This is how I gave it up to Jim.
I knew that I would properly let him fuck me. I fantasied how his cock would be, how it would enlarge as I held it in my hand! How the heat would feel when he slipped it between the folds of my pussy lips, how it would swell just before he spent his seed deep inside me for the first time. I knew that he would not want to have anything on his cock to interfere with his pleasure. I was not on the pill and did not want to get pregnant. My husband had a vasectomy and if I got pregnant, he would know that I cheated. I decided to cross that bridge when it came.
I would have a number of condoms' just in case he would want to fuck more than once. I wanted in my heart to be a good wife and not go thru with it, but my pussy needed to feel a cock, so I decided to be a slut. I have talked to Jim on the phone and chatted awhile, I found him a little sexy. As we drive to the meeting, Vicky and I talk on the way she is trying to talk me into it. I think that I might not go thru with it but, I diced to meet him so Vicky can get with her guy. That is what I told myself.
But if I did not really want to screw Jim, why did I get dresses as I was. Under my silky blouse and tight jeans. I bought a new flimsy pink bra with thin lace black cups, barely able to hold my breast. The panties I had on matched the bra and did not hide my pussy hair or hide my swollen pussy lips. The wetness I had their made the panties cling to me. I wondered how they looked right then, wet and sticking to me? The bra's thin lace rubbed my nipples and caused them to harden, but also the thoughts of what I was going to do added to the stiffness.
My nipples were poking out the front of the blouse. I knew this made me look like a slut, that is how I felt right then, I wanted to be a slut. To have another man fondle me, pinch my nipples, treat me like he wanted. I have been a good girl, and good wife, too long. I wanted to be bad, to be a slut just once, to be used by someone else. I don't know why, I just needed it right now. So as Vicky talked trying to convince me to fuck Jim, little did she know that it would not take much!
We pull into the parking lot behind the mall near the hospital the guys are there already. They come over to the car. Vicky and I get out. We all talk for a few minutes. Vicky and her guy start to kiss, she looks over to me and motions for me to kiss Jim. I move closer to him, he puts his arm around me, his hand slide to my butt, I press my butt into his hand a little. My nipples harden again, the point press out the thin silk blouse, two small points but hard and hot. I know he see them because he brushes them lightly with his fingers. I have not kissed him yet. I do move with him a little.
Vicky says that she and her guy need to be alone for a while as they move to the van. Jim asks if I am cold? because I shiver every once in a while. He did not say it, but he thought that I was cold because he saw my nipples poking the blouse. Little did he know it was not the cold that made them hard, but the heat between my legs. I say yes, but I know that it is because I am getting a little excited.
He said let's get into the car, I say OK, we walk over to the car he opens the back door, we climb in. He moves in next to me and gets really close. He starts to talk as he puts his arm on the back of the seat around my shoulders. As we talk, he starts to move his hand on my cheek, as he keep talking, he moves in closer kisses me on the cheek. I respond with a smile; he asks if it was OK for him to do that. I smile and said yes then he pulls me to him and kisses me full on the lips, I kiss him back.
He keeps kissing me, I move closer to him. He starts to kiss my neck and ears; his hand moves to my side and rubs me thru the blouse. I start to respond; he moves his hand to my breast thru my blouse. I do not move his hand. His kissing gets harder, and I kiss him hard in response. His hand falls to my lap, but I move it back up to my breast. I want to feel his hand hold my breast and pinch my nipple. I want that slut in me to take over. I need it, I want to be a little whorish, I want to just forget about my vows and let him use me, to slut me out.
He starts to squeeze my breast thru my blouse. I like the feel, I like the thought of being easy and want to be treated as a bad girl. I start to press my body into his hand. Our kissing gets more passionate he moves his hand to the front of my blouse and opens the first button. I don't stop him, he kisses my neck. I put my arms around his neck exposing the front of my body to him to make it easier for him to open my blouse. He moves his hand to the next button, keeps kissing me as he opens that one, I let him French kiss me.
My hand moves down his side, I rub him thru his shirt as I kiss him. He pulls me closer I put one of my legs over his. I sit with my legs open wide. I can feel the heat spread over my pussy. I know that I should stop but, slut side won't let me. He reaches the third button he opens it, he moves his hand inside my blouse, he squeezes my breast thru my bra, my nipples point out the thin cup. I think I am so turned on that I might leak milk if I was pregnant, thank goodness I not, but just might be if things don't slow down. I don't want to, but I don't care if I get pregnant, my slut side is a strong force. Besides, I did bring protection more than one in fact.
I keep kissing him and tell myself that I will at lease go a little further with things. I know that I can control my slut. My hand is in his lap I can feel his cock getting hard, I like that because he is getting horny. I like the feeling that someone else gets excited over me and might want to take me, even if my husband has fallen down on the job lately. He opens the fourth button and moves my bra cup off my breast and plays with my nipple. I swooned as my panties heat up and I am thinking that it is time for me to open the front of my jeans to cool off.
At just this time Vicky taps on the window, I see how fogged over they are. Jim opens the door. She said that we should change places! Jim said great, he moves out of the car, he helps me out my blouse falls open. As I stand up the cold air feels good over my hot body. I look at Vicky she smiles and winks at me. I look down my nipples are hard, the points are wet I did not remember Jim sucking my nipples, but they are wet and it not milk. Jim leads me to the van, opening the back door, I see a seat facing backwards and a bed at the back.