This story is dedicated to those readers who liked "It Has Only Happened Once," a previous story of mine, and especially those who documented their positive feedback: RyeandGingerAyle, bruce22, johnnyjay85, HappyWife85, Grayhair61 and Bill (via email). Thank you, all of you! Here is a happy sequel to the saddish ending to that story, with my wife Linda losing interest in sex. This sequel is not full of steamy sex scenes, but I thought some of you might be interested in how things have turned out. Warning: if threesomes or man-on-man sex offend you, you may want to stop reading.
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Linda's loss of interest in sex occurred around her menopause -- not a surprising thing in itself, and one that I took in my stride. I just got my release from masturbating while reminiscing about past experiences, fantasizing about possible future sexual encounters, and surfing the net for porn: stories, pictures, videos. I also dabbled in cross-dressing, since we had quite a stash of lingerie and Linda and I have compatible sizes.
Eventually, I found my way to a chat website with webcams. I didn't have a cam at the time, but I enjoyed other people showing themselves on cam and following their conversations while I was lurking. I mostly sought out women masturbating in public view as well as couples (and some threesomes, even) having fun, kissing, petting, sucking, licking, even occasionally fucking. But as with most pornography, the novelty wore off after a couple of years. On occasion, I would see a man exposing himself, wanking until he actually ejaculated on camera. I found myself gradually more and more drawn to this, since men aren't Meg Ryan: they can't fake an orgasm.
Most of the men jacking off showed themselves in a smaller chat room on the website, one frequented mostly by gays and bisexuals, with rarely more than 10 to 20 members online at the same time. (I have seen the other rooms go as high as 100 or more, and it becomes impossible to follow what is going on -- another reason for seeking out the smaller, more intimate venues.)
Pretty soon, some of the chatters started recognizing my name on the list of people on-line, and some posted messages on the wall to welcome me and to try to get me to engage in the chat. They would also ask me when I was planning to get a cam so I could show myself and participate more in the fun and games.
I was sure Linda knew in a general sense that I jacked off to Internet porn, but I was also sure that she didn't mind my getting my rocks off on my own. I was also sure that if she discovered my actually participating in interactions with others, even if only electronically, she'd be very upset. So I was not about to buy a webcam -- she would have discovered it in no time at all. But I did start to enjoy chatting and watching guys with hard, shiny-headed cocks jacking off and spurting semen high in the air. I was amazed at the civil tone of the chat; I explained my situation and why I couldn't get on cam and most of the guys sympathized and understood, and they never begrudged my watching without showing. Two or three of them even got me into private conversations, not visible to the rest of the room, and they got me really hot and bothered. I had some great climaxes!
Then, one Friday in December just a few weeks after I had posted "It Has Only Happened Once," Linda told me, "I just had an email from Connie (her sister). Her daughter Maggie has just caught Frank (Connie's husband and Maggie's father) cruising the web at Ashley Madison. She is furious and she may well divorce the scum this time." Linda has never had any time for Frank and has always wanted Connie to leave him, but she really can't afford to at this point. I asked what Ashley-Madison was, and she explained that it was a dating website for married people who wanted to have extramarital affairs. Connie had already caught Frank on Craigslist when they still did sex hookup ads and she was pretty certain that he had already stepped out on her, or if he hadn't that it wasn't for the want of trying. She went on a bit about Frank being a steaming pile of shit and I nodded and said yes and mhm and so on.
