The picture on my cell phone was of my wife's big round tits. The nipples were fully extended, and amazingly...they were covered with endless gobs and ropes of a sticky thick white substance. I'd never gotten a picture like this one before. "He just left. I'm glad he blew his load across my chest, or he might have drowned me!" The accompanying text message read.
My erection was trembling, pulsing with each heart beat. Holding my phone in front of me at the office, I found it difficult to breathe. I could hear my blood pounding in my ears.
The phone trembled, and my wife's ringtone sounded. It was Joan Jett's "Do you wanna touch me!" The volume was low so there was no disturbing my work mates. A picture of her gorgeous face, lips pouted into a kiss. "Love you. Did you close the Norman account?"
The shifting of gears didn't immediately ease the pressure on my zipper. Standing up at the moment was still out of the question. My wife was teasing me, expertly so. Even before our marriage she had known of my sexual inclinations. Some men are leg men (my dear Barbi's are a mile long and sculpted by the treadmills at Gold's Gym). Some men are tit men (Barbi's are virtual volleyballs). Some men are this, some are that. I crave, like an addict, my hot wife. Teasing, public exhibition, and cuckold fantasy. I need it, more than Christopher Walken needs 'more cowbell'.
And she had gotten good at it over three years.
I mean, all star, all -- universe levels. They should give out awards and trophies, she'd have them all. This Norman account has had the whole office on eggshells, working nearly 80 hours a week, for nearly a month.
And me coming home every night, wiped out, stressed to the point of being held back from the office window ledge, just to grab a few hours sleep, maybe a few minutes of 'home time'...on the couch. Exhausted. Haunted. How did I keep going?
Barbi. It was Barbi that kept me together. Texting me pictures of her in lingerie. A bikini. An evening dress. Nude. Messages like
"I've got another date tonight. Ok?"
"That same guy called again, we talked for hours. I want to see him."
I thought that she could never out do the night she had gone to her mother's to visit and sort thru a family issue with her. You see, she hadn't said to me she was going to her mum's. Full serious, right to my face, pouty lips and everything. She had said she was going to spend the night with her lover. I mean Oscar trophy winner, hands down.
You see my wife has not cuckolded me. Not by my hesitation, by hers. She doesn't really like the idea. What if this 'other guy' treats her like trash? What if it made her feel like trash? What about STD's, pregnancy, getting abused physically, meeting a nut job, etc etc.
But hot damn she can play out my fantasy! The 'cum' all over her big round tits! In my mind I rationalized that all the 'ingredients' needed to create the facsimile were readily available in our apartment, but at the same time I suppressed this thought and really allowed myself to enjoy the photo. Previously she had played the 'forgotten condom' game. My 'accidently' finding an unwrapped, unrolled condom in our bedroom, her look of shock and humiliation (with big eyes and hands to her mouth). And now I reckoned it would be an easy step to start leaving 'misplaced' condoms filled with her faux semen. I was really hoping the obviousness of this would not be lost on Barbi. If history was any indication, she would continue to find creative, surprising ways to craft my psyche into sexual boiling.
Now let's stop just a moment. You might be thinking this tale to be a farce, and that I'm playing the role of fool. Be assured, that this is not the course of this tale, earnest reader. My wife has not 'gone all the way'. Oh, she's dressed the hussy in public places with me. Flirted like a street walker. But by the look of our eyes into each others. By the touch of her hand on my shoulder. I know with all certainty that her teasing, no matter how skillful, has not gone beyond.
Oh, I've pleaded, begged. But no. She won't.
And I know why. Deep in her heart, she doesn't WANT me to be a cuckold husband. She's settled into the reality of it, but would not choose such a life style. She isn't comfortable in the role of cuckoldress. She truly wants a man who will punch the bloke in the face who gets fresh with her. A husband that will send threats back at anyone who leered inappropriately.
In balance to her tolerance of my proclivity towards cuckold fantasy, I have redoubled my love for her. Imagine her putting up with such a thing? She is an angel. And in response to her heavenliness, my devotion is boundless.
And she has met me in the middle. Her love for me, and familiarity with my inner soul, has driven her to be the freaking Meryl Streep of cuckold fantasy.
"The deal is done! Just waiting for the final signatures. The boss has the whole crew here still, he's asked we not leave yet." I texted.
"Great! I know your penis has weeks of lava, just waiting to erupt! Maybe tonight! Although sweety, my boyfriend did text me, he might be free for the weekend. Your cute wee wee has been left dry almost four weeks, it could wait for Monday, right?"
My erection shot up, banging against the underside of my desk. I groaned and leaned over my work area. She was so good. So good at this.
It occurred to me that she had been 'without' for a month too. Well, she confessed she masturbated a few times each week, but still, for a grown adult...going without real sex for weeks is an ordeal.
In contrast, my work regimen over this same time frame, which Barbi crossly described as 'torturous' had left me erectionless nearly 95% of the time. The other 5%? Yeah, me at my office...getting sexually teasing texts from my beloved. And since I won't masturbate here at the office (not even the men's room...the humiliation of being overheard!), my balls were expanded uncomfortably with stored up 'lava'.
If you think it impossible to 'go without' for weeks at a time, it is actually very common during military entry training camp. The rumors of 'saltpeter being mixed with the rations' is untrue. The stress and extreme pressure can send even the healthiest young male erectionless for weeks at a time.
Mr. Heitzel came out of his office. The dozen people on our open work floor turned to him. All conversation stopped.
"It's done!" Heitzel raised a ream of papers into the air.
Tumult! Temporary lull, and then another uproar!
I called Barbi. She answered on the third ring.
She was out of breath. "Honey, Maximus is here, could you call back in an hour?" Perfectly delivered.
I hastily sat behind my desk.