"Nice garden!"
"Nice ass!"
OK, she spoke those first words, the second were thought by me.
I had been tending the garden when she ran by. I had been concentrating so much on trying to get that damn vine out of the ground without pulling out the coneflowers with it, I did not hear her coming. But when she tossed out that casual compliment while running past my house, she unknowingly cracked open a couple of doors to my new life path.
Let us back up here a little bit first.
I had loved running since I was a little girl, taking off down the sidewalk as fast as I could and seeing how far I could run. I kept it up until high school, when my parents got me to join the cross-country team. From there, it went from being a fun activity to work. And to being too damn competitive. So, I lost interest.
Meanwhile, there were boys. Oh yes, I had interest. But I was an awkward teen, a little bit taller and ganglier than normal. Yes, I liked a lot of boys in high school, but I was too shy to do anything about it. Did I look at girls, too? Of course, I did. What normal girl did not?
High school turned into real life. I tried going to community college with thoughts of eventually going to university, but it was just so damn expensive, and my parents were far from well off. I got a job at a box retailer as a cashier, met a manager there, had an affair, we eventually got married and moved to a bigger town.
Really, our marriage was over before it had even started. It was not love. I was in love with the power. He just thought I was cute. But, in the end, he loved his job more.
After five years, it was over. I went back home, rented a house, and got a job at a candy store. I also wrote and edited manuals, which did not pay a whole lot, but I made enough to get comfortable.
Then one day, she ran by and complimented my garden.
Simple words, really, but something popped into my mind when I heard those words. Yes, one of the things was that she had a nice ass.
But I also remembered my love for running. I went to the nearest big box retailer the next day, bought a top, shorts, bra, socks and shoes and went out for a run that afternoon.
It was fucking miserable. My feet hurt, my legs hurt, my lungs hurt, I was covered in sweat.
I did it the next morning. And the next. And the next. And so on. There was a running store in town, got some real wear along with a watch and began my running journey. It was the freedom of it all which completed the seduction: the ability to go out there, work up a sweat, listen to some great music, look at the scenery. I was not at all fast and I always ran alone, but I loved it. I ran a few 5ks and 10ks, but rarely said more than a few words to my fellow runners. That childhood shyness still had a solid grasp on me.
Yes, that shyness. It really did have a hold on me. It was hard to shake. But man, was I lonely. One night, I dolled myself up and went to a bar downtown. That lasted five minutes, as the crowd and the noise was simply too much for me.
I had been on quite a few traditional dating sites at that time, with varying success. The few times I did go on a date, it was a one-time deal.
One night after an attack of almost terminal horniness, I signed up for a bunch of sex dating sites. I may have had a little wine, too, which helped my boldness. One caught my fancy, so I put some extra work into it and even posted quite a few pictures. I will just say that, had I not had any wine, those pictures would never have been posted.
My success there was met with varying success. I chatted with a few guys, met a couple of others, and fucked three of them. They were nothing terrible, nothing great -- just me sowing some wild oats.
One night I got particularly wined and brave and posted a picture of myself running. It was a great picture -- I looked damn good in it, had a huge smile on my face and my body was starting to shape up again.
And for a week, nothing. Nada. Zilch.
Until I got the message.
I had again been working in the garden, working up a good sweat and appetite. I fixed myself a wonderful pasta sauce with homemade sauce, took