It is the time of year when I have to travel to see my girlfriend. If I am not willing to drive, I have to settle for random texts and limited phone calls.
For the last 3 days my beauty has been an hour and forty minutes away, just off a major roadway in a large city. The last time I had the pleasure of being with her in a bed was nearly a month ago (I haven't had time to write that story). Her departure to the city happened to coincide with the weekend, making it easy to drive any reasonable distance. No work to concern myself with.
Her early text on Friday morning kicked off the 300 mile weekend.
"Hi. I'm leaving for an undetermined amount of time. Will you come see me," She texts.
"Absolutely. I'm bringing the dick and harness to. I really need you to fuck me," I respond.
"Well, bring a small one for me, she replies.
"Wait, what?! Are you being serious, you'll let me dick fuck you? I'll go buy a small dildo RIGHT NOW," I text speedily.
Here's the thing about me. I consider myself on the femme end of the spectrum. But, I'm a top at heart. Prior to this affair, turned woman who owns my heart, I had slept with my share of "straight" girls. The barbies, the snobby blondes who think they're better than me. That is, until I'm nose deep in them and they're begging me for more. But this one, the one I'm in love with, is different. Definitely on the androgynous end of the spectrum, and undoubtedly the dominant of the two of us. Besides those minor details she's absolutely beautiful. There isn't a single thing I don't love about her delicious body. I could spend my life licking her delicate pussy. She owns these little inner lips that resemble a clam shell when she's aroused, they're fucking sexy.
I do submit to her, it's fun and all and I do really enjoy it. However, there is this hungry dominant girl that lives inside of me that aches to come out now and then. Never once in my 10 years as a straight married girl who licked a lot of pussy have I ever fucked a girl with a strap-on. So, imagine my unbridled excitement at the thought of dick fucking the girl I'm in love with. Holy shit, this is a big deal. I think she has told me of less than a handful of times she has allowed this to happen. Three that I'm aware of actually. Each time she had allowed it, alcohol had been involved. But not with me, stone sober and she still wants it.
Allow me to stroke my own ego for a moment. I don't do it often, so just let me have my moment. Everywhere she goes she is desired. She could have her choice of a variety of beautiful women. She has magical lesbian gravitational pull and a highly infectious personality. She's a boss, and she rarely lets people in. Yet, shes asking me to dick fuck her. Excuse me while I take a moment to wrap my head around my awesomeness.
The moment of pure giddiness is quickly over shadowed by my self doubt and the uncertainty of how to operate the strap-on. I've never used one. I don't want to be bad at it, and I really don't want to hurt the delicate flower that is my girlfriend. Her lady parts are small. When I finger her, It is difficult to fit the pointer and middle fingers inside of her at the same time. I typically just use one finger when I'm licking her clit, unless she asks for two. She isn't ever on the receiving end of the strap-on. I am always the recipient of that prize. I have to make sure I find the perfect small size before I make my drive. There's one sex store out of the way of my route, I will stop there first. If the first store hasn't got what I want, there is another store in my path I can stop at. Failure to find the right dick is not an option.
Hours pass, it's after 3pm before I hear from her. She'll be arriving at her hotel just after 8pm. I've been at work all day. The thought of driving 2 hours there, spending 5-6 hours together and then driving home sounds both exciting and exhausting. Of course, there's no question of whether or not I'll make the drive. My time with her is so limited, I would drive just about any distance to see her for as long as I was able.
My work day concludes and I rush home to tend to my house things, shower, shave and fix myself up a bit. At 7pm I depart from my house. My expected arrival is 9:45pm. First though, I must find the perfect dick. I can't fuck this one up. It's gotta be just right. I head straight for the dildo section at the first store. There's a flesh colored dong hanging dead center, it appears to be perfect, short and small in width. I'm mostly sure this one will not destroy her beautifully little vagina. I'm in and out of that store in five minutes flat. I'm afraid if I delay she'll have time to reconsider and change her mind.
Now, I'm back in my car. A bag with three dildos and a harness behind my seat. Two for me (I never know which one I want) and one for my lady. Now, I'm kind of nervous. I am seriously inexperienced with this appendage. Not to mention the fact that my girl is a well seasoned professional at serving up some seriously hot strap-on sex. All that aside, she is asking me for it knowing I've never used such equipment. She's sober and wants it. Fuck it, my nice tits bouncing back and fourth while I'm fucking her will make up for my lack of knowledge.