A meeting with Allan and preparing for Gerrard. Jill sets some goals.
As usual I woke earlier than Brian, and left for the beach for a swim. Again, I floated in peace on the waves, the swells lifting and dropping me. Tonight, my king will be staying, and going to the brunette's house for a threesome. I still feel a twinge of jealousy, but it could have been me if I wanted, and my turn will come. At least now I have approval for two men to now indulge, to tease, to fuck, to be dirty with. Allan was the first, and Peter is now permitted. Hopefully not too far away for Peter. I suspect he has been playing games with me, hopefully no longer.
So far, this journey has been exciting, every step I have taken has led me to a new experience. And I know this is the way I want my life to go, at least for the foreseeable future. Little steps have been taken that push my boundaries a little further each time my husband and I are together. But I want each experience to be good. If I just want to have my men visit my house, open my legs for them, have them shoot their cum and leave... where is the excitement in that?
Smiling to myself I realise I have just thought of men... plural.
But each man needs to provide an experience as different as possible each time. If possible. I want every fuck to be uplifting. I want my sexuality to take me to a higher level, leading to wilder? Experiences. I am ready to feel the lust in my loins, and succumb to my feelings. But definitely not a slut. There will be boundaries.
I decide to go home and write my goals. I will call them "Jill's rules of engagement". Maybe I will get each of my men to sign the document. Laughing to myself.
But in reality, it will give me more opportunity to control my sexual encounters. Allan to be a Stag, Peter to be a Rake, my husband to be my king, Gerrard to be my knight. I wonder about my knight. I would like him to be on my right wrist, but only if Brian agrees. Maybe he will. Perhaps there will be even more to add. I shudder as I think of Tim and Craig, their young bodies. I want their cocks. I want them to fuck me. How will Brian view that. They are now of age.
At my stage of life, I want to live each moment to the fullest. Next year who knows where we may be. I am young enough to have all my muscle tone and a tight body. Including my pussy. I work hard at it though, Kegel each day, ride my bike seriously 5 times a week. I'm proud that it shows in my body. My husband has hit the gym too, and has a great body, as testimony by the ladies that saw him last night. I hadn't fully noticed the extent until last night.
Today is the Sunday that he will go to Sharron and Allan, and I will be at home waiting for his return. It won't be fair on them if I send him tired and unable to get a decent erection, and deep down I want him to perform better than Allan. Show Sharron I have the best stud." Is that being bitchy?" flashes through my mind.
When I get back home, Brian is sitting in the kitchen with a coffee. No hangover, which is a bonus. I asked how much he remembered of last night, and he replied confidently "All of it". He took my right wrist, and showed me the bead on my right Pandora that is his permission for Peter to fuck me. He smiled, as did I.
"And our drive in the car afterward?" I ask. He looks at my ankle, he remembers. Perhaps my husband is remembering the dress she wore.
Lauren had walked out in a drop-dead black dress. It was silky material and see through leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. It tied on either side by wisps of string that hung loose showing her curves. Her long hair hung in curls and she had it over her right shoulder. With nothing underneath you could see her nipples. Brian remembered, he had felt his dick twitch at the sight of her last night, and it did now with the memory. She was magnificent and would be amazing underneath him he thought.
He agreed to give her a massage, so next weekend he will take his table to their house and show her what he has learned so far. An erotic one I am guessing.
I have him for the next 10 hours and decide to torment him un-mercifully. Every hour will see me suck his cock, and play with his balls, but not let him cum. When he does tonight it will be an eruption.
Starting now, I move to him at the kitchen table, and kiss him, and begin to undo his shirt. "The ladies were right last night; you have been working hard in the gym. Let's have another gym session later this afternoon", giving him my best impish smile. We have begun to work out together in the nude, after which we normally sweat running off our bodies. I love to lick his abs as I go down on his cock. One time I took him in my mouth as he was doing a bench press. I was horny that day, and the weight room really turns us both on.
With his shirt off, I move my hands to his shorts. They are the baggy type, and my hand can reach up the leg, and I touch his balls. I can see his rod is hard, sticking proudly out, pushing his shorts. A large tent. I think of the circus tents I saw when I was a young girl. One middle pole tall and high, with everything relying on it being straight and strong. Like a cock I had thought.
Taking his shorts down he is naked on the kitchen table. "Oh god "he says as I begin to lick his balls, down his scrotum. His legs are hanging over the end of the table. I have a chair, just the right height to suck him. My left-hand cups his balls, right hand strokes him, and my mouth engulfs the head, my tongue rolling over the end. I spit on his cock for more lubrication, and stroke him again. Looking up I tell him. "I don't think Sharron will do this tonight; I think she will want your cock in her pussy. Where do you want to put it Hun? Mouth or cunt". That makes me smile, he laughs with me.
"Cunt first" was his reply.
"Do you think she will let you fuck her arse in front of her husband? That would be hot. And my king, I have invited Allan for coffee on Tuesday evening. With your approval I will fuck him"
He groans, and I realise it is time to bring him back down. "rest now my king, but keep your shorts off." He has agreed to Allan coming over on Tuesday night.
For the next hour, as we passed in the house, I would fondle his balls, once taking his cock in my mouth and stroking his shaft for a minute. He groaned when I stopped. He balls were tight every time I touched him. His cock was hard all the time.
At lunch time we went for a drive, I wore my holey Tee, with my nipples pushing out. People would have to be close to see, but it was still erotic to me. I was getting horny too. After lunch we lay on the bed, I sucked and played, and he licked me. The whole day has been sex charged.
We had a fun filled afternoon, sexy, bringing him close to ejaculation, but then bringing him back. A day of anticipation, for him, of what the evening will hold.
After dinner he leaves, not sure of what time he will be home. Later, while I am sitting watching TV I wonder, what they are doing, how hard will they do her? WHAT WILL THEY DO? Eventually I decide it doesn't matter, my turn will come. Thinking of the here and now, I ring Gerard, and tell him I will be at Starbucks in 30 min, does he want a coffee with me? I didn't expect him to say no, and wasn't disappointed.
An hour and a half sitting with him went quickly; it was nice to sit by ourselves. I realised it was the first time we had been alone /together "in public". The only other time was when he "rescued" me from Tim and Craig. Tim and Craig, I still have them on my left-hand Pandora. Should I take them off? Should I ask Brian again. They are older now!
Brian arrives home about 30 min after I did. He looks tired, and I smile. "Was it good?"
His reply was that, yes, it was very good, but not as nice as coming home on a Friday evening. I almost shed a tear, but smiled weakly, took his hand and led him to our bed. He was too tired for sex, and I expected that, but he spooned me as he nodded off to sleep. It was nice, it was intimate and it was special. Our lives have changed, but our love is still strong.
He was away early on the Monday morning; I woke as he was leaving. A quick kiss and promise to call that night. My day was then back to normal, whatever normal is now. A long way from my school work of last year.
I met Peter again, we walked the beach, he took more photos, we planned the next day's work and then it was home. I felt a little lost, and missed my husband. That night on the phone I asked if there was a massage practice with Kate planned this week. There is, but he wasn't sure when. Phone sex was a bit subdued. I begin to wonder if we are doing too much.