It is the time of year when I have to travel to see my girlfriend. If I am not willing to drive, I have to settle for random texts and limited phone calls.
For the last 3 days my beauty has been an hour and forty minutes away, just off a major roadway in a large city. The last time I had the pleasure of being with her in a bed was nearly a month ago (I haven't had time to write that story). Her departure to the city happened to coincide with the weekend, making it easy to drive any reasonable distance. No work to concern myself with.
Her early text on Friday morning kicked off the 300 mile weekend.
"Hi. I'm leaving for an undetermined amount of time. Will you come see me," She texts.
"Absolutely. I'm bringing the dick and harness to. I really need you to fuck me," I respond.
"Well, bring a small one for me, she replies.
"Wait, what?! Are you being serious, you'll let me dick fuck you? I'll go buy a small dildo RIGHT NOW," I text speedily.
Here's the thing about me. I consider myself on the femme end of the spectrum. But, I'm a top at heart. Prior to this affair, turned woman who owns my heart, I had slept with my share of "straight" girls. The barbies, the snobby blondes who think they're better than me. That is, until I'm nose deep in them and they're begging me for more. But this one, the one I'm in love with, is different. Definitely on the androgynous end of the spectrum, and undoubtedly the dominant of the two of us. Besides those minor details she's absolutely beautiful. There isn't a single thing I don't love about her delicious body. I could spend my life licking her delicate pussy. She owns these little inner lips that resemble a clam shell when she's aroused, they're fucking sexy.
I do submit to her, it's fun and all and I do really enjoy it. However, there is this hungry dominant girl that lives inside of me that aches to come out now and then. Never once in my 10 years as a straight married girl who licked a lot of pussy have I ever fucked a girl with a strap-on. So, imagine my unbridled excitement at the thought of dick fucking the girl I'm in love with. Holy shit, this is a big deal. I think she has told me of less than a handful of times she has allowed this to happen. Three that I'm aware of actually. Each time she had allowed it, alcohol had been involved. But not with me, stone sober and she still wants it.
Allow me to stroke my own ego for a moment. I don't do it often, so just let me have my moment. Everywhere she goes she is desired. She could have her choice of a variety of beautiful women. She has magical lesbian gravitational pull and a highly infectious personality. She's a boss, and she rarely lets people in. Yet, shes asking me to dick fuck her. Excuse me while I take a moment to wrap my head around my awesomeness.
The moment of pure giddiness is quickly over shadowed by my self doubt and the uncertainty of how to operate the strap-on. I've never used one. I don't want to be bad at it, and I really don't want to hurt the delicate flower that is my girlfriend. Her lady parts are small. When I finger her, It is difficult to fit the pointer and middle fingers inside of her at the same time. I typically just use one finger when I'm licking her clit, unless she asks for two. She isn't ever on the receiving end of the strap-on. I am always the recipient of that prize. I have to make sure I find the perfect small size before I make my drive. There's one sex store out of the way of my route, I will stop there first. If the first store hasn't got what I want, there is another store in my path I can stop at. Failure to find the right dick is not an option.
Hours pass, it's after 3pm before I hear from her. She'll be arriving at her hotel just after 8pm. I've been at work all day. The thought of driving 2 hours there, spending 5-6 hours together and then driving home sounds both exciting and exhausting. Of course, there's no question of whether or not I'll make the drive. My time with her is so limited, I would drive just about any distance to see her for as long as I was able.
My work day concludes and I rush home to tend to my house things, shower, shave and fix myself up a bit. At 7pm I depart from my house. My expected arrival is 9:45pm. First though, I must find the perfect dick. I can't fuck this one up. It's gotta be just right. I head straight for the dildo section at the first store. There's a flesh colored dong hanging dead center, it appears to be perfect, short and small in width. I'm mostly sure this one will not destroy her beautifully little vagina. I'm in and out of that store in five minutes flat. I'm afraid if I delay she'll have time to reconsider and change her mind.
Now, I'm back in my car. A bag with three dildos and a harness behind my seat. Two for me (I never know which one I want) and one for my lady. Now, I'm kind of nervous. I am seriously inexperienced with this appendage. Not to mention the fact that my girl is a well seasoned professional at serving up some seriously hot strap-on sex. All that aside, she is asking me for it knowing I've never used such equipment. She's sober and wants it. Fuck it, my nice tits bouncing back and fourth while I'm fucking her will make up for my lack of knowledge.
I pull into the parking lot as predicted right on time. I grab the bag-o fun from behind my seat, I pull my phone out of my purse to read the room number, and catch the elevator a few floors up. The door to her room is slightly ajar. The inner door latch pushed all the way over to prevent the door from closing.
She's already naked in that big white hotel bed when I open the door. Her tan muscular back is peeking out from the covers. My vagina has been throbbing since I bought the dildo I plan to stick in her. I need to focus on keeping my cool though. I don't want to look like a damn fool by acting too excited. But I am really excited.
I must have had an unremovable smile attached to my face because she took one look at me and said, "you're like a kid at Disneyland".
Well duh! Now let's get to the part where I'm fucking you is what I'm thinking. Alas, I do my best to wipe the smile from my face and try to focus on simply enjoying her company. There are few things I have enjoyed in life as much as I enjoy her naked body. Beautiful skin, the softest I've ever felt and the sexiest roundest butt I've ever had the pleasure of licking. Standing next to the bed I take my clothes off, pile them next to the night stand and crawl into bed with her.
I lay there with her in that bed and all of my anxieties melt away. She's my lesbian Xanax. I exist in that moment only for her, one hundred percent addicted to the feelings I get when I consume her. I'm obsessed with that little bend at her waist when she's laying on her side and I'm running my fingers up and down her back, lingering at that bend just a little longer. Her uniform hides a lot, a girl would never guess so much feminine beauty lay beneath all the boyish clothes.
The long finger tip strokes lead to soft kisses on the back and neck. It's taken a bit of time to get to this place where she just lets me have her. I appreciate her surrender. I love her so I don't want this to sound at all cold, but there's nothing like having a dominant masculine girl like putty in my hand. There's a power in being handed the key to an extremely guarded woman's heart.
Soft kisses, silly cheeky grins, little giggles and light touches fill the bed. I feel like I'm going to explode inside. She leans in an delivers a hard bite to my neck. Right where the collar bone meets the neck. Each bite takes the air from my lungs, and makes me weak in the knees. She melts me with every bite.