Prologue
However long you have lived with someone, even in the most intimate of relationships, there are some things you keep hidden from each other. Take my case, for example — until just the other day I had no idea that throughout our married life my recently-deceased wife, Helen had kept a detailed and very explicit diary. Shortly after her death, I decided to clear the house and put it up for sale before moving to somewhere smaller and easier to maintain. I was going through her clothes and other effects when I found several volumes of personal reminiscences in her lingerie drawer along with a selection of sex toys.
We'd met at university when I was doing my PhD in physiology and Helen, who was a few years younger, was studying for a degree in sociology and psychology. After she graduated, she did a further year at teacher training college before getting a job teaching in the local grammar school. In a sense I never left university because I applied for a job as a lecturer in the department where I had already spent seven years.
I was a bit of a high flyer, and when the department expanded in the early seventies to accommodate the increase in school leavers going on to university, I was appointed to a new chair in microbial physiology. Helen left teaching after the children were born and only went back to work when they had completed their education. By then, secondary education was going through a major upheaval and she didn't feel inclined to return to her original career. However, she was agreeably surprised to find that people with her background were in demand in business, and she found a post as a personnel manager in a new and ambitious company in a nearby town.
We did not have sex until we were engaged to be married. We discovered during the early years of our marriage that the fantasy of fucking other people considerably enhanced the pleasure of our sex lives. The sixties were a time of increased sexual freedom and experimentation and it was only a small step to indulge our fantasies by swapping with a few like minded couples from our circle of friends, eventually becoming part of a larger wife swapping set in our village. This was long before HIV put a dampener on things, and we all enjoyed bareback sex with many different partners.
I'm certain that some of the women found the risk of falling pregnant very arousing, but Helen always wore a diaphragm and douched afterwards. Normally, we would meet for a few nibbles and drinks at someone's house, and after pairing up, go to our homes for a night of fucking. Occasionally, however, we would have an orgy, and since we had a large house with a secluded garden which had been left to me when my parents died, we would usually be the hosts. Even now, when I remember the exciting games that we played, I get a pleasant stirring in my cock and balls.
The arrival of children put a temporary end to the parties, although we occasionally had a hot weekend with one or two close friends when we we're able to pack the children off to their grandparents. However, once the children had grown and left home, we were able to resume our sexually liberated lifestyle once more.
Helen had been strictly straight up to then, but she discovered to her delight that she rather enjoyed sex with other ladies. Helen had always had the stronger libido, whilst I was more of a voyeur, and often just enjoyed watching my wife fucking other men while I masturbated. So, for her fifty-fifth birthday, I bought her a hot-wife ankle bracelet which I encouraged her to wear whenever we went out for the evening and on holiday.
Reading Helen's diary took me right back to those heady and very naughty days of our youth and middle age — just memories now that I am in my eighties.
I'm not sure how much of what she wrote was factual and how much fantasy, because she always had a lively and inventive imagination, but I spent a very pleasant and arousing day reading its pages. Now that she is sadly no longer with us, I thought it would be nice to publish a few titbits for the enjoyment of other connoisseurs of erotic adventures. For literary purposes, I chose a representative selection of daily entries which, although they give the impression our life was one of non-stop sexual activity, were not necessarily from the same week or even the same year. I have also changed the names of the participants, some of whom are still alive, although like me they are now all in their declining years.
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Helen's Diary of Sexual Pleasure
Monday.
Mondays are what I call my 'girlie' night. Hubby Ken goes to his Rotary Club meeting on a Monday night and, as it is thirty miles away and he likes to have a drink or two with his friends, he usually stays the night in the hotel. I'm told they allow women to join these days, but as they are certainly all very respectable and probably ugly as old boots. I used to be sure he didn't get up to anything naughty - but I changed my mind recently. We had been to a partners evening — a posh black tie event with lots of boring speeches — and, as we had both been drinking, we decided to stay overnight in the hotel.
