My partner, Mike, and I have lived in Seattle for years and have been married for 15 with two children, both in middle school. I am a stay at home mother and although I used to have a career in retail we eventually redesigned our budget and downsized slightly enough to let me quit. It was what I always wanted but it turned out better than expected!
After one night I asked my husband about the porno flick I had heard him watching. Turns out he was watching a movie about a wife who met up with her ex lover and the husband approved.
"This seriously turns you on?" I asked. I was in shock after he said yes and I spent weeks thinking about it. This was before I had quit my job so my time alone was limited. I occasionally returned home before Mike and had time to get off. I kept thinking about men I had been with and men I had seen even the same day. I tried to resist thinking this as I rubbed my clit but after what Mike had revealed to me, my insides felt a new fantastical freedom. I remembered again the feeling of being filled until I almost hurt and my nipples being so sensitive because I was so turned on that I could climax in minutes. Those were the days! I found myself driving home from work early more and more often.
I came hard like this (alone) for weeks until one night I told Mike we could have sex. He was more than excited since we rarely did it anymore. I even wore a cute thong for him but as soon as we started I remembered why. It was just never satisfying for me. Still, I had made him horny and excited so I made the best of it. As we were in missionary and my mind was wandering about everything BUT sex, I suddenly had an idea. I whispered in his ear: "picture me fucking another man right now...". He pounded into me harder and I thought about what I had just said and I reached down and rubbed my clit at the same time and we both climaxed in about a minute. I had never orgasmed with Mike that way.