Part Three ~ Changing Attitudes
Angela was in her bedroom looking at her reflection in the mirror, she looked the same she thought, but so much else had changed in her life. She could not believe how easily she had succumbed to Tony he was certainly a charmer she thought with a reluctant smile.
He had those deep piercing eyes that seemed to hold her in awe of him, he had a subtle yet magnetic personality and with his self-confidence it was enough for her to give in to him. It was a great seduction technique especially on lonely women she thought getting angry with herself at her weakness.
It disturbed her how easily she had surrendered to him, she realised that being alone so much of the time she was vulnerable. She admitted there was no love shown to her by her husband, and that he was a mean spirited bully, but that was no reason to act as she had. Then yesterday, giving her self so willingly to Tony and his friend was just too much.
What made it worse was that she had enjoyed it and she woke up this morning with her mind in turmoil, but it in the cold light of day it just seemed so wrong to her and she was determined to try and put up some resistance to him, she had to get her mind around what was happening to her.
However, her pussy was throbbing, she was sore like she had never been with her husband, it was much deeper than he had ever been in her. It was a kind of dull ache from being penetrated to a depth she hadn't imagined possible, but was it an ache from her unused muscles being stretched or from wanting more? She wondered as she tried to convince her self that she was not missing Tony already.
So after she had showered, dressed and had her breakfast she pinned a note on the back door, explaining to Tony that she had to go out and then she left. She had no idea where she was going, but she needed to get away from him and the temptation she felt.
This became Angela's routine for the next few days, either going out for a couple of hours or inviting neighbours in for coffee so as she was not alone with him. She received several text messages from him on her mobile phone, some she ignored others she made some feeble excuse for not being at home, but what ever she did she could not stop thinking about him.
Tony was so different to Tom, her husband. He had been loving and caring after her session with him and Sam and had shown her gentleness and affection. Her attitude towards him was softening and the time that she had spent apart from him gave her time to compare her selfish husband with Tony and his affectionate manner.
After a few days her friend Jenny called her and asked her if things were ok with her. Angela tried to bluff her way unsuccessfully through the call, but she and Jenny were so close she just could not lie to her. She explained how she was feeling about things with her son and how angry with her self she had been and her confusion and frustration.
"Well rest assured," Jenny told her, "Tony is suffering just as you are; he thinks he has upset and offended you he is really upset about it.
"Oh the silly thing of course he hasn't," Angela assured her.
"He is really missing you so much, he is sulking around and is so miserable," Jenny told her.
After they said their goodbyes and the connection was broken Angela gave some though to what Jenny had told her and she decided to go home. When she arrived she saw Tony just finishing for the day. With her nerves on edge she walked up to him,
"hello," she said as cheerfully as she could.
He looked up at her and again she saw those deep expressive eyes looking into hers. "Oh hi," he replied as nonchalantly as possible. "I'm sorry, but I have top dash I have another job to go to," he explained apologetically.
Angela was surprised to feel a little disappointed, "oh that's a shame, but will you be here tomorrow?"
He smiled at her and she could see his eyes sparkle as he said, "yes of course I can't miss out my favourite customer can I?"
She chuckled with him she was starting to feel her depressive mood lifting; it was a nice comfortable feeling being with him again and she felt good chatting with him and she started to feel more light hearted and happy.
He apologised again telling her he really he had to go, so she moved towards him and kissed him lightly on his cheek and in a whisper said, "I am sorry I have been avoiding you recently, it was stupid and very juvenile of me."
He smiled warmly, "no need to apologise I really understand and I am sorry if I come on to heavy."
"You didn't at all and you really don't have to say sorry for anything, you know full well I enjoyed what we did,"
Tony grinned happily, kissed her cheek saying, "that's a relief I was worried," They smiled at each other then he went on his way but looked back and waved at her.
Angela smiled to her self and was surprised at how happy and relieved she felt, just being in his company for those few minutes had cheered her up immensely her pulse had quickened and more surprisingly her nipples had stiffened and she felt her pussy give a little tingle.
After a light salad dinner and some TV she bathed and went to bed, but she found it hard to fall sleep. She was thinking about Tony and realised that despite her turmoil and efforts to ignore him her feeling towards him had grown. Whenever Tom came into her mind she was easily able to push it aside.
When she woke up she felt more relaxed than in previous days, she was excited about seeing Tony and she had come to terms with her earlier worries. She thought back to the way they had made love together, and recalled how he had made her feel so feminine and sexy and as she thought about him those feelings started again.
It was so far from the norm for her to feel sexy, but she did this morning her sexual desire was very intense, god she thought with a giggle, I am almost frustrated and after years of almost going without it was a strangely exciting feeling.