As we went to Reception to check in, another couple were ahead of us and I recognised them from the dinner. The woman was very good looking and was dressed rather revealingly in a long, figure-hugging black dress that plunged to her waist and barely covered her ample boobs. The way she looked at Ken was distinctly suggestive, and when I quizzed him once we were in our room, he told me she was the Club Secretary and that she often stayed overnight after the Monday meeting. Later, when we were enjoying a cuddle after making love, he admitted that they usually shared the room and that she gave a fantastic blow job. I suggested that it would be nice to invite them round for dinner some time, and see what developed; to which he agreed rather enthusiastically — rather too enthusiastically I thought...
Usually, it is just the three of us girls, and we have a great time licking each other's pussies and playing with our toys. There is nothing quite like the exquisite feeling of another woman sucking my clit with two fingers or more up my cunt, and I love the taste of a juicy pussy. The best however, is when I am riding a strap-on dildo cowgirl fashion with my other friend licking and sucking my clit. I just keep cumming and cumming in waves until I almost pass out with pleasure.
Last night was extra special though. We invited a pretty young stud to join us for a night of fun. There are plenty of fit college boys who are hung like a horse and who will jump at the chance to fuck an older woman. They can keep going all night, and when they climax the amount of hot cum is incredible. I do love the taste and feel of hot cum hitting the back of my throat or filling my cunt.
We fucked in every possible position and combination; you just wouldn't believe the delicious things we did. At one point I had a rock hard cock in my cunt whilst my girlfriends kissed and fingered each other, and when he came there was spunk everywhere.It was fucking amazing. He soon recovered watching the three of us pleasuring each other, and my girlfriends each had their turn on his cock. Before they went home in the early hours, we treated him to a final blow job in the shower, and everyone went home very satisfied. I had to put the sheets in the washer, they were so sticky with cum and sweat; and I threw all the windows open to blow away the gorgeous smell of hot sex.
When I heard hubby's car in the drive this morning, I wanted to give him a nice surprise to welcome him home. So I sat down on a chair in the sitting room facing the door, with my legs spread and masturbating with my fingers and a dildo. That got him excited, but he nearly blew his load when I told him all the delicious details of my fantastic night. We had a great couple of hours fucking before it was time to get lunch.
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Tuesday.
We are members of an adult club and usually go every Tuesday night. Last night I hooked up with an old friend soon after we arrived and we went off to a viewing room to fuck while hubby watched through the window. When we came back, hubby went off on his own and I spent a pleasant hour going round the various rooms to watch the exciting action. While I was sitting at the bar with a long drink, a younger man I had never met before, came to sit beside me. He looked rather tasty, and he had a very pretty cock, and as I was ready for another fuck I leaned across to give him a kiss. We kissed and caressed for a while until he suggested we find somewhere private in order to take things to a satisfying conclusion.
As we were leaving I saw hubby with a young woman who was bending over giving him a blow job while another man fucked her from behind. He told me later that the man was her husband, and that they went and found a private room for a threesome which ended with him fucking the young lady doggie fashion while her husband lay on his back with his head between her thighs so he could lick her pussy. As far as I know, hubby has always been straight, but he said that the man licked his balls and even cleaned up his cock after he had cum and that set me wondering whether I could persuade him to try a bit of all-male action one day soon with one of my young lovers.
As my cunt was a tiny bit sore, I finished the evening by giving several men a blow job while their wives watched. I really fancy myself as a bit of a blow job queen. I start off by sucking their balls while circling their shaft between the finger and thumb of one hand, and stroking them until they are really hard and throbbing. Some men like me to stick a couple of fingers up their rectum to stimulate their prostate — I've found that makes them even more excited. Then I take just the swollen head of their cock and stick the tip of my tongue in their little pee hole to taste their pre-cum — that makes them groan which I love to hear: it makes me feel so powerful. When I sense that they are ready to cum, I slide my mouth right down their shaft until I have swallowed the whole length of their tool — I pride myself that I can take at least eight inches — and then I gently squeeze their balls until they shoot their load down my throat. I learned a new trick last week when I found that I could stick my tongue out and lick their balls when I had taken the whole of their prick — wow, that really makes them cum hard.