preserve the current one. My goal, then, was very specific: to help her choose the path which she felt would preserve her current world, while making that path one of what would be self-exploration for her. She'd quite likely be a changed person through this process.
This should have been obvious in many ways. Victoria had had sex before. There was nothing new there. This, though, was unfaithful sex. I focused on it and I created the link in her head between being turned on and being unfaithful. This was entirely new to her. But it was clear, she found being unfaithful to be empowering. She found being unfaithful to be sexually energizing. It actually made the sex better for her.
The ideas around being unfaithful were now front of mind for her. It didn't just turn me on. Being unfaithful was clearly also turning her on. And Victoria was thankful to me for making her realize this. If she felt guilty at all in cheating on her husband, it didn't show. But if she did, it was clear feeling guilty about being unfaithful was just making the pleasure for her more intense.
This automatically had her redefining her relationship with her husband. Yes -- she wanted to go back to that routine with him. But in going back to the routine, she was now seeing him not just as her husband, but instead as her cuckold husband. Her road back that she was so desperately clinging to really didn't get her back to the exact same place here. Her view of the world before her had changed.
By now, there must have been multiple occasions where she had spent a lot of time sucking on my cock and then going home and kissing her husband. We can guess the first time might have been a bit difficult. But when you're doing it twice weekly, it can become the norm. She was used to doing it now.
Another path of discovery for her was on other aspects of her own sexuality. Not only was she turned on by being unfaithful, but the fact is, in general, the sex was better with me. She told me this regularly. I very deliberately wouldn't finish, until I was sure she had. This contrasted with sex with her husband. She rarely achieved orgasm with him. Masturbation had become her main routine for sexual satisfaction. She had accepted that until now.
Now personally, I don't think I'm physically better in bed than he is. I think there were two things going on here. First -- with him, she was stuck in a routine, and there isn't anything particularly sexy about a routine. Second, I worked the visible (and audible) cues for her to cum. He either didn't know to do this or didn't really care. The end result is that she saw me as demonstrably better in bed. And this brought her to life. Sexual desire is a mental construct. Victoria was susceptible to having ideas become the driving force of what turned her on.
In return, Victoria wanted to be more sexual when she was alone with me. She pushed her own boundaries, inch by inch. It excited her sexually. She felt safe in doing so with me. But I'll take the credit in putting her on this path.
If all I had wanted from her is to fuck her, then that is what would have happened. But I took her in a different direction. You can make fun of it if you want, but I think she really just came back to life. She broke free of that routine she was stuck in, without realizing.
In our second week together, I asked Victoria to masturbate herself for me to completion. Now -- she had mentioned that she was a frequent masturbator. This was nothing new. What was new, was doing it in front of someone -- having that someone staring at her; staring at her sexually. That made it new territory for her. It was a challenge for her -- it is hard to lose yourself in front of someone. It's hard to focus. Some women can't get off by masturbating in front of someone else. Victoria took about fifteen minutes before she came. It was new territory for her, not just as an action, but as an idea. The thought of masturbating in front of someone had never even occurred to her before. She had to make adjustments in how she approached it in order to finish herself off. It, again, was outside her normal routine. And when you discover things outside that routine, you can't easily go back to what it was before.