It was like Uber, except for renting women. Well, men too, in principle -- but in practice it was mostly women selling their services, to the surprise of nobody.
Prostitution had been legalized only a few months earlier, and liberals and progressives everywhere celebrated. But I wonder if people really thought through what the modern form of prostitution would look like. Prostitution was no longer confined to unsavory street corners and red light districts -- it was ubiquitously available through the digital world. In particular, it didn't take long for somebody to make an app to unite ladies of the night with eager Johns. "Companion", it was elegantly called. The Uber for sex.
There were a few different ways to use the app, but they all started with creating a profile. This was probably the most terrifying part -- putting your face, or more if you wished, out there for the world to see. Once your profile was made, you had a choice: did you want customers to come to you, were you willing to go to them, or were you open to both? Strict identification requirements for Johns and tracking features built into the app made the ordeal a surprisingly safe affair. That's not to say things never went wrong, including a few high-profile cases -- but using Companion to sell your body was surprisingly and overwhelmingly safe.
I should probably tell you about myself, and where I fit into this story. My name is Luke -- early 30s male who, after some bad life choices, has very little by way of financial security. I won't bore you with the details, but I'm overeducated, and woefully underemployed. The one thing in my life that's going well is my beautiful wife Rachel, late 20s, and a stunner.
As you might have guessed, Rachel very much lies at the center of the story, so I'll tell you a bit more about her. Like me, Rachel made the same bad life choices, and she too is overeducated and underemployed. She's also gorgeous. Slender and petite, standing just over 5 feet tall, but with full C-cup breasts and a face that's cute as a button. She's skinny, but has it where it counts -- including a firm, round ass. She's gorgeous, and I feel lucky to have her, knowing as I do that most men would kill for even just one night with her. Which brings us, of course, to the present dilemma.
Rachel and I couldn't afford to pay the rent. I had recently graduated, and was staring down the abyss of unemployment. We started off with a small nest egg amassed while finishing my degree -- but after 6 months without work, we had burned through this. If I had planned ahead, I would've taken a job -- any job -- to make ends meet. But instead I just spent all of my time trying to find work in my field, optimistic that if I just worked hard enough, I would find something -- anything. But this proved as pointless as it was frustrating. Faced with the reality of being unable to keep a roof above our heads, Rachel and I started having a discussion about how we could make ends meet. Following a lengthy, pointless brainstorming session that did nothing but drive home how fucked we were, our discussion inevitably turned to Companion.
Rachel looked at me, meekly. "We could always... You know."
"Could what?" I asked, genuinely puzzled.
"Companion." She said softly. "Sarah does it sometimes, and it pays really well."
I was floored. Doubly so, because our friend Sarah always seemed so prim and proper, and I would never have guessed she was whoring herself out to pay the bills. But any surprise I might have felt at this revelation was immediately drowned out by the realization that my wife -- my sweet, faithful, loving wife -- was proposing to do exactly the same thing. To sell her body for money.
I got mad, and I must have raised my voice. "Are you kidding me?"
"Have you got a better idea?" She demanded.
I had to admit, I didn't. The situation was dire. The management company we rented our apartment from had clear policies for eviction, and we had exhausted all our lifelines. Our credit cards were maxed out, nobody would lend us any more money, and we had already pawned our apartment down to the bare essentials. We were running out of options.
"Look, no, but -- you can't be serious. You'd... You'd..." I protested.
"I'd what?" She asked indignantly. "Be a whore?"
I looked away, but then returned to meet her gaze, angrily. "Yes. You would. Is that what you want?"
Rachel glared at me, one part anger, one part looking like she wanted to cry. I knew I had gone too far.
Companion was a popular app, and it was being used more and more by women needing to make ends meet -- especially in poor neighbourhoods, or near colleges. But it's not like social stigmas disappear overnight, or perhaps would ever disappear, in this case. Some women didn't care, and could make a tidy and discreet profit. But virtually nobody admitted to using the app, and prostitution remained a deeply shameful thing for both sellers and buyers. The existence of a fancy app did little to change this. It was a shameful, immodest proposal, but I knew it was one Rachel didn't make lightly. She was very sexually conservative, and to be honest, I couldn't believe she was even considering it.
"I... I'm sorry. I didn't mean that." I sighed.
"You think I want this?" She demanded. "To sell my body to the highest bidder?"
"Of course not." I replied sincerely. "But that's why -- that's why we can't do this. I could never ask you to do this for us."
She stared at me, defiant but forlorn. "Then what?" She demanded. "What are we going to do? Live on the streets?"
I went and embraced her, hugging her tightly and stroking her hair. "I don't know, love. But not this. Not this."
She looked up at me, frustration in her eyes. "That's great, Luke. But I'm not hearing a plan."
"We'll figure something out." I replied with certainty, convincing myself, though probably not Rachel. I didn't know what to do, but I knew this wasn't an option.
Rachel sighed. "And what if we don't?"
"We will. We've still got some stuff we can sell..." I said, looking around. But the more I took in our sorry apartment, the more I realized there wasn't much left to pawn.
Rachel rightly ignored the suggestion. "Look, this really isn't that big a deal. So I give a few horny old men blowjobs or something. It'll take a few hours, and you can get a job doing something this month so we never have to do it again."
I couldn't believe she was even considering this, and felt twinges of both jealousy and shame. "Not a big deal, huh? How would you feel if I went and fucked other women?"
"How do you think I feel?" Rachel demanded. "You think I'm doing this for fun?"
"Answer the question." I retorted.
"Yeah, that would suck." Rachel admitted. "But if that's what it took to keep the roof above our heads, I'd suck it up."
"We're not doing this." I declared. "We still have time -- just give me a chance. I'll think of something."
Rachel sighed, exasperated. "Okay fine. I don't want to do this either, and if you figure something out, great. But the deadline is coming up soon, and if we don't do something, we're out a home."
"I'll figure something out. Just have faith." I insisted.
But I knew she was right.
******
We had a week to come up with a better plan, including for me to find some kind of employment, and we agreed that we wouldn't do anything until we absolutely had to. Sadly, a few days had passed, and we weren't making any progress. After a long day of frustrated job applications, Rachel and I lay in our bed together, forlorn but strangely calm. We were both in our sleeping attire -- which basically just meant our underwear. Her head was resting on my chest, and I held her, lovingly.
"Were you serious about Sarah?" I asked, more making conversation than having any real intentions.
Rachel looked up at me, doe eyed. "I was shocked too. She always seemed like such a proper girl... But yeah, she's doing it."
"Wow." I laughed. Sarah was gorgeous, and I'd fantasized about her on more than one occasion. "Maybe I should install that app after all."
Rachel punched me on the arm, playfully, but hard. "What are you saying?" She demanded.
"Nothing!" I retreated. "You're the only girl for me."
Rachel smiled, but then frowned, suddenly. "You know you're the only man for me too, right?"
"I know, love." I replied.
A strained silence filled the air. It was obvious what was on both of our minds, but neither of us really wanted to talk about it. Rachel was the one to speak up first.
"It just sounds so... gross. Can you imagine just letting anyone fuck you, as long as they have enough money? That's so degrading!" Rachel mused aloud.
I shrugged. "Well... Yeah." I agreed.
"It's just..." She almost whispered. "We really need the money, Luke."
When I thought about prostitution, it didn't seem like that big a deal in theory. I certainly supported its legalization. As for the women who do it...? I'm sure a lot of them are just down on their luck, and doing what it takes to get by -- just like Rachel wants to. There's something admirable in that. It takes strength of character, will, and perseverance. But whatever my thoughts in the abstract, things were crucially different when it was my wife.