I awoke in my car the next day around noon, at the side of a road with an empty gas tank, way out of town. I felt hung over like I had been drinking all night, and my neck was stiff and hurting from the position I had been sleeping in. My mouth was dry and my clothes felt damp and had that slightly musty smell you get when you spend the night outside. Overall, I felt pretty miserable.
My obsession with the bathroom lady seemed to have subsided, but I was still incredibly horny. More than once I thought about masturbating, just to get some relief. Traffic was light out here at this time, and nobody would pay attention to me, right? Still, I missed my toy, knowing that my fingers would never do the trick, at least not as good as a vibrator would.
Goddammit Yasmin, you really need to be prepared for situations like this! Emergency toys! That's the very next thing you'll have to buy, after you spend your money on that stupid...
The soap! I had forgot about the soap! Shit, I must've left it in the bathroom yesterday, when I ran after that woman. Shitshitshitshitshit. Shit! Fucking shit! Frantically I pulled my purse out from the back seat and began rummaging through my things.
And... there it was. Back in its little plastic bag, glimmering with its deceptively smooth and pretty shine. I must've taken it with me without noticing. Or maybe I went back there later? Everything was a blur, but I felt such a relief that my fingers instinctively wandered into my panties, just caressing gently across my slit, touching my clit ever so lightly, feeling my wetness as my body relaxed.
This was good, this was nice, this was... mmmmmhhh... I needed more! I needed to fuck, I needed someone, I needed something, I needed... I needed to figure out what was going on!
Was it the soap that drove me crazy? The last person to use it becomes the object of desire? Is that how it works? And boy, if that's how it works, then... that's incredibly strong. It was... it felt like... magic?
I leaned back, overcome with a sudden calm. If this was, what it was like - and I can't believe I'm even entertaining this, because I'm really not a superstitious person, but... if what I had experienced with my own body and mind was how it worked, then... then I could have anyone. Anyone I wanted!
Only: Who did I want?
Alright then. Let's take it easy. No plans for anything, no specific person in mind, let's just take it as it comes.
I felt kinda bad about involving strangers into my life - just because I prefer getting to know people - but maybe that wasn't such a bad thing? Maybe when things went wrong, we'd never have to see each other again. Speaking of going wrong: What could go wrong, anyway?
How long would it last? Were there any side effects? Would I still go after that woman if I ever saw her again, for example? And if a lot of yesterday was just a blur for me, how much would other people remember?
These sounded an awful lot like science-y questions, and I wasn't the science type, but... maybe I knew one. My chemistry teacher in school, Ms. - what was her name? God, I remember her sweaters, but I can't think of her name right now.
I'll think about that later. For now, I have two objectives: Finally getting me an emergency sex toy, and finding a better box for the soap. No, make that three objectives: Calling Triple-A to get some roadside assistance and get out of here.
Do I just call it "the soap"? It sounded kinda bland for an item that had turned my life upside down. What about "the magic bar"? "The shiny wonder"? Yasmin, you're not good at coming up with impressive names.
A little while later, the mechanic showed up and they didn't have to tow me after all. He just gave me a little bit of gas so I could get to the next pump and sent me on my way. I was so relieved it didn't have to turn into a whole thing, I kept thanking the guy, but he just shrugged and said it's no big deal. Man, when you've got some car trouble, you really appreciate quick and easy help.
Anyway, this is not a story about how Yasmin treats her car, so let's get to sex toy shopping! Sadly, Watercastle (pop. 24273) doesn't have its own sex shop, because... well, because it's rural Kansas, that's why. Or maybe that was lucky, because it required me to drive to "the city", which is variably either Wichita, Oklahoma City or Amarillo, depending on what you felt you could put up with.
In the end, I chose Wichita, because... well, Amarillo was just too dusty and depressing and Oklahoma City... Look, I'm from the south, and even I have some standards. I just can't do Oklahoma. I can't.
And this is how I found myself, several hours later and still on an empty stomach, in a store that was plainly named "Samantha's". It was a wonderland of colorful toys and lingerie and... some stuff I didn't even know what it was.
And yeah, look: I thought about just ordering something online, but when it comes to toys, I kinda like to feel them in my hand, y'know what I mean? Like, weight and feel is important. And size, of course. Everything looks bigger on a website, and in the end, you end up with... let's just say you wouldn't believe how small some of these things are.
Also, I wanted to meet some strangers, which seemed better to do away from home.
It was located slightly out of town, because no "respectable" neighbourhood would've wanted this sinful business anywhere close around, but that was fine by me. It meant privacy, at least to my mind it did.
Samantha's was located slightly out of town, because no "respectable" neighbourhood would've wanted this sinful business anywhere close around, but that was fine by me. It meant privacy, at least to my mind it did.
The only person in there was behind the counter and might be Samantha herself. She was chubby, in that unfortunate way where your boobs don't grow along with the rest of you, and had short, bleached-blonde hair. She greeted me nicely: "Welcome to Samantha's. What can I help you with today?"
"I'm looking for... something that I can carry in my purse," I said, rather timidly. It's one thing to just browse a shop's displays, but it's another thing to say out what you're looking for. It reveals something about you, something you may not want to reveal to yourself, even. I mean, right now, I'm basically saying: "I'm such a horny bitch, I need to fuck myself when I'm out because I can't wait until I'm back home." That's not a good look, Yasmin.
Samantha, on the other hand, acted like that was the most normal thing in the world. "Sure," she replied. "Let me find something to treat that horny pussy of yours real good." She didn't say that last part, but it felt like she did and I somehow grew very self-conscious. Was it hot in here? Was I blushing? This is silly, there was nobody else there except for us and yet it seemed like I was just found out to be a serial masturbator in front of the entire...
The entire what, Yasmin? The entire school? Just like they did when you kissed that girl, whusname? Kendra? The cute one that always teased you. You didn't even know what to do with your feelings then, but you knew it was wrong. And they certainly made sure you knew it was wrong.