I'm sorry to have to tell you this way, but I know that you won't be home from your trip for another few days, and I have to confess now. You know how I've been complaining that you spend too much time on the road? Well, this trip was the hardest yet. You've been gone for almost 3 weeks now, and between the children and the dog and the housework and the bills and everything else, I feel like I've been going nuts, and that's not even counting the lack of sex! That latest toy that you bought me is just great, but it's certainly no substitute for you. I know that you have to go, and I hate whining, but I need to explain why I've been unhappy in order to help you understand what happened.
The other morning I dropped Shaun and Patrick off at school, and then headed out to the garden center. I needed to pick up that new rose bush for the front garden, and since they were on sale I thought that I would get it then (I know, I know...I'm ALWAYS buying plants!) I went around to the back- you know, the big greenhouse? No one was there that I could see, so I just wandered around, looking at what they had in stock, and planning that new side garden that you're going to dig for me. I was standing there smelling the rosemary bushes- you know how I love rosemary!, and all of a sudden one new worker, at least he must be new because I'd certainly never seen him before, came in through the side door and stood there just looking at me.
I guess that I must have looked awful- since I was just going to the garden center, I hadn't really put on decent clothes- just those old denim cutoffs that I've had since high school, and my pink t-shirt that you gave me last Valentines Day. I know, I know- I'm not supposed to wear it out of the house since I got my implants, but it was the first thing that I saw when I got up this morning. Anyway, he stood there just staring at me...not saying anything at all. He was young- his blonde hair was kind of falling down over his eyes, and his jeans left nothing to the imagination at all...I could see a HUGE bulge in the front of them, that seemed to get bigger as my eyes rested on it.
I could feel my face getting a bit hot- I know that you keep telling me to keep my eyes open and LOOK at people, but he was the first man that I'd seen in ages that turned me on. There was something about him- the broad shoulders, the hair...he had the bluest eyes that I'd ever seen, so blue that I could see their color even from where I was standing. I wondered what it would be like to kiss him with those eyes looking back at me, and even more, I wondered exactly what that bulge in his jeans really looked like. Turning to hide the color in my face, I bent down to look at the table of herbs in front of me.
"Can I help you with anything, ma'am?" His deep voice called to me from across the room.
I mumbled that I was just looking, grabbed the first three pots that I could find, put them in my arms, and started off towards the front building to pay for them and get out of there. I knew myself well enough to know that if I didn't, I was going to do something that I might regret later.
I didn't realize until I got to the door that there was NO way that I could open it with all of the plants in my arms, so I turned to put one down, and there he was. Right beside me. Not only were those incredible eyes looking straight into mine, but I could smell him...that musky masculine odor, mixed with garden dirt...you KNOW what that does to me. I just looked at him- those eyes, a long, straight nose, little cleft in his chin...I was lost. I can't explain it, Husband...you know that I love you, and that I've never wanted you more than I do right now, but I didn't even think- I just reacted.
As his strong hands reached out to circle my waist I dropped my pots full of plants and stepped into his arms. He lifted me up and swung me around- moving me away from the shards of pottery, and sitting me on top of the sturdy table behind him. His arms were around me in a second, pulling me close as I raised my lips to his. My mouth opened automatically as his tongue searched mine out- he felt so different from you, but I just couldn't help it. I pulled his head down to mine and responded...at that moment, there was nothing that I wanted more than to have him close to me. I ran my hands over his broad shoulders, and then ducked my head down to fasten my mouth on his nipple as I pulled his shirt up. I was like a crazy woman...you would have thought that it was years since I'd had sex instead of just a few weeks.
I peeked up at him as I ran my tongue around his nipple, and saw him staring down at me with unbridled lust in his eyes. He reached down my shirt and slid his hand inside my bra, rubbing my nipple as I sucked on his. You know how you always say that I have the world's greatest mouth? Well, I think that he thought so too, because before I knew it he had his jeans unzipped and was pulling out the longest dick I'd ever seen. It was beautiful...I stopped my work on his nipple and looked at it in awe as he pulled it out.
"See anything you like?" he asked, watching my parted lips, and my nipples sticking out as far as they could through my shirt.
"Oh, God...may I?" I asked as I slid off of the table onto my knees in front of him.
