This is a story about a young woman I met in my drawing class last fall. I signed up for the graduate course in life drawing not knowing I'd be falling in lust with the model. That was just too clichΓ© for sophisticated, cynical, detached me. Oh, well. So much for detachment.
I saw Pilar for the first time when she modeled for our second or third class of the term. She was so my type physically that I couldn't have ordered one better : tall, muscular, dark hair, soulful, brooding. In a word, fucking beautiful. There was something about her, though, something that didn't quite add up. A kind of shyness, perhaps, which obviously doesn't go with modeling. For one thing, this was supposed to be a life drawing class which usually means the models are nude. But she remained draped in a toga the whole time. I even complained to the professor about it, pretending to be more concerned with artistic freedom and latitude than with my own selfish desire to see this hottie naked. "I know", said the professor, "she's insisting on remaining partially covered up. She isn't even a real model. She's just a student I asked from one of my other classes 'cuz the model got sick at the last minute. Now we're stuck with Miss Prude!" We both chuckled and then the class went to work.
I made up my mind to get to know this girl better. Maybe I'd find out what she was hiding. After a couple of friendly coffee dates, I invited her up to my apartment for an aromatherapy session. I had a massage table at the ready, incense, music, the whole ambience. The mood was set for a relaxing evening and hopefully more.
After hours of talking and listening to music, I had finally persuaded Pilar into some meditation and aromatherapy. I had her change into a towel in the bathroom and she stretched out onto the massage table. I started with a gentle hand massage, rubbing her fingers, using pressure points to relieve tension, then stroking the long muscles of her arms. How strong and gorgeous they were. The young supple skin enveloped her smooth, well-defined muscles. She had the musculature of boy but the softness of a woman, always a heavenly combination.
I began talking in a low voice, meditatively, soothing her into an ultra-relaxed state. Thereupon, I would enter the realm of seduction, if all went well. I decided to make my moves gradually, so not to scare her. But, just then, she leaned over and kissed me.
This stunned me and I was overcome with joy as I felt her tongue caressing mine in slow, dizzying circles. We kissed for a while and then she lay back onto the table in a pleasure-filled stupor. The air was thick with lavender, rosemary, geranium, sunflower, grapefruit. Not to mention powerful pheromones. Quite a cocktail, I must say.
I stroked Pilar all over : from her petite breasts, to her flat stomach, her thighs. Then, in a bold move, my hand slid down to her crotch. Almost immediately something jumped up, as if from an electrical shock, inside the towel. From my angle of vision, it looked exactly like a young, eager cock. But it couldn't have been one. I mean, Pilar seemed completely female and so was I; obviously I knew what kind of sexual equipment she had. Yet something stood there, revealing its presence, creating an unmistakable tent-like bulge underneath the towel. I began to feel overwhelmed with a heady mixture of arousal and confusion as I stared, fascinated, at this phenomenon. Then, looking at her face, I felt a little guilty. She was so relaxed and out of it, she seemed to be half-asleep.
Suddenly Pilar opened her eyes and glanced downward. I guess she felt me watching her in this semi-conscious state. Noticing the erection, she jerked quickly turned to one side to cover herself up, but it was too late. She knew that I knew.