With apologies to Dickens. The story is rather long but it had to be published together. For those people who prefer shorter stories, I have split it up into six bite-size chunk parts that can be read (and enjoyed, I hope) separately. Any constructive criticism, positive or negative, is really appreciated. Votes are nice too.
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Love is like the moon; when it does not increase it decreases. Segur
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Part One
"What d'you mean, he does nothing, Emma." The older woman shook her long blonde hair in utter amazement and the look of shock in her sapphire blue-eyes made her attractive younger neighbor smile back across the kitchen table.
"It's not compulsory you know, Liz," Emma replied.
"Oh yes it is, Ems. Even the most boring husbands do something for Valentine's Day. I don't know, yucky chocolates, a few tired roses – something, anyway."
Emma's pretty smile broadened even wider. "That's just the point, Liz. It's so predictable. Where's the passion and romance in that?"
"It's in the fun and the fantasy, Emma, in your soul. If I know my Nick, I'll probably get rubber crotchless panties and an obscene card. Then he'll hope a surf'n turf with beer down the steak bar will persuade me to let him consummate the evening by sticking his cock up my ass. After that, he'll be snoring in my ear all night."
Emma laughed loudly, her raven black curls dancing in the light as she shook her head in mock despair at her friend.
"Liz, you're really terrible! Your husband is much more romantic than that and I know he worships the ground you walk on. Hell, I get sick of hearing Nick go on about the blonde, blue eyed Venus who makes his life worth living."
"And I thought his secretary was a brunette! No, seriously Emma, I'm just joking. Maybe I do exaggerate a bit, well, maybe a lot; maybe he's not that bad. The point is, Em, if you're a man you've gotta do something; be a bit romantic, live the fantasy. Isn't that what we got married for really – not the daily grind and looking in the mirror to watch our curvy bits heading south?"
Emma looked wistful as she stretched out a long, pale slender arm and helped herself to another glass of cold Chablis from the half-empty bottle on Liz's kitchen table.
"Well, we used to I suppose," she sighed. "The first few years we were married, we were worse than school kids, celebrating everything from birthdays to the first time we met. Lots of silly surprises, champagne and sexy lingerie but, that all sort of stopped. It wasn't a conscious thing; I guess we just grew out of it. Anyway, David's so busy these days and he's away so often, it doesn't make sense."
Emma could see the puzzled look in her friend's face and felt the need to explain further.
"No, Liz, really; what David and I have got is deep and true and eternal. I promise you. I love him dearly and I'm sure he's right. He always says after ten years together we should be mature enough not to need all that silly flim-flam. At least I know for certain there won't be any panties for me on Saturday, crotchless rubber or otherwise!"
"God, girl! You sound more than brother and sister than man and wife. Is that what you want? Do you still lust after his body and want him to ravish you like a caveman?"
Not only mortified at her friend's question Emma was also indignant and bitterly hurt, "Of course I still want him!"
Liz saw she had touched a raw nerve and wished she had been more sensitive with her best friend. "I'm so sorry, Ems, I really didn't mean to be rude or upset you. I was just surprised, that's all. Please, please forgive me, let's change the subject."
A second bottle of wine had been emptied before Emma finally said goodnight to her friend and neighbor and slipped back next door. In the darkness of the hall, she saw the red flashing light of the answering machine and distractedly pressed the play button.
"Sorry, darling, we've hit a few snags down here. Looks like I could be stuck here over the weekend, it can't be helped. Sorry I didn't catch you tonight, I'll call tomorrow. Lots of love."
"Damn him," thought Emma, as she hit the erase switch so hard she nearly broke the machine. "Damn him, damn him, damn him! He sounds so bloody casual about it too."
She damned Liz too, for raising things in her mind that she would rather not think about. What was it, "more like brother and sister?"
That struck a raw nerve. David was a good man, always faithful; as far as she knew, but these days it was more like good friends than good lovers. They were becoming life-long companions rather than the feral, sexual beasts of a few years back and she felt the loss deep in her soul. They were on the treadmill to live the American dream, weren't they? A decade slogging to build careers and make a decent life, a few baby-making fucks and, whoopy-doopy, she'd soon be a fully paid-up soccer mom with sagging tits and a sagging libido.
It was easy to picture the scenario. "No, no, David not tonight, Esmeralda might hear. And, anyway, I've got to take Hermione to ballet class at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."
