For the last two years I have been a virtual sex addict, what started out as fun has turned into something that I cannot no longer control, it is wrecking my life and I know now that I need to change my life or loose my wife!
I'm still (only just) married to a very beautiful, sexy lady - Pam, we married 6 years ago, she is now aged 25, has a fantastic slim, young looking figure, beautiful firm, pert, young looking tits with the most amazing nipples I have ever seen, she seldom wears a bra and without makeup she could, and sometimes is mistaken for a teenager, she keeps her pussy shaved smooth because she knows I like it that way, she has a lovely easy going personality, most guys would be very happy and think themselves lucky to spend the rest of their lives with her - but not me, I wanted more, much more!
I am called Peter, I am 34, and for the first few years of marriage I thought of no one except my wife, sex with Pam was fantastic, she did everything she could think of to please me, looking back now I realise she did this because she loved me so much. Before I got married I was free and single, sex came easy to me, for some reason women were attracted to me, and not wanting to exaggerate I fucked as many girls as I could, I was at university studying for my degrees, then I met Pam, she was different, I actually fell in love with her - something until then I had never experienced, I think what attracted me most was how young she looked, I have always had this obsession about young girls. Pam did everything I asked of her, I loved to see her dressed sexily and would often buy her revealing, daring, sexy clothes, I even bought her a school uniform - blazer, skirt, blouse, tie, ankle socks etc. she looked so cute and innocent when she wore it and SO YOUNG! I became very voyeuristic, in the beginning she would dress up for me and I would talk her into visiting a seedy night club or an adult cinema with me, it turned me on to see other guys looking at her, eyeing her up, sometimes when I knew someone was watching I would expose her tits or get her to go down on me, this progressed to actually fucking her in alleyways or car parks at night, anywhere there was a risk or a chance that we would be seen. Pam never complained so I guessed she was turned on as much as I was by what we were doing. At that time I had a very good job, I was a Marketing manager with an advertising firm, at a firm's party one of the directors commented on Pam, how gorgeous she looked, how lucky I was to have such a sexy wife, I knew what he was getting at and suggested to Pam that she dance with him, a bit of harmless flirting from her would surely enhance my prospects I told her, Pam at first was not very keen, but after some persuasion from me she did as I asked, later she told me that he 'came on' to her and had blatantly asked her to go upstairs with him, of course she declined his offer tactfully. A couple of days later he called me to his office and in a roundabout way he told me that promotion was on offer to me - If I got Pam to 'play ball'!
When I got home I told Pam about my conversation with him, "You almost had me believing you there Peter, you are joking - aren't you?" I told her I wasn't joking, she didn't want to know, "Don't make me do this Peter" she said.
"But Pam, don't you want me to get promotion, can't you see that by doing this we would have a better life, more money, a better house, a better car - it's only sex, you don't even have to like the guy, all you have to do is let him fuck you, I can't see the big deal" I argued. She ran up to the bedroom crying, I made a drink and sat and thought what I had done, what I had asked her to do - was it that wrong of me to ask this of her? I went up to talk to her, to tell her I understood, I was going to tell her I was sorry for what I said, what I had asked of her.
I sat next to her on the bed, "I'm sorry Pam" I said.
