Sunday, April 9, 2000.
All morning I've been trying to hide the fact that I'm torn up inside. Several times I have come close to throwing up.
All morning I've had a hard on. How can something feel so bad and so good at the same time.
I think back to that guy Bill in the nude bar and I think I know how he must have felt. Knowing my wife was out fucking another man last night is just about the hottest thing I can imagine. But it still hurts so much I can hardly stand it. I love her more than ever, now. When Bev got home last night it was pretty obvious that she had been to bed with Sam. I got up as soon as I saw her and took her to our bedroom. Her hands were sweaty and cold. Mine were hot and clammy.
We were both as nervous as we were on our first date all those years ago. In a way last night was like a first date. Or a new beginning. It was the first time my wife cuckolded me. God, it hurts to say that. But I know it won't be the last time and that makes me hot.
When we got to the bedroom I helped her out of her clothes. When I removed her bra I could see a couple of love bites. Bev was looking at me nervously, wondering how I was going to react. I bent my head and kissed the marks and asked if he had hurt her. She said that it hadn't hurt, then added that it felt good when he was doing it. "Sam told me to tell you that he was marking me up just so you wouldn't have any doubt that he fucked "your wife"."
My hands were shaking horribly when I started to remove her panties. I couldn't help myself. I reached between her legs and pressed her panties against her pussy. They were soaked. I groaned when I felt how wet they were and felt the sticky moisture on her thighs.
Bev kissed me and promised she would never do it again. I surprised her when I blurted out "But, I want you to do it again." She gave me another kiss and asked me if I wanted her to tell me what had happened.
"Yes. I want to hear all about it."
Then she decided to tease me. "Do you want to hear how Sam fucked me? Your sweet little wife? How he shoved his big cock in my pussy and made me cum? How he filled my cunt with his sperm? Do you want to hear all about it?"
Each question was like a blow to my stomach. When she finally stopped beating me with the questions I was barely able to whisper "Yes."
She told me to finish taking her panties off. After she was undressed she pulled me into bed with her.
Bev started stroking my cock as she told me about her meeting with Sam.
"We met in the lounge and had a drink. Sam was very nice and we just talked over our drinks. He held my hand a lot and rubbed my arm. I was getting so hot sitting there knowing that I was planning to go to bed with another man. Sam could tell.
We didn't even finish our drinks when he said he wanted to take me to his room and fuck me. I was shocked to hear him say that, but I guess I shouldn't have been. After all, he'd already kissed me and felt me up while you held me for him. And I was meeting him at a hotel just so he could fuck me." She giggled as my cock squirted cum all over us. I couldn't help it. Hearing my wife talk so sweetly about another man fucking her just drove me over the edge.
She kept stroking my cock and continued her story. "I was still nervous about it, but I got up with him and we went to the elevators. In the elevator he kissed me and felt my tits. He said he loves tits that aren't too big but still take two hands to hold them. He said mine fit in that category perfectly.
I was embarrassed at having him feel me up in public. But I was also turned on. My pussy had been wet since you helped me get ready to go out. That was so hot and nasty, to have you dressing me for another man to fuck. I know you were turned on. Did you jack off while I was out getting fucked?"
I almost came again. She was slowly stroking my cock as she teased me. I told her I hadn't, which was true, but that I really wanted too.
Bev smiled at me and told me to feel her messy cunt while she told me what Sam had done to her. My heart started beating faster as I put my hand between her legs and felt her sticky gooey cunt lips. She was becoming more of a slut as she saw the effect it was having on me.
"Go ahead and put your finger in me. Feel all that cum Sam left in me." I groaned as I slipped a finger in her sloppy pussy. When I felt all that goo my own cock shot out wads of hot cum all over us again. Bev just continued stroking me as I felt her gooey cunt and pumped out what felt like a quart of cum out of me.
When my dick was drained, temporarily, she wiped up some of my cum and licked it off her hand. Damn, my wife was turning out to be just as kinky as I am. Then she gave me a sticky kiss.
Bev went back to stroking my cock. "Once we got to the room, Sam sat in a chair and told me he wanted me to strip for him. Oh, honey, I was so nervous. Even though he'd seen me before, you were with me then and I felt safe with you.
I know Sam could tell I was horny and wanted to strip for him, but was scared about doing it. He just sat there waiting. I finally asked him to turn on some music. He smiled at me and told me to make my own music.
My God, it felt so dirty to think up my own music to strip for him. My brain couldn't think of anything except that a stranger was about to fuck me. The only song I could think of is OUR song. At first I didn't want to do it, but then I thought it would be appropriate to use our song to strip for Sam. I don't know if you understand but it just seemed right if you were going to share me with him you should share our song too.
I started dancing in front of him and trying to remove my clothes at the same time. I couldn't quite get the hang of it. I was having a hard time unfastening my dress. Dancing and undressing at the same time takes special clothes and practice. I didn't have either.
Sam stopped me and told me to just stand still and take off my clothes. I've never seen a man's eyes so hungry before. He was staring hard at me until I finally got my white dress off. In a way I think he was afraid I would quit and run out.
When I started to take my bra off he stopped me. He smiled at me and told me to pinch my nipples. They were already hard and sticking out. I just wanted to get undressed and let him fuck me. But you gave me to him and I wanted to do whatever he wanted. You dressed me up like a virgin bride and sent me off to get fucked and I was determined not to disappoint either of you. When I was pinching my nipples for him I couldn't control myself. I put one hand in my panties and in a minute I was cumming.
For a minute I was so out of it I didn't realize where I was or what I was doing. Then when I did, I know I turned a bright red. It felt so slutty to masturbate in front of him. I was going to remove my bra but Sam told me to keep playing with myself.
I whimpered a little and told him I didn't want to. I just wanted to get undressed. He told me to do as I was told. I was so hungry for his cock that I was crying a little, but I did what he wanted.
Then I started getting even hotter. I felt so nasty, following orders and masturbating for him. It didn't take long before I was cumming again. I was out of control. I was squeezing and pinching my tits as hard as I could, while I was digging my fingers into my cunt.
Sam just sat there and watched me bring myself off. I had several mini-orgasms that way.
Then Sam told me to get on the bed. I couldn't do it fast enough. I jumped on the bed and was pulling my bra and panties off at the same time. I wanted so bad to be fucked. I wanted a big hard cock in my cunt. I wanted Sam's cock in me.
I was glad you weren't there. I wanted Sam to fuck me and make me cum. I wanted him to fill my pussy with his sperm. I wanted to cuckold you." She kissed me again and when I groaned, she repeated, "I wanted to cuckold you".
"He was taking so long to get undressed I told him to hurry and fuck me. He slowed down and told me to keep my cunt warm for him. I reached between my legs and started rubbing my pussy and fingering myself.
Sam finally had all his clothes off and stepped up beside the bed with his hard on sticking out. I wanted it so bad. He told me to tell him what I wanted.
"Fuck me Sam." That wasn't good enough. He wanted me to beg.
I did. "Please fuck me Sam. I want your beautiful cock in my pussy. Please, please, PLEASE fuck me."
He told me to get on my hands and knees, then he got on the bed behind me. He rubbed the head of his cock up and down my slit. I was begging him to put it in me and fuck me. He kept teasing me, rubbing it up and down my slit and sometimes just sticking the head of it in my hole. I was going crazy with lust.