I will preface this story by saying that I am not now, nor have I ever, considered myself a lesbian. I have however always had a fascination with the female body. I've explored my own body since I was young and continue to this day to pleasure myself daily. I am married now and have two beautiful children. I am happy with my life and don't consider it lacking anything. My husband and I have a great sex life and when the opportunity presents itself we fantasize about adding another female to the party. It satisfies a sexual need I find myself yearning for. Today, I've been thinking about the woman that opened that door for me. I remember the day so vividly that it sends chills through my body.
She was beautiful. She was always curvy from what I can remember and her chocolate hair always hung just over her shoulders. She carried herself so confidently every time I seen her, the pangs of jealousy would riddle my bones. I was never as confident as she, but she gave me the ability to walk into a room on campus and pretend that everyone was looking at me. I knew the truth, but it felt good to pretend they were staring at us and not just her.
We'd been friends since middle school and now here we were; away at college together. We were probably the best friends anyone could have. We shared a dorm and I never denied to myself when she walked from the shower to the bed room in her towel that my desire grew wet. I was always scared she would see me unwrapping the towel with my eyes or how hard my nipple grew as I shifted on the couch trying to hide what I was really thinking.
After finals our junior year, we were both exhausted. The year was coming to an end and we both had some not so successful classes. It was a rough year. She was going on about her anatomy professor and how he only failed her because she wouldn't sleep with him. She was avid that was the reason and continued to tell the story as she undressed with the bathroom door open. I heard the sudden woosh of the shower as it came on and suddenly I grew uncomfortable. I couldn't let her know how much I wanted her body against me. I just couldn't let her know my secret. She continued telling the story, but it was difficult hearing her over the rushing water. Rushing water that I knew was dripping over her nipples and caressing every curve of her beautiful body. I almost couldn't stand it. I reached under my shirt and softly pinched my nipples. I suddenly panicked when she yelled to me to come into the bathroom. I rushed to the door and composed myself before walking in.