The heat of the water hitting my back was more welcomed by my skin than I expected. The water droplets were hot enough that I felt a small hint of pain as they struck me, but the warmth was too soothing to allow me to move away. Steam was filling the entire shower, engulfing me in zone of pure aloneness and relaxation. I could stay standing right here for hours. With such a crazy busy schedule, hectic life surrounding me, this escape from everything, and time just for myself was more than I could hope for. I could spend the entire day in this hot shower, without another soul to bother me, without a single sound of the outside world.
It has been so long since I have had solitude. The warmth continues, and my mind begins to settle. I have nothing but myself to worry about now. My eyes close, and I begin to let my mind wonder. The immense relaxation takes me to the thoughts of how long it has been since I have been touched...really touched. Touched in a way that was about my pure pleasure. I like this...it has been a while since I could have enough peace and privacy to let my mind wonder to where ever its wants to go. What shall I indulge myself with?