Authors note: Hello everyone. Thank you everyone for the positive feedback and comments they mean the world to me and have brightened my days. I have particularly enjoyed the comments championing Cat character, thank you for those. While this chapter may dismay some but have a little faith that our heroine is and will very much remain the beautiful and flawed woman you all know and love. Thank you once again to Paul who continues to be my second set of eyes. ~ellie.
"Come, Pet," Hella said, and took a seat in the only chair in the room. She watched as the young woman looked around and stood uncomfortably shifting from foot to foot as if she knew she needed to sit somewhere but didn't understand. "There is a padded leather square for you to kneel on," she indicated a spot on the floor near her chair.
"Thank you," Cat whispered. Dealing with a rush of adrenaline and confused emotions, Cat followed the direction without thinking and knelt on the surprisingly soft leather square. Unsure of what to call the woman, she added, "Mistress?" as a question.
"In this room, you may call me Miss Hella," she said with a friendly smile, as Cat seemed to be trying to observe the few protocols she knew. "I have been told that you have a limited understanding and little to no experience with the BDSM lifestyle. However, your past and Nero's observations have placed you here in my care. You have a lot to learn, and this interview will be longer and possibly more trying for you than the usual, because that collar on your neck tells me that someone is impatient to offer you a contract when you leave my care."
Cat said nothing as she looked up at the woman who spoke to her as if what she was doing was the most normal thing in the world.
"Have you been intimate with a woman before?" Hella asked.
"No, Miss Hella," Cat said. "I have never felt that sort of attraction or affection towards women."
"A simple no will suffice. If I want further information I will ask," Hella said brusquely. "Since you bring it up, in your role as a submissive, what you are attracted to and who you feel affection for will have no value. You will obey whoever owns your contract. You may have a trial period to see if you are compatible, but make no mistake, there will be no love involved. Some Kept, after a renewed contract, can be held in high regard, but there is little room for affection or emotion in your role."
There was no question, so Cat remained silent, not wanting to anger the Mistress in this first interview, and she had been told once that if Hella wanted to know something she would ask.
"For many Dominants, the thrill is wrapped up in the power exchange, not the sex act itself. They crave the power you give them when you submit fully to whatever they wish, whenever they wish. It is, for this reason, you must insist on safe words and set limits on your use, or you may find yourself with permanent damage, not only to your lovely body but your mind as well," Hella lectured in a kind tone. "The men who take your contracts will not know anything about you except what we tell them in your profile. It is important that you are unscrupulously honest about what it is you like, what you can endure but do not like, and acts that you find you cannot endure no matter what the enticement."
Cat nodded her understanding, even though she hadn't been asked if she understood. She watched as Hella picked up a clipboard and looked at it.
"This is a quite extensive list of sexual kinks and fetishes, and what I would like when I read out each one is to know if you love it, like it, endure it, are curious about it or find it is a limit. If it is a limit, we will explore if it is a hard or soft limit. Do you understand those terms?"
"Yes, Miss Hella," Cat said softly.
"Good, we'll start with the more common ones and move on from there. It will also give me a good idea of your experience," Hella explained looking back at her list. "Name calling?" she asked.
"Depends on the names and if it's in the heat of the moment or if it is a constant occurrence," Cat answered honestly.
"Let's go through the options again, shall we? You will answer with love it, or like it, or endure it, or curious about it, or it is a limit. Do you understand those terms, Pet?" Hella asked pointedly. "I will mark name-calling as curious. In the future you will keep to the response options I have given you."
"Yes, Miss Hella," Cat answered with a frown.
"I am starting to see why Nero labelled you as a brat, this may take even longer than expected if I have to stop and spank you for not following simple instructions, little girl!" Hella scolded her.
"Striptease?" she asked.
"Like it," Cat responded, she didn't love it, but she didn't dislike it.
"Public nudity?" she continued without missing a beat.
"Limit," she said uncertainly. She might like a nudist beach if she'd ever been to one. However, even as she considered changing her mind the next question was out, and she needed to answer that. The questions kept coming rapidly, and she had little time to think and often surprised herself with her answers as she said the first thing that popped into her mind. Anything she didn't understand or wasn't sure about she said limit, hoping that, as Hella had said, they would revisit those and find out if it was a soft or hard limit.
"This is ridiculous!" Hella stopped asking questions. "How am I supposed to train an innocent little girl who seems to have an entire list of limitations and very little curiosity?"
"If it was a term I didn't understand, or I wasn't sure, I said limit, because you were going so fast I had no time to think," Cat explained honestly, thinking she had been asked a question rather than realising it was rhetorical.
"Hands behind your head!" Hella barked. The girl frustrated her, and she knew that if she punished her now things might get out of hand. Instead, she gritted her teeth and counted backwards from ten. If this girl was going to make it as a Kept she needed to be broken and rebuilt the way they needed her. Her suspicion that there was more to this girl, along with the protection of the collar she wore, stayed her hand for now. Her cousin owed her some answers first, and she intended to get them.
"You will return to me tonight after dinner. Take note of the way you walk out, because I will not come to escort you. You will be expected here no later than seven thirty. If you are early, you will kneel on that square and wait for me if I am not already here. Do you understand those simple instructions, Jane?" Hella said as if talking to a simpleton.