C sat all alone. He took a sip of his cappuccino thinking it was the best he ever tasted. He immediately wondered if its delicious taste was because of its link to their unique marriage and the very enjoyable evening he was having with his queen, Jean.
He muttered aloud, "For a cuckold, it doesn't get any better than this."
Each time he moved, no matter how slight, the cold, wet cum in his underwear came into contact with his skin reminding him of the pleasure Jean brought him with her toes. He had an admitted foot fetish which Jean took frequent advantage of. As badly as he ached to have his manhood inside her vagina, to feel the soft, wet warmth of her love canal, to thrust in and out of its smooth walls as he stared at Jean, to possess her, her toes massaging his penis to orgasm was a nice consolation prize.
He doubted other men experienced the pleasure of her toes on their cocks. He was certain it was something only he and she shared. Their shared perversions made being her cuckold not only attractive but tolerable. When she closed one door she opened another. He was never totally denied or unwanted. He took great comfort in knowing he and she did things to each other sexually that she didn't do with other men. He knew it wasn't because she would tell them no, but because they had no interest in doing them.
He took another sip and mused about how much better the experience was at 50 than as a young man of 19. That first time with Jose had been sexually powerful, but gut wrenching. He still remembered the cold coffee, wanting a fresh cup after he finished it, and getting none. The other waiters steered clear of his table while Jose escorted Jean through the kitchen and to the storage room where he took possession of her body, fucking her through several toe curling orgasms. Their coupling ended when he emptied his cream filled balls into her. She had been working on mastering her vaginal muscles and as he softened she worked those muscles squeezing from him every last drop of his manjuice.
He moved his leg and felt the cold, wet, sticky reminder of his climax. While the cappuccino was warm and flavorful some things he thought never changed. Being alone. Jean's toes bringing him to orgasm. Feeling inadequate. Ashamed of his passivity. Embarrassed he wanted other men to fuck her. Wanting to be the other man, but knowing he didn't measure up.
His climax courtesy of Jean's toes had been a ten, but it also served to remind him of what another man's cock was enjoying, the feel of Jean's pussy as he pushed in and pulled out. He imagined Jean's pelvis rolling up to meet Jose's thrust and rolling back down as he pulled out. From past experience he knew Jean was having a very good time, her pleasure intensified knowing C knew.
His penis began to twitch and grow as he thought of Jose and Jean having sex. He found himself revisiting that day 31 years ago.
They were in Jean's house. She was on the floor on her back and he was on top of her. She was wearing a peasant dress which was now bunched up at her waist. Her legs weren't wrapped around his waist, but her inner thighs were pressed against his hips. He was on top of her fully dressed. They were making out and rubbing their genitals against the other's when he heard Jean's mother.
He jumped off of her but was too late. Jean's mother said nothing. He expected her to be furious seeing her daughter and her boyfriend dry humping, but she was just the opposite. She smiled at their embarrassment. He looked at Jean who was beet red; whether it was from lust or being caught he didn't know. What he did know was his face felt just as ruddy.
Jean's mom spoke, "When you two lovebirds are through, would you run an errand for me?"
Jean and he answered in unison, "Yes."
Her mom left the room without telling them what she needed and she closed the door behind her. It was as though she was telling he and Jean to pick up where they left off.
They of course didn't. He said, "That was strange. I thought she would be furious."
Jean told him, "My mom knows how much I love you. I've been talking to her a lot about you and I. She knows how badly I want to marry you. She likes you a lot and thinks you're good for me. She wants us to wait, but says we're adults and can make our own decisions."
They kissed almost chastely before leaving the room. Jean's mom gave them some money and told them to have lunch before doing her errands.