Aaarggghh! She knew that she wanted, needed even, to be much more physical, sexual; to be herself. It wasn't kids. God she wanted kids, but not at the expense of her life, her very being. Hadn't her Dad always told her, "I may be a simple country boy at heart, but don't let any of those fancy-pants college types tell you any different. A woman's place is to be herself. She ain't goin' to satisfy nobody, her kids, her man, 'specially not herself, if she don't stay true to her real self. I expect a daughter of mine to stay focused on her own life, like her Mom, whatever the rednecks and them Ivy League commies say."
It was right, Emma knew in her heart, but pretty amazing coming from a guy like her Dad. God, how she loved him! Few men thought like that and she'd believed David thought like Pop. Good grief, growing up on the farm in Wyoming there was little standing on ceremony or embarrassment about showing emotional feelings or the basic realities of bodily functions. Perhaps Princeton and city life weren't really for her.
She'd just told Liz she loved David and she did but, she asked herself, these days was it really romantic, passionate emotion? Sure, they still slept together, when he was there, and they made love; if not as often as she'd like. No, that wasn't right. They had perfunctory sex!
Tears welling in her chestnut eyes, she poured another glass of wine, went into her bedroom and started to undress. Despite her apparent middle-class primness, Emma knew she had dark, sexual urges; basic country girl realities that weren't understood these days by her husband and all her city friends; fantasies that the strong handsome man in the photo on the nightstand used to love to fulfill but seemed to have moved away from these days.
She looked at her tall, slender, pale body in the mirrored doors of the closet. Memories of the wild, early days with David came to her mind. She remembered the illicit midnight skinny-dipping in the college pool, the naked, horizontal workout sessions in the back seat of David's beat-up old Nissan. Where had the fire gone?
As she eased her svelte, naked body into the lonely king-sized bed, she squeezed her firm milky white breasts. They weren't exactly porn star magnitude, but they certainly used to be big enough to take her husband's large hard erection pumping between them until he came all over her face and neck. Emma remembered with a wry grin how shocked David had been when she'd first asked him to 'titty fuck' her. God, how she used to love shocking him, the prissy New Englander, with her understanding of sex in the raw and its possibilities.
With memories of wild, raunchy sex going through her head, she became aware of the aching between her legs. One hand traced over the damp curls on her mound to comfort her soaking, throbbing pussy while the other reached out to the nightstand drawer for her silver vibrator. At just 32 years old, she thought it seemed a pretty sad life.
"This just isn't enough!" she screamed inwardly. "I need a hot, hard cock. He's got to be told, shape up or ship out. I just wish somehow he could see what's going wrong with us."
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Part Two
After an awful day in the clients' office, David just wanted to get rid of his co-worker and get to bed as quickly as possible. However, politeness demanded they eat together in the hotel restaurant first.
"Err, about the weekend, David," Paul started nervously, as they sipped coffee. "You see, it's Valentine's on Saturday and, well, I know it's a bit silly but, I like to make a bit of fuss of Suzie..."
"I understand, it's no problem, Paul. We don't need two of us to stay over; I can handle things 'til Monday. Go home for the weekend if you want to."
"Well, if you're really sure that's all right, David. I mean, that's great, thanks a lot. But what about you? Won't Emma get upset if you don't make it back for the fourteenth?"
The tall, dark haired man sat back in his chair and chuckled.
"Oh no, Emma won't mind at all, probably only too glad to have a weekend to herself. She's always understood the job comes first and, anyway, she's not into all that superficial nonsense about hearts and flowers."
"But, David..."
"To an outsider we may look like a boring married couple but, actually, we're very happy the way we are. We've got a really deep relationship, like soulmates, I guess. We don't need that superficial kind of stuff to keep the romance alive."
A short while later, undressing in his room, David was still smiling to himself about Paul's sentimental silliness as he poured himself a large brandy and got into bed.
Sleep was a long time coming. He tossed and turned restlessly for ages before falling into a fitful doze. Something was wrong. His brain seemed to be running on fast-forward or some wire had tripped. He didn't know if he was having a strange dream or a frightful nightmare. Suddenly there was a strange calm and he imagined a very old gnarled man dressed in a flowing white Roman toga was shaking his shoulder urgently.