(Part 1)
Damn, this guy is thorough. As I looked through the questions, I smiled, not believing we were at this point. Ashley, 'Ash,' and I recently celebrated our 28
th
anniversary. Our oldest daughter got married last year and our other daughter is a senior at UNC. We've always had a good sex life, but when the kids moved out and Ash hit 45, her libido went into overdrive.
Being empty-nesters, we re-discovered ourselves. We began role-playing, using toys more often, some light bondage and just having fun with one another. We read erotica at night, each selecting stories that interest us. If something turns us off, we move on to the next one, but we've found the more we read, the more open we were to certain things, at least in fantasy.
We married young, and while I had been with a few girls in high school and college, Ash was a good girl and was going to save intercourse for marriage. She would give hand jobs and blowjobs, but no sex. She did end up giving in the night we were engaged though, and she was insatiable. I guess 22 years of pent up sexual energy was too much, and we've a good sex life since. Sure, when the kids were little, we would go weeks and even longer, without any 'us' time. Even when we did, it was usually a quickie just to satisfy an itch. Now they are grown and out of the house, it's a different dynamic.
We've talked over the years about her regretting not experiencing someone else. I've been open to it, especially lately. I'm comfortable enough in our relationship, so we began role-playing her being with another man or two, while I'm watching.
A few months ago, we were out on the boat and I had just climaxed. As I typically do, I went down and started eating her out. This is something I've done for the past few years, well at least since she hit her sexual prime. She had never orgasmed through intercourse before, but one night she was the closest she had ever been just as I unloaded inside her. I felt bad she was so close, that I just went for it and brought her to orgasm with my mouth. I didn't even think about the fact I was licking up my deposit. I just wanted her to finish. And she did. It turned me on so much that my erection came back and we went at it again. She had an orgasm while I was inside of her this time. That was the first orgasm she ever had from intercourse and she has been having them ever since. It was though something 'clicked', and now she climaxes through intercourse most every time we have sex.
So, as I was cleaning up the sizable deposit I had just left, I could tell a good clitoral orgasm was approaching, topping off the vaginal one she just had. Ash gets vocal sometimes, and she started using language that would make a sailor blush. Finally, just as the first wave hit, she was yelling, "Oh, god, yes, yes, yes! I want that to be another man's Rich, clean up your slut wife's used pussy."
As her orgasm subsided, she was in that blissful state. Yes, I had heard what she said, but wasn't sure if it was role-play or a statement of fact.
"I'm sorry about what I said. I was caught up in my orgasm that it just came out. I'm sorry babe." She said as she sat up and looked guilty.
"There's no need to apologize Ash, we've talked about this and I know you would like to be with someone else. I want you to, but you have never seemed open to really doing it before."
"Are you being serious? You would not mind if I were with another man? Letting him take me the way you just took me?" Our eyes were locked for a few moments, when she looked down and saw my raging erection. I had recovered quicker than usual, and she certainly noticed.
Her look of guilt turned to a grin, when she asked, "Does it turn you on to think about this becoming a reality? Not fantasy, but for real?"
"Yes. The more we have read about hot wife and cuckold stories, I fantasize about it all the time."
She didn't say another word, she just leaned down and took me into her mouth. She gets drenched when we fuck, especially if we've been naked all day on the boat, and today was no different. My cock was covered in her slimy secretions, mixed with my semen. She took me all the way in, choking as she did. She doesn't deep throat often, but she was revved up. Several minutes of this oral assault was too much, and I blew my second load in 20 minutes.
She pulled up, showing me the deposit I left in her mouth. She swallowed, making deliberate noises as she did. Smiling, she said, "Just imagine that was someone else's cum." She licked her lips and looked down as my shrinking cock bounced.
The following weeks, we were fucking more often than usual. She would tease and taunt me, talking about me watching her fuck another man. Watching him slide his cock into her pussy and then me clean up afterwards. It was after one of these sessions early one morning when I finally said,
"So, when do you want to look for someone?"
"I've been waiting on you to bring it up, but since you have, I'm ready to start looking."
"Okay, let's post an ad on one of the swinger sites and see what happens. I'm sure it won't take long to find someone." I got up to use the bathroom, grabbing my iPad on the way back to start looking at sites.
"Wait, let's talk about boundaries first. I've been thinking about this a lot too, nonstop since we talked on the boat. The more we have read about hot wife and cuckold relationships, the more it turns me on as well. BUT, we have a great marriage, and I don't want to jeopardize that."
"I don't want to jeopardize anything either Ash. It turns me on to think about watching you with another man. I can't get it out of my head. You've said for years now you somewhat regretted not being wilder before we met and that you sometimes wished you had been with another guy or two."
"I know, and I do. I do want to explore this, but I also want to set some ground rules." She said as she stood up and started putting on her clothes. "Get dressed and let's go sit outside and talk."
As we sat down with a cup of coffee, watching a boat coming back in from fishing, she continued, "I've noticed the stories you have been selecting lately are more about cuckolding and not wife-sharing. I've read a few blogs on cuckolding and it does seem to fit with you. You were successful in business and have always been type A. Ever since you sold the company and retired young, I think you are bored. While you like the idea of watching me with another man, I think you like the idea of not having control as well. Am I right?"
"When you put it that way, yes. I have fantasized about that. I've never been submissive, but the stories we have been reading, I don't know, I find myself consumed thinking about it all the time."
"I'm willing to try this, but like I said, there will have to be ground rules."
"Ok, what are they?" I was already turned on, just having this conversation, but it was looking like this could really happen.
"I will select the guy. If we are going to do this, I must be attracted to him. I also want to have the freedom to be with him alone if I'm comfortable, as I'd like to explore with another man without having you judge me on how I act." She took a sip of coffee as she waited for my response.
"I've thought about that. You being with someone while I'm not there. It's something that both turns me on and scares me. But I think it turns me on more." It does turn me on more, as my cock was hard as a rock hearing her tell me she wanted to basically go wild with a guy with me not watching.
"This also isn't going to be something we do all the time. I love you and love sex with you. But, I would like to explore with another man and live out some of the things we've been reading about. I want to do it alone, and with you watching. If at any point, I feel it is harming our relationship, it ends. Okay?"
"Agreed."
"Let's set up a profile and see what happens." She said as she took the iPad from my lap.
