Kim and I stood in the kitchen chatting while we were making a couple drinks for ourselves and getting a couple beers for Jake and Matt. My stomach was doing flip flops as I was fighting off the urge to shove her against her kitchen counter and slide my tongue into her mouth.
I'd never thought too much about being with another woman until just recently and the fantasies had all always seemed just that, fantasies. I never for a moment though that I would be very attracted to a woman, but Kim wasn't like my other female friends, or the other women in the couples we had played with before. She was different; she had a smile that could light up the night. Her personality was just beaming with self assuredness and it wore off on me. I'd often stopped in mid-step at work and thought about her, wondered if she was going to be the first woman I'd be with.
I'd had so many fantasies about her and Matt with me and Jake over the past couple weeks, since the day we'd met and had coffee with them just a couple weeks prior. I would catch myself wondering what they were doing and thinking I must be nuts. Jake and I just seemed to click with them; they were open, honest and intelligent. They were forward, but yet discreet about their participation in the lifestyle. It was obvious by their behavior how completely in love with each other they were, which just added to the attraction for Jake and I.
Now, it seemed the fantasies were possibly going to become reality. She must have sensed my desire to kiss her and before I could speak, she'd pushed me against her counter and had quickly wrapped her arms around me and her hips were on mine. I felt the softness of her lips against mine as her tongue slowly slid into my mouth, probing in search of my tongue. I felt a million tingles throughout my body, and slowly slid my hands from her shoulders down to her waist. I wanted to reach around and cup her breasts in my hands, but was still unsure of myself. Although I had recently become slightly intimate with another woman, this was completely different, it wasn't in the heat of passion and it was no longer just to "see" if I was as attracted to women as I thought I was, this was real and standing right before me.
And I wanted it, I wanted it nearly as much as I wanted to see her riding Jake, to watch her mouth wrapped around his hard cock as his hand wrapped in her beautiful hair. I had envisioned her being the first woman who's clit I would lick, she'd done something to me that I simply couldn't explain and I wanted her to "teach me" how to please her. I'd even asked her to teach me, show me, and play with me while I play with her. I knew it had turned her on to know that I wanted her to be the first woman I'd been intimate with.
I wanted it for me first and foremost, but also for Jake. He wanted to see me be able to fulfill my fantasies, to feel another woman touching me, licking my clit, watching her fingers slide in and out of me and I wanted those feelings for myself. I wanted to feel, touch, lick, sense everything of another woman's body and I wanted it to be her. I had already set my mind to it; she was the perfect woman to be with for my first true experience. My fantasies about Kim had become somewhat distracting and overpowering the last few days and now that I was standing right in front of her, I wanted it all. As the kiss slowed, I sensed us being watched. Both the guys were standing at the doorway watching our interactions. A moment shared between two women, enjoyed by their husbands, Jake being there for my first kiss with another woman. I was so aroused I could feel that my panties were become quite moist.
"That was awesome," I mumbled, looking down at my feet. For a brief moment I became quite embarrassed at my fevered behavior and my obvious adoration of the feeling of her lips and tongue intertwined with mine. I bit my lower lip as I raised my head to look at Jake, his smile assured me that he was comfortable with what I was doing and wanted to see more. We turned from the guys and finished what we'd gone into the kitchen to do, then slowly walk back into the living room.
After what felt like hours, though I know it was only minutes, she suggested we all make our way to the hot tub. I was all for it by that point, feeling that I could hold control of my desires if we all just relaxed and chatted in the hot tub. As we climbed in, I sat close to Jake, feeling his hand slide to my crotch, his fingers lightly brushing across my clit. My breathing became erratic, as I was already turned on and now even more so. I couldn't take much more of this, I'd been envisioning scenarios with Matt and Kim for two weeks and I was so pent up my clit was throbbing with desire. He continued ever so lightly rubbing my clit and I knew Matt and Kim knew what he was doing under the water. Looking over to them I noticed Matt's hand under the water, between Kim's legs and I had an overwhelming desire to know what his fingers would feel like against my clit and if she would enjoy Jakes touching, rubbing and teasing her, sliding his fingers into her, and then bringing them back out.
I resisted the urge to just walk over to them, but, while I was resisting, they'd obviously decided to come over to the side of the hot tub we were on. Matt sad beside me and Kim moved to sit beside Jake.
"Do you mind if I touch your wife?" Matt politely asked Jake.
