Matt sat on the sofa, waiting impatiently for Liz to return. She'd been gone for about four hours now, much longer than they'd planned. She hadn't returned any of his texts, or calls and he was starting to get worried. Just as he was beginning to think that this wasn't such a good idea, after all, he heard the front door opening and the sound of Liz's voice, along with more than one male voice.
Christ, are we actually going to do this?
Matt thought as he waited for Liz and her new friends to enter the room.
It had all started a week ago, not long after Matt's thirtieth birthday when Liz had come home from her job managing a care home a little earlier than he'd expected.
"What are you doing?" Liz asked, shocked by the sight before her as walked into the bedroom, seeing Matt hurriedly pulling the bedsheets over himself, shutting the laptop before she had a chance to see what he'd been looking at.
Matt looked up, pulling the headphones from his ears, his face reddening from embarrassment. He hadn't heard her come in and couldn't think of anything to say.
"Were you playing with yourself? For fuck sake, you were watching porn, weren't you?" Liz shouted, obviously now angry with him.
Matt just looked up at her from his prone position on the bed, embarrassed, what could he say? She'd literally caught him with his hand wrapped around his cock.
Liz threw her bag angrily onto the bed, storming out of the bedroom, saying that she needed a shower.
Shit,
Matt thought, jumping out of bed. They'd only been married for just over a year; this was the first time she'd caught him masturbating. He listened at the door to the bathroom as Liz began banging around angrily inside.
"Are you ok in there?" Matt asked, resting his head against the bathroom door, attempting to calm the situation by speaking softly through the door.
"Go away. Let me have my shower in peace," Liz said, her voice sounded as if was starting calm down after the initial shock of finding him playing with himself.
Matt stood by the door, listening. Hearing the shower running, he went into the kitchen to prepare dinner, realising it would be best to give her some space, some time to think.
About half an hour later, Liz walked into the kitchen, wearing only her dressing gown, her skin red from the warmth of the water. Matt looked at her as he placed two plates of spaghetti onto the table, along with two large glasses of red wine.
God, she looks good,
he thought, as he sat at the table.
"Are you ok?" Matt asked worriedly as Liz sat down, her dressing gown parting a little, revealing her shapely legs.
"Yeah, I was a little shocked, that's all. I didn't expect to come home and find my husband wanking," Liz sounded much calmer than he'd expected her to be.
"Sorry," Matt muttered quietly as he began to eat his spaghetti.
Liz looked at him, starting to get a little irritated again, "Sorry for what? Sorry that you were watching porn? Or sorry that you got caught?"
Max looked up from his plate, quietly saying. "Both"
"Aren't I enough for you? Liz asked, starting to get upset, "I thought we had a great sex life; I don't understand why you need to watch porn."
"Of course you are," Matt held Liz's hand as he spoke, trying to reassure her." Our sex life is fantastic, better than most other couples, judging from some of the comments I've heard from other men at work."
Liz smiled; she'd heard the same sort of comments from her girlfriends. It seemed that both Matt and herself had far higher sex drives than most of their friends and colleagues.
"We've watched porn together loads of times together. I don't understand why you want to watch it without me, you know I like to watch it as well" Liz continued to eat her dinner, looking at Matt, waiting for his response.
"I don't know; I just watch different things without you. Stuff you might not want to watch." Matt stared into his plate, looking embarrassed.
"Why wouldn't I like it?" Liz was annoyed again. She'd always been willing to try anything Matt had wanted in the bedroom. "Is it something that perverted then?"
"No, of course not, well I don't think so anyway. I just don't think you'd like it, that's all." Matt continued to look at his plate while Liz stared intently at him.
"You're hiding something. I know you are. I want to know what you're hiding from me."
"Of course I'm not hiding anything. I was just worried that you'd be upset if you see what I was watching, that's all."
"I want to see what you were watching," Liz said coldly, wanting to know what he was hiding. "Show me."
Matt looked up at her, seeing she was starting to get upset again. "Ok, I just don't think you'll like it, that's all."
Liz finished her meal, then went upstairs, leaving Matt to clear the dishes on his own.
Once he'd finished cleaning up after dinner, Matt walked into the bedroom, finding Liz sitting up on the bed with the laptop propped open on her lap. As he hadn't had time to shut it down properly, Liz had been able to restart the video he'd been watching from where he'd left it. Matt looked down at the screen, seeing a woman getting fucked doggy style while sucking another man's cock at the same time. When he sat on the bed next to her, Liz continued watching the screen without acknowledging his presence. He looked at his wife as she stared fixated at the scene playing out on the screen before her. The woman had changed positions to sit on one of the men's cocks while the other stood beside her with his cock in her mouth, holding her hair back for the camera as he fucked her mouth.
"We've watched threesomes before, what's so different about this one that you had to hide it from me?" Liz asked without diverting her eyes from the screen.
"Look at the title," Matt said, moving closer to her as she scrolled the screen up to read the title.
"Husband Shares wife with friend," Liz read the title slowly, showing no emotion, then carried on watching in silence.
Fuck, she's disgusted. She thinks I'm a fucking pervert now. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Matt thought, trying to read Liz's face, trying to figure out what she was thinking.
Ever since Matt had come across videos of men sharing their wives with other men, he'd been fascinated by the idea of sharing Liz with other men. In his mind, it was just a fantasy. Not something that he thought would ever happen. But, couldn't deny the effect these videos had on him! Was it right that he fantasised about Liz fucking other men? After all, they had only been married for just over a year! Surely these thoughts couldn't be normal, could they?
"You like this then? Men watching their wives fucking other men?" Liz asked, relaxing back into the pillows without diverting her gaze from the screen.
Matt didn't immediately answer, realising that he would dig himself into a hole; however, he answered the question. If he said no, she would know he was lying. If he said yes, she'd probably think he was some sort of sick pervert.
When the video finished, Liz scrolled down, looking at the list of similar films. "Husband films wife with two strangers," Liz read aloud, "Sounds promising," her voice sounded calmer, Matt thought as she clicked on the video.
Matt studied his wife; she'd removed her dressing gown and was now wearing one of the silk nightshirts he'd brought her the previous Christmas. He couldn't help noticing the shape of her 36C breasts and hard nipples pressing against the soft silk material.
Matt felt his cock stirring as he always did when looking at Liz.
Christ, she's a sexy woman,
he thought. Aged twenty-seven, Liz had an incredible body. At five foot eight, regular swimming sessions ensured that she kept in shape, with strong arms and shoulders and a flat stomach. He looked down her body at her long legs, now slightly parted since she'd relaxed a little.
"Do you think about me when you watch these? Do you think about me fucking other men as you watch them? Is that something you fantasise about?" Liz asked, beginning to fidget a little.
"Sometimes," Matt said, still a little worried she would explode if he told her the full extent of his fantasies.
Liz scrolled down the screen, reading more of the titles, thinking about his answer. Against all her instincts, she was becoming aroused. She couldn't help it, as the vision of Matt watching her fucking another man popping into her head sending a shiver down her spine.
What the fuck am I thinking? I should be angry not turned onβwhy am I turned on?
Giving in to her feelings of arousal, Liz relaxed back into the pillows. She stopped scrolling down the screen, reading the title of a video aloud, "Man cleans up after slut wife." She felt Matt's body tensed beside her as she clicked on the video.
"Have you seen this one?" she asked, already knowing the answer from the way his body had tensed up.
Matt nodded, unable to speak, feeling embarrassed and a little ashamed. Liz had come across one of his favourite videos,