I thought a lot on the weekend after the Friday night where the power dynamics changed. I could see where things were going and needed to tread carefully to make sure I didn't screw things up. I wanted to be in control but without alienating Brenda.
A few days later I called her into my office and shut the door. She sat down in front of me, her face quizzical.
"You've had a few days now to think about last weekend. I've thought about it a lot and I think I saw a change on your approach. It seemed to me that you were becoming more dominant and concentrating on your own needs. It looked like you thought the Roger should play the part of a true submissive cuckold and enjoy being subservient."
"Yes, you are right," she said, "my views are changing. That's because I'm beginning to understand myself more. You've brought out something in me that has opened up a whole new vista for me. I want to have my needs satisfied and I don't want to have to settle for second best."
"What about Roger? Have you talked to him about this?"
"Yes. I was surprised that he wasn't hugely upset. Instead he told me that he understands. He said that he gets immense pleasure from watching me enjoy myself, finding it extremely exciting. He also said that he realises that he cannot satisfy me properly and that he accepts my need for other men."
It was just as I thought. Roger was a true cuck. He would enjoy serving and perhaps even being humiliated. But, more importantly, Brenda had now understood that this was his role and that she could happily search for enjoyment elsewhere without feeling bad about it.
"I'm not surprised," I said, "you are an extremely sexual woman and need a strong and dominant man to match you. He is not like that. He adores you and will do anything to make you happy, but he's a beta male and not as absorbed in sex as you are. But if you both understand that, you will be able to organise your lives accordingly."
She smiled at me, her face open and trusting.
"You really do understand about relationships, don't you. I'm so pleased we have come this far."
"I try and I think I'm quite perceptive. More than that, though, I am so pleased that I've found you. You're quite the most exciting woman I've ever met and without doubt the best lover. What you do to my cock is unbelievable."
She blushed.
"Well, you do fantastic things to me too. I've never felt anything like it before."
"It grows on one, doesn't it?" I said, "As the French say, the appetite grows with eating. The more I experience you, the more I want you."
"Me too," she said, "I lie awake thinking of you and what we could be doing."
My cock jumped. This was just as I had hoped.
"Well, we could always spend a few hours at my place whenever you want."
"Let me think about that," she said.
"OK," I said, "By the way, I assume you're on birth control, if not perhaps you should think about it."
"Yes, I'm on the pill," she said, "although my doctor has said that I should take a break for a few months as I've been on it for some years."
My cock jumped again. This was going to be quite an adventure. The thought of watching this sexy woman grow with my seed inside her was hugely exciting, her flat tummy swelling. I wondered too whether the roulette of fertility versus safety would excite her.
"OK," I said, "we'll cross that bridge when we come to it."
I got up and went round my desk. She stood up too and turned to leave. Stood behind her and whispered in her ear: "I'd like to bend you over the desk and fuck you right now."
She turned back to me.
"Can I come to you tonight?"
"Yes," I replied, "be there at 8.00."
I opened the door for her and she left.
Concentrating on my work for the rest of the day was difficult. All I could think of was how I was going to fuck her tonight and fill her full of cum to take back to her husband. Eventually, however, the end of the day arrived and I left the office.
When I got home I made sure the place was tidy and that drinks and some snacks were ready, then went and had a shower before changing into something casual.
Brenda arrived a little early. She had also changed and was wearing jeans and a T-shirt. She looked so damn sexy.
"I'm glad you decided to come. Did you tell Roger where you were going?"
"Yes, I did. I told him he had no choice and he accepted it."
"Good. He's beginning to understand that your needs are more important than his worries. I've poured you some wine but if you prefer something else, that's fine. Why don't you sit down on the couch."
"No. Wine is great," she said, walked to the couch and sat down.
I poured a glass of red for each of us and brought them to the couch, sitting next to her. She took a sip and looked at me.
"I'm a bit frightened of what's happening," she said, "these feelings I have for you are overwhelming. I can't seem to get enough of your body and that's worrying."
"No it isn't, it's quite natural and rather nice. Just luxuriate in them, give into your feelings and enjoy them." I leaned forward and kissed her.
She put down her wine and put her arms around me, holding me tightly against her and kissed me passionately. Our tongues twirled round each other, our lips locked together. I could taste the wine in her mouth. I could feel her breasts hard against my chest. They felt firm and her nipples hard. Her hands held my shoulders.
We broke our kiss and looked at each other.
"I want you, Alan," she said, "I want you so badly that it hurts."
"Take off your clothes," I said, "I want to see you naked."
She stood up and pulled her T-shirt over her head. She wasn't wearing a bra and her breasts looked magnificent, full and firm with large, erect nipples. Then she loosened her jeans and pulled them down before stepping out of them. That left her just in her little white panties with lace. I thought she'd probably put them on specially for me. I could see her black curls peeping out at the edges which looked very sexy and inviting.
She pulled them down and handed them to me. They were a little damp. I put them to my nose and could smell her arousal.
I pulled her towards me and felt between her legs. Her labia had opened and she was wet and slippery. I brushed her clit and heard her gasp, then ran my fingers down her slit, pushing gently inwards.
She leaned forward and loosened my belt then tugged at the zip. I lifted my hips so that she could pull down my jeans. She grabbed them together with my shorts and pulled them down. My cock sprang out, pointing upwards, the tip glistening. She bent down and licked the tip, her tongue probing my slit.
"Get down on your knees," I said, "and make love to my cock. Treat it with respect. Worship it, adore it."
She knelt down and licked my balls, lifting them with her tongue. She took them in her mouth and licked them while they were inside, before letting them go, the hairs wet and tangled.
She licked my shaft from the base up, running her lips up my urethra. She sucked at my frenulum, her tongue flicking over it, before taking my glans in her mouth. I could feel her tongue trying again to enter my slit.
"Look at me," I said,"I want to see your eyes while you suck my cock."
She looked up at me, her gorgeous green eyes wide open. My cockhead and the top of my shaft was in her mouth with her lips wrapped tightly around. Every now and then she swallowed as my precum dribbled down her throat.
I looked down at her. It was a marvellous sight. This stunning woman completely devoted to my cock. I clenched my pelvic muscles knowing that this would force out more precum, and watched as she swallowed it.
She held my testicles in the palm of one hand and, lifting them up, fondled them, moving them around gently. Then she took her mouth off my cock and still holding my testifies up, licked that sensitive area between them and my anus, slowly moving backwards until she licked my in my crack.
"Take my cock back in your mouth," I said.
She moved back up again and slid her mouth over my cock. I pushed it deeper and she spluttered.
"Breathe through your nose. It will get better."
She let go of me.
"I have a strong gag reflex and you are bloody big," she said, "Just go slowly and don't go too deep," then took me in her mouth again.
I pushed slowly and heard her breathing. She was gulping and swallowing as I invaded her mouth. I could feel my glans scrape her palate. Her mouth felt warm and soft and wet inside, rather like a cunt but without the clasping feeling.