The week flew by. She found in her parents' medicine cabinet, witch hazel and a jar of aloe. She doubted they would miss it and if they did she would come up with a reason she needed it. Hemorrhoids, but then her mom might insist she see a doctor. That would be awkward. She made the sign of the cross and prayed they wouldn't notice.
She wrote Miguel a lot. Her letters were long, inspired by the guilt she was feeling. She needed to go to confession, but didn't know where to begin. What she was doing with Buck wasn't a one time peccadillo but an affair. She knew it wouldn't lead to anything good but she was going back for more.
She didn't want any coconspirators because that would complicate her deception. She couldn't believe her luck when her older brother stopped by for dinner midweek. He commented how he and his roommate were going away for the weekend and suggested Jean use it to get an idea what life on her own would be like.
Normally she would have declined as it was the big deal he made it out to be, but this wasn't a normal situation. She kept quiet letting her parents decide. They agreed it was a good idea and even teased her about being all alone. Her dad told her if she went out to call when she got to the apartment, no matter the time. She pointed out when she went out with her girlfriends dancing she didn't get home until after 2.
He answered, "I don't care. Your mom will pick up the phone anyway."
She said, "Okay." Inside she was doing cartwheels, but on the outside she acted as though it was no big deal.
Her dad asked, "Is Miguel going to be in town this weekend?"
She answered, "No."
He looked relieved, "Good. I don't think I want you over there if he's in town."
She protested, "Dad, you have such a dirty mind. He's not like that."
He defended himself, "All men are like that. Your mom and I were young once. It's better to avoid temptation."
Her mom reminded her to go to Mass on Saturday or Sunday. She said she would.
Afterwards, key in hand, she thought, "He would be shocked if he knew. I don't think he'd refer to me as his little girl if he saw Buck butt fucking me or heard me moaning like a whore. I'm going to make sure he never finds out."
She thought alot about sucking Buck's cock, and the delicious feel of laying there on her stomach as he slowly fucked her ass, but the memory she thought constantly of was his mouth between her legs. Nothing approximated the pleasure she got from cunnilingus.
She got to Buck's house just after sunset. It turned out to be a very memorable night. He had her sit on his leather recliner while he knelt in front of her. She draped her legs over his shoulders and crossed her feet while he slowly ate her to one and then a second orgasm. He told she had a sweet tasting pussy.
During the second time he ate her he finger fucked her ass. The combination she thought mind blowing bliss. Afterwards she asked if he wanted to fuck her in the ass. She pointed out she felt no discomfort.
Resting her upper body on the recliner, he approached her on his knees, aligned his lubed up cock with her sphincter, and slid into her as if her rectum was a scabbard and his cock a sword. He fucked her with long leisurely strokes, at time pulling all the way out and plunging all the way back in. She felt completely open. She didn't care if she climaxed because she had two under her belt.
She could tell when he approached his because his thrusts became faster and harder. It was a good thing the seat prevented her from going forward because he was slamming his hips into her butt.
"I love fucking your ass Jean."
"And I love you fucking my ass Buck."
She closed her eyes; they had each used the word 'love', but not to express feelings towards the other, but to convey what felt good. She loved his cock fucking her and she loved his mouth between her legs but she didn't love him and he didn't love her. That was she thought okay.
He held her hips as he came. He finished draining his cock by moving ever so slightly in and out of her. When she expelled him she farted. They both laughed. She was very comfortable with him.
He went and standing at the kitchen sink cleaned his cock off. He brought back a warm dishcloth. She hadn't moved. He reached between her buttocks and cleaned her. She thought his gesture was very tender.
They lay on the floor bodies intertwined. She asked about his week. He asked about hers. He asked about Miguel. She told him she had received letters from him. He was anxious to see her. She laughed at the irony of it; he was looking forward to picking up where they left not realizing she was a completely different person. She loved his innocence.
He asked, "Are you going to tell him?"
"No."
"He'll figure it out."
"No, he won't."
"Trust me, he will."
She kissed him wanting an end to his questions. He wouldn't let it go.
"How long do you think we can keep seeing each other?"
"Buck, at the most he's only in town every other week. Most of the time we're apart three weeks between visits."
"Christmas break is coming up. He'll be here an entire month."
"I'll figure something out. I want to see you, but I really want to spend as much time as I can with Miguel."
"You really do love him."
"Yes. I haven't shared this with anyone, but I hope one day to be his wife."
He looked at her skepticism written all over his face. "Jean, do you think you can walk the straight and narrow, be faithful, to one man?"