(MMF wife, fictionalized, but only slightly)
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My husband wrote to you about my playing around. I used to just play with other guys, flirting and touchy-feely, but recently I've actually been screwed by one man, and then another and then, at his urging, played with a whole group of men. How did I get this way? Well, it happened gradually, but he sort of started it.
We were out with my husband's biggest business client one Friday night about two years ago, having dinner and drinks. This is not unusual. Tommy takes clients out every couple months, especially this man, I'll call him Stan. Stan had been divorced recently and was not yet re-involved with anyone, so he was alone this night. He always pays a lot of attention to me anyway, looks me up and down, touches me, makes me feel a little uncomfortable, even when he has a woman with him. This night was no different. Tom always tells me to be cool about it, not to upset the client. Fully one-third of Tom's commissions come from this one customer, so he can't afford to do anything to risk that business.
After dinner we went to a bar in one of the casinos, one with music. This bar was filled with people partying -- I guess there's a convention in the hotel this week -- and with a lot of young women who have come to join the party in a professional capacity, I think. They are really sexy. I was in a nice dress, nothing flashy or very sexy, just a straight pseudo-silk, off-white sheath that buttons down the front. It's short but not too short, and I even have a slip on for modesty. But compared with most of the women there, I looked and felt positively Suzie Straight.
Tommy, my husband, had his hand on my thigh when sitting at the table, visibly. This helps, makes me feel a little sexier. When we dance, he plays with my butt, and makes no secret of it. Hey, it's okay, we're allowed. We've been married practically forever. The client asked me to dance, too, and being a good corporate wife I accepted. Then a slow song came on next, and we stayed on the dance floor. He pulled me fairly close, his hands on my hips but not quite too fresh. The guy is an important client, so I don't want to draw any attention to it. I just ignored it. He's done more than that several times in the past, anyway. I mean, he's an attractive enough guy, about ten years older than I am. It's just that, well, I am married, and my husband is right here.
When we got back to the table, Tommy was away, in the men's room, I guess, and while Stan and I were talking, he put his hand on my thigh, too. Right around the hem of my dress, on the skirt, then down on my nylons to my knee, then back up. Casually, he hitched the hem and went under the skirt onto my thigh. Thankfully, Tommy returned just then and Stan moved his hand back down to my knee.
When Stan went to the restroom later, I told Tommy that he was taking some liberties with his hands. "So?" he said. "Let him. Please." I was more than a little surprised. "Honey, this is my biggest account. It's no big deal. Just a little playing. Let him."
"Do you want him to feel me up?"
"If he wants to, well, yes, I want him to be able to do that."
"You want me to *let* him feel me up?"
"Yes, sure. I don't want to make a big deal over it."
"All over? You want him to touch me anywhere?"
"Oh, come on, Jan, it's not as though you're not tempting. I mean, you're awfully proud of your boobs, and your butt, and your legs. You work hard on them, and it isn't just for me. It's for your ego. And he's just responding to a very attractive woman."
"I think he wants to put his hands all over those assets that I work so hard on. You think that's okay?"
"Sure, let him. Touchy-feely anything. It's just playing. It's not like real sex. I don't mind. You shouldn't. Just don't do anything to piss him off, please." He leaned closer and took my hand. "He's important to *us*, sweetie. His account is the bigger house in the better neighborhood that we just moved into. And the new car you want."
I'm stunned. How far does he want me to go with this, I wonder? "Well, suppose he wants real sex? Suppose he wants to take me back to his room, to screw me like one of these hookers here?"
"It won't come to that, honey. He's not crazy. Yeah, he knows that big clients get some privileges, but he can't expect to have my wife, for Christ's sake. Won't happen. Don't worry about it."
I sat back and thought about it. He wants me to let this man paw me. My dear husband wants me to engage in a little sex play with a client. For money. Indirectly. Well, I get that money, too. More indirectly, but I still get the benefits of it. I down my drink. And then Tommy's. And order another round. A little more fortification for the night ahead.
"You want me to just let him do what he wants to do?"
"If he wants to be friendly, then I want you to be friendly, even very friendly. And that means open and receptive, too. Trust me, it won't go too far."
When Stan came back to the table, we danced again, and he pulled me to him again, and I didn't resist. I could feel him getting an erection against my belly. His hands dropped to my butt, and again I didn't resist that. I'm sure that everyone could see them massaging me. He traced the outlines of my bikini underwear with his fingers so that it was obvious that he knew exactly what I was wearing, and he made sure I knew it, too.
When we sat down again, both men put their hands on my legs. Jeezuz, what is this, a threesome? I thought. Tom excused himself again, and Stan moved his chair even closer to mine. He whispered to me how beautiful I looked tonight, and what a good dancer I was. I gulped my drink again, for courage. Stan and I were dancing again when Tom came back, and putting on a show on the floor. During fast dances, he positioned one of his legs between mine, so that I could rub down onto it, which, in good fun, I did. During the slow dances, he felt all of me that was accessible outside my clothes. Tom had come back with more drinks, and was watching this intently. I tried not to object or pull away, but I tried not to encourage him too much, either.
Stan went to the john again, and I told Tom that his hands were all over me. "Next he's going to be grabbing my boobs or my thighs."