For a couple with so much to say to each other, they sat in silence for the next few minutes, looking at each other awkwardly, as they slowly ate. They were getting used to these quiet times before the real conversation starts. As Tom cleared away the breakfast things they knew the silence was coming to an end and the time to talk had come.
It was a pretty wild night and Sarah expressed how she was worried she went too far. With tears in her eyes, she expressed her worry that it was all a big mistake. Tom reassured her that they had agreed they would both live out new experiences and that would likely include things that were wild and way beyond their old life. He went on the explain the text conversation with Kate and how he had opportunities to stop things but wanted her to enjoy herself fully. Sarah was reassured by this, and her worried look turned into a broad smile. They hugged each other tightly and stood in the embrace for what seemed like forever.
"How was it," Tom asked nervously.
"Ok," Sarah looked at the table unable to look at her husband as she answered.
"What, just ok? Did he make you cum?"
"Yes, several times" Sarah lifted her head looking Tom in the eyes now as she spoke. The tears had gone as she knew Tom still loved her.
"once we got to the apartment everyone paired off and started getting hot and heavy. It was just so erotic. I looked around and Neil had Karen's tits out and she looked so into him. I was getting so turned on so when Paul pulled my dress down I just let him. The whole group was so confident and outgoing. they knew exactly what they wanted and that was each other. Paul was so dominant, I couldn't stop and with everything else going on around me, I don't think I wanted to anyway." Sarah paused.
"That's ok honey, go on, I love you."
"I love you too, it's was just so different. With you, it is loving and tender and our feelings for each make it so loving. With him, it was all raw sex. There was no love about it, it was pure pleasure and excitement. It took hold of me and I couldn't stop myself or him. Kate was so right about things, I was swept up in everything and wanted to experience it all.
It was like there was a different side to me and I had to please him. I wanted him to have me, no, I needed him to fuck me, possess me. I'm sorry honey."
"Wow, that's pretty intense. How do you feel this morning?"
"I don't know. I feel like I need to say it's a one-time thing, but it was so exciting and intense, I want to experience more. It's not that I have any feelings for anyone else, I love only you. But the pure, exciting dominant sex was so intense, I do want more. Do you hate me now?"
"So it looks like we have opened a box. Together we decided to open that box and I love you more now than ever. You are my new exciting sexy wife and I love where we are going.
I could never hate you, but it makes me nervous where this could lead us."
"Paul has asked me to see him again."
"Do you want to?"
"Last night was....wow, but I'm not sure. I'm not sure where it might lead us. I'm scared of what it could mean for us."
"We both agreed and we have our deal. If it's scary and we aren't sure we say yes don't we?"
"Last night was wild. I never intended to have sex with him, but I just couldn't stop myself, that's what scares me.
He knows exactly the buttons to press, he dominated me and I wanted him to. I guess yes, I do want to see him again?"
"I did agree to you dating and I enjoyed last night as well, seeing you so happy. Perhaps we just relax and go with our new life and know I am OK with wherever it leads. I love you unconditionally and believe in my heart we will always be together and happy."
"You know I do as well, you will always be the love of my life," Sarah said as she put her arms around Tom and they kissed.
"Wow, that's quite a kiss." Said Tom when they finally separated. "What I was going to say is, we have to agree that neither of us will do anything to get between our love. Sex is fun, but our love is something very special."
"I love you so much too. Now I need to get you back in bed."
Sarah took Tom's hand leading him back to the bedroom. They made love, no they fucked, with a desire and passion that was becoming the new normal for them.
After an hour they showered and got dressed. "OK, I am hungry after that. how about we give Kate a call and see if she and John want to come down to the boardwalk for brunch." Said Tom.
"That sounds good"
An hour later they were sitting in a café looking out at the beach. Kate and John were talking about last night and how much they enjoyed having Sarah and Tom as friends. Tom and Sarah said how much they had enjoyed the evening as well and how happy they were to find such friendly neighbours who had helped them so much by introducing them to the area and being included in their group of friends. They all laughed at that last statement.
Sarah joked, "Have you ever had a friend in the group that didn't end up having sex?"