Jean said she would drive. They got in her car. She drove them to the same Mexican restaurant where she had gotten him to confess his arousal at her being with other men. She assured him it was more common than he thought. He didn't really think of himself as someone with submissive, cuckold desires, but rather as someone who enjoyed sharing his girlfriend sexually. Jean knew his view of himself was a delusion, a coping mechanism. Theirs was not a hot wife/girlfriend relationship and it certainly wasn't an open one. He had even admitted to her his feelings of inadequacy based on his penis being unable to fulfill her via sexual intercourse and rationalized it as grounds for her to have sex with another man, Leo, she was dating. As her sexual relationship with Leo intensified so too did his submissive, cuckold desires. They bubbled to the surface and rather than driving Jean away they made her love him more.
He wasn't the only one in denial. Jean was even more tormented because what she was doing sexually and where she wanted to take their relationship went against what she had been raised to believe. Good girls waited. If they didn't wait they married the boy they did it with. Sex was only with someone you loved and only occurred in a committed marriage. Men were the boss. Boyfriends and husbands made the decisions.
She didn't like men being the boss in a relationship. She enjoyed being in charge and felt at ease being in control. She wanted to make the decisions. By providence she found in C a man who wanted a woman like her. Her desire to dominate C became impossible to suppress and difficult to not take to excess after she experienced sex with the other man she was dating while dating C. While the sexual intercourse with the other man was pure rapture she wasn't in love with him. She loved C and feared what she had done would drive him away and into the arms of another woman. Discovering it had the opposite effect she found if she played to his weakness she would have him forever. To be happy and in a relationship that worked she concluded he needed a woman like her and she needed a man like him.
She hadn't planned on pushing his buttons when they left the house. He was very supportive of her dating Leo and having sex with him. He was almost too eager to please her with his mouth after Leo came in her. Something about his attitude bugged her. He behaved like he was in control. She wanted it clear she was the one in charge and she was dating Leo for her enjoyment, not her boyfriend's. She was thrilled he got off to it sexually, but he also needed to remember she was no puppet.
They entered the restaurant. The cashier told them to sit where they wanted so they chose a booth sitting across from each other. He ordered coffee and she tea. They looked at the menus, one hand on the menu, the other holding the other's hand.
They looked like every young couple you see on a date, but things quickly heated up. Jean surprised him. He was reading the menu but his mind was drifting to imagined scenes of Leo fucking Jean. Those thoughts turned him on, but even more arousing was the news he received earlier at Jean's house. Her dad insisted she date other men; he didn't want her tied down to any one man. As he saw it, if C and she were meant to be, it wouldn't be a problem. He now wondered and wanted other men to fuck his girlfriend. He felt as though he could handle anything and nothing she did would end what they have. He also saw her behavior as sowing her oats believing she would get it of her system.
Now it was Jean's turn to surprise him. She had slipped off a shoe and pressed her foot against his crotch. He was daydreaming and trying to read the menu. Her foot so rattled him his first reaction was way different than tonight's. He started to jump up, shaking the table and spilling some of his coffee.
Jean looked ready to burst suppressing a laugh. When he realized it was her he felt foolish at his reaction to Jean's sexual overture. He opened his legs and she pressed her foot against his crotch using her toes to locate his balls first. She softly pressed her foot against his sensitive eggs. She was staring at him really hard looking he thought very sultry. She commented as she kneaded them, "You must really trust me to let me do this. I could really hurt you."
He answered back, "I do trust you."
She said, "I'm glad. Don't you think the past month has made us even closer? I didn't think it was possible, but I'm even more in love with you. What I love most about you, besides your soft tongue, is your selflessness. You spoil me."
He agreed. The past month had moments of unbearable pain, but they paled in comparison and duration to the pleasure he derived from Jean's dating the very handsome, hung, muscular, bronzed, policeman, and mentor, named Leo. He was also arrogant, crude, and domineering. He was not vested in her in any way but sexually. If she needed another man to satisfy her sexual itches he was the perfect candidate.
Jean pushed her toes against his scrotum. He wondered if she really knew how fragile a man's testicles were. While he was nervous having her probe his scrotum with her toes it was he admitted a turn on to be so vulnerable. With little effort she could have him doubled over in pain.