My name is Bill Jackson. I am a 42 year old manager in a construction firm in Los Angeles. I had met my wife, Ellen, 12 years ago when she was 21 and worked as a file clerk outside my office.
What had caught my eye were the tight jeans she wore that hugged her shapely ass. She also had a nice set of tits. Nothing fantastic but I had guessed they were 34 C's. She was quite attractive and gave a good overall impression.
I had been divorced from my first wife for about 4 years and had no children. I always wanted to have children so things just seemed to fall into place with Ellen working outside my office and taking care of the project files.
Ellen and I began to going out to lunch and after a couple of weeks I asked her to spend the weekend with me. The weekend was enjoyable, and the sex and companionship was great. We began to date frequently and soon became exclusive. A couple of months went by before Ellen told me she was pregnant. I asked her if she wanted an abortion or if she wanted to get married. She said she did not want an abortion. We were married the next weekend in a private ceremony. I was very happy because I knew it was time to start a family. I was 30 years old and I wanted to have kids while I was still young enough to enjoy them. I wanted to be an active part of my kids' life.
I had noticed that Ellen had become very quiet and withdrawn during the pregnancy. It was not an experience she enjoyed. What I didn't realize at the time was that Ellen had married me to escape living with her mother, and that she no real interest in having kids, having previously aborted two from a past boyfriend.
About three months before our first son was to be born, Ellen quit her job to stay home as a full time housewife and soon to be mom. Our second and third sons followed quickly and within 3-1/2 years we had three healthy sons.
With three active young sons, Ellen was extremely busy and was often exhausted by the time I cam home. I did appreciate her efforts at being a mom; however, the decline in her desire to have sex left me a bit on edge.
I notice that Ellen's attitude began to change when she turned 30. The kids were now all in grade school and I had assumed Ellen would be able to relax a bit more and pay more attention to me. Unfortunately, our sex life continued to remain at a low ebb.
I never really knew what Ellen was doing during the day with the kids in school. I looked back at what my mom used to do - cleaning the house, doing the laundry, shopping for food and the kids' clothes, taking the kids to soccer practice. I assumed Ellen's day would be pretty much the same as what I had seen my mom do.
One day, Ellen approached me after dinner and told me she would like to find a part-time job. She said she was getting bored staying at home by herself during the day. I was a little concerned because I didn't see how she could she could make lunches, get the kids off to school, clean house, do the laundry, take the kids to soccer practice, go shopping, and still find the time for a job. I was worried that her health may suffer from plain exhaustion.
Ellen spent a few weeks looking and then by word-of-mouth found a part-time job as a book keeper for a small local gym. She told me that she would be given a free member ship and would only work from 8:00AM until noon. This would allow her to get the kids off to school and come home after work to do the necessary chores before the kids got home. She told me that if there was ever an emergency at school, the school could reach her at work and she would only be 10 minutes away. Ellen's appeared to have thought this out carefully and I could find no flaw in her logic. So I told her, "Go for it."
Ellen started work and seemed to get an emotional lift from having to interface with adults at work. Things seemed to settle into a well-established routine and Ellen demeanor substantially improved.
A few months after her she started work, Ellen approached me with a request to take advantage of the gym's free membership. She wanted to go to the gym early in the morning from 4:30AM to 6:00AM to exercise then come back home to get the kids off to school and then head off to work at 8:00AM. Because of my commute, I had to leave the house at 6:30AM so I really didn't see any conflict with the family's overall schedule.
A few months went by and I began to notice Ellen getting her old figure back. She had dropped 20 lbs and was now carrying 120 lbs on her 5'-4' frame. When I complemented her on her efforts, she surprised me by telling me she felt her boobs were too small. She told me she wanted breast enhancements to make her boobs perky again.
I realized after having 3 kids, she deserved the implants especially if it would improve our stale sex life. Ellen got her implants and it took her a couple of weeks to fully recover. Apparently, the surgeon inserted the implants through her arm pits to make them look and feel more realistic. He did a very good job and she was ecstatic with the results. Ellen again returned to her part-time job and early morning workouts. Things got back into the grove of every day family life. But that was soon to change dramatically.
It was early Saturday morning and I was cleaning out Ellen's car. As I took out the floor mat on the driver's side, I noticed a small cellophane bag underneath the car seat. I pulled out the small bag and notice it was partially filled with white powder. I had no idea what was in the bag but the possibility that the bag contained drugs crossed my mine. I began to get an uneasy feeling. Where would Ellen get drugs? Could the drugs belong to a friend? What in the hell was going on! What was Ellen doing during the day?
I decided not to tell Ellen what I had found. I need to time to think things out and talk to an old friend who lived life walking on the fence. If the substance in the bag was a drug, my bud Tommy would know.
That afternoon, I asked Ellen if she could take the kids to their soccer games because I needed to get an oil change for my car. I told her I would be back in a couple hours. I left the house and headed across town to Tommy's apartment.
Just as I was about to knock on Tommy's door, the door opened and Tommy bent down to grab his newspaper. It had been a couple of years and Tommy was surprised to see me. I told him the kids, family life, and weekend soccer games was keeping me busy and chasing skirts with my old single buds was probably not practical. When he laughed, I told him I needed a favor. He told me, "That's what friends are for."
I entered his apartment and I showed him what I had found under Ellen's car seat. He open the bag, wet his index finger, and tapped the white substance. He brought out a small amount on his finger tip, looked at it, and touched it to his tongue. Tommy casually said, "Meth."