Kate knew this might come up. Although Sarah had made it a joke it was a serious question, Kate called this post first-time nerves. She had been through it herself and knew how Tom and Sarah were feeling. "We have had some who tried but it didn't end well"
"What do you mean"
"Well, we have had a couple who joined us at nights out at the clubs. They didn't attend parties or go back for after drinks, like last night as they said they didn't want to join in. We are all ok with that, but I think you experienced how intoxicating those nights can be last night. At some point, the wife succumbs and ends up in some stud's bed with her legs over his shoulders getting pounded. Because they have already agreed as a couple they don't want to go that far, that usually ends up being behind the husband's back, or with a lot of recrimination and blame."
"that's not good, that would destroy trust in a couple. " Sarah said with a frown.
"Exactly. Tom, have you noticed yet? Sarah, look around you. Every man here watched you walk in. You have been propositioned multiple times since you have been here and ended up soundly fucked last night. This might be news to you Sarah, but you are a super hot and sensual woman, guys will be hitting on you, hoping to get between those lovely thighs of yours."
"yes, I have noticed. I always knew Sarah was hot, but in our old world things were a lot more conservative" said Tom.
"Well, living here is a different world. Most people have a far more open approach to life, looking to experience life to the fullest. Not everyone is the same though, some approach it like they are looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend, but there are many here who are driven by a deeper desire. Paul is one of those, he is a dominant guy who goes after what he desires, and that is you. If you continue to socialize with us it will happen, again and again, there will be no way to stop it. He will have you.
How is your relationship and sex life since you moved here?"
Sarah responded "We love each other deeply and are open to exploring, but we are worried where it all may lead us. I don't think we have ever been this close; we talk all the time; I am so happy. We are also having more and better sex than ever."
"I agree, I think we are so much better as a couple since we arrived here" added Tom.
"So, experiences so far have had a positive effect and you are both really happy."
"You both have a choice. Given what I have said, if you and Sarah continue to socialize with our group, Sarah will be going on dates and will be getting fucked. If you are OK with that, I can tell you more, if not then we don't want to hurt you both so we will back off a bit and not expose you to that side of our lives
and Tom, you are a good looking guy. A few of our friends have said they want to fuck you as well, so don't think it all about Sarah."
Tom looked at Sarah who looked back at him with a strange look on their faces. They both loved each other and their new adventurous life and didn't want it to end. Sarah wondered if Tom noticed that Kate had said she would be going on dates, the thought had her excited.
Tom was first to speak. "Neither of us wants to stop being part of this lifestyle, so I guess we are all in"
Tom looked over at Sarah to gauge her reaction. She now had a wide smile, and her eyes were full of excitement.
John interjected, "That lines up well with the new deal you mentioned"
Sarah startled, looked over at Tom, "you said we weren't going to mention the deal to anyone."
"Sorry honey, it sort of slipped out when I got the video last night. I just talked to someone and John was there."
"That's ok, I guess we both lost control a little last night."
Kate asked, "so, what's this new deal?"
Tom went on to explain how they had spoken about the lifestyle in their new home and the new deal they had agreed to help them enjoy everything and keep themselves safe. He explained the safeword, although he didn't say what it was.
Kate sat back and exclaimed," ah, now it makes sense. All night Sarah kept checking her phone looking concerned. I thought you kept messaging Tom but now you have explained that I am guessing that wasn't the case. Were you checking if Tom was sending you the safeword?"
Sarah took a deep breath and replied, "Ok, you guess right. We took a huge step last night and our deal made it so exciting and opened a whole new world for me. I was on edge all night though and even though I had a fun night, I was so worried about how you would feel and had gone too far. I kept checking in case I missed a message and you were upset with me."
"We said that if we had any issues we could use the safe word at any time." Said Tom trying to reassure her. "If I was upset I could have messaged you"
"I know and that's what had me scared. I kept checking my phone worried that you would message with the safe word and I would miss it. I was so on edge all night. I don't think I can do that again. What happens if I miss you sending the safe word and doing something that makes you hate me?"
Tom looked lovingly at Sarah, "know there is nothing you can do that would make me hate you." He reached out and held her hand.
Kate leaned forward. "ok, we need to tweak the deal a little. Sarah, Paul is so exciting isn't he?"
Sarah looked embarrassed "Yes"
"What did you like the most?"
"It was all so exciting. He was so dominant and erotic. He wanted me and he just wrapped me up and took me, that was so intoxicating"
"We can come back to what that means in a minute. Paul is very dominant and last night he set his sights on Sarah and wouldn't stop until he gets what he wants. He would never force anyone, but he is very persuasive if you know what I mean. So, if Tom had sent you a message to stop, would you have been able to?"
Sarah looked down, "I'm not sure."