"I'll see you this afternoon. If I get there first I'll start a fire and chill the wine." She tucked a last pair of nylons into a vacant corner of her suitcase.
"Sounds great. Her name is Maura. She's a tall red head like you asked." He closed the appointment book on his desk and stashed it in his briefcase. He listened to her breathing and waited for her reply. None came. "We can still call this off and just have the weekend to ourselves if you'd rather."
"You've met her then?" She tried to keep the jealousy out of her voice, but a little jabbed out around the edge of the question.
"No, I've only seen a picture of her, e-mailed her, and spoken to her on the phone." Pulling open a drawer he dropped a letter into a folder. "That was the way you wanted it to be, both of us meeting her for the first time together?"
"Yes. She knows that I..." She swallowed against a dry throat. "... that I don't... that I've never, you know, with a woman before."
"Yes, Pet, I made that clear to her." He smiled at her shyness in this matter. It was so against her character, usually she was willing, ready and able to do or try it all. That was one of the things that had kept them together for the last 22 years. That and he could talk to her about anything. They had been friends / lovers for over 2 decades. He chuckled, he'd been more faithful to her than he had his wife. "You're laughing at me." She teasingly chided. "How rude."
"No, Kit, I wasn't laughing at you, I find the paradox of you amusing. I still find it hard to accept that you are so... so reluctant to try this." He waited for her to say something.
Again the only sound from her end of the phone was breathing. Finally he said, "Ok, I can tell you're still not sure of this so why don't I just call her and say something came up and we're going to have to do it another time."
Her mind was going a thousand miles a minute. She had never been with another woman before, in fact the idea was somewhat repulsive to her. But it would be rude to cancel at the last minute, the woman had probably made arrangements, adjusted her life, her schedule to join them. She was probably looking forward to a weekend away, a weekend of adult company and activities.
"No don't do that, she has probably gone to some trouble to find the time off." She hesitated, still uncomfortable with the idea of being naked, touching, having sex with another woman. Even though they had talked about it, fantasized about it together endlessly. Even though he had sparked her curiosity about how it felt to be with a woman. Even though it would be with Bill there as a buffer she still felt awkward about it. "Just promise me you'll be there when she arrives."
Bill let out the breath he had been holding "I promise." He assured her. "The only thing that would keep me is God and traffic." He snapped the briefcase closed. "I'm getting ready to leave right now. So I'll see you soon."
"Ok, I'm looking forward to seeing you. I can hardly wait to have your hands on my breasts, feel your fingers pinching my nipples, smell..."
"Ok, ok, ok, don't do that." He cut her off. "You know it makes me hard and I need to be able to walk out of this office without every one staring at my crotch." He laughed. "I'll see you soon, bye."
It was then the third thing that could keep him from being on time called. His secretary stuck her head in his office door. "Your wife is on line 2."
Kit smiled as she hung up the phone, two whole days away with Bill. They tried to get together at least once a year for a weekend and were together when time would permit during the year for a few minutes here and there. They each had lives, and families, and jobs. But for whatever reason they had remained friends from the beginning. He was her male voice of reason, she was his guide into the female mind.
It was an unusual relationship, one of friendship and trust and of course great sex; just sex, sex for sex sake, sex with no pressure, no requirements, no expectations, no demands, just pure pleasure, uninhibited pleasure. She could ask anything, as could he, and she could say no to anything, as could he, and it would be accepted without question. That was the cement of it.
As she carried her bags down to the car she tried to imagine the other woman. Bill had said a tall redhead. How tall? Six foot? Seven? No, had to be ten. She giggled at her imaginings. How yummy a ten foot redhead for them both to play with. She did hope that her pubs were still there, it would be interesting to see a red haired pussy. Her mind screeched to a halt. But could she touch it, pet it, dip her fingers in it? She continued to worry and play out endless scenarios in her mind during her drive to the cabin.
Several years ago she and Bill had formed a corporation, Latesco Amiculus, they had purchased a small one room cabin set deep in the hill side at the far edge of the lake. Since then they had purchased other properties and the corporation had actually grown into a nice extra income for them both.
The corporation also served to give them reason to travel together occasionally on business. Latesco Amiculus, she smiled at the name, it was their private joke, it was latin for "secret dear friend". So far no one had ever figured that out.
As she left the city behind, business thoughts and daily worries faded with the vestiges of civilization and fantasies of the coming weekend manifested along with the trees and forest that grew up along the road. She envisioned a warm fire, saw three chilled glasses of wine sitting on the coffee table, three figures curled up together on pillows by the fire, the bed a rumpled mess in the back ground. But try as she might she couldn't see herself involved with the redhead.
It was easy to see Bill with her, to see him stroke her shoulder and lean forward to flick his tongue on her erect nipple, a curl of red hair slipping softly off her shoulder. Bill brushing it aside and looking at her motioning her to come closer, cupping the woman breast in his hand and pushing it up to her, offering it to her. "Taste this." He would say. And she would bend toward to the pert pink tip watching it stiffen in the chill left as his saliva dried on its sensitive skin.
She would ... she would stick her ... she would open her ....
She would what?
She would do her best to make this a great time, that's what she would do. She would grab hold of her self-consciousness and work past it and give this an honest try. Then if after a fair chance she still didn't like it... well they just wouldn't do it again. Bill was willing to try it with another man, she should at least return the effort.
Her mind had wandered down many paths and without realizing it she had arrived at the cabin. It was a small place, just a single room with an attached bathroom they had added a year after buying the place. A porch jutted across the front with wide steps leading out to the parking area. Piled about 20 feet from the front door was a large stack of cut logs and leaning against the pile was a cart used to bring the wood inside. The dark blue of the lake was just visible through the trees beside the cabin. She stepped from car and took her first deep breath of pine scented air, a clean smell, a fresh smell that cleared the head and sent the trials of regular life running for the shadows. Reality was not here, it stopped somewhere at the beginning of the driveway. Here was a quiet place, a happy place, an indulgent place, here fantasy was real and desks and phones and contracts were daydreams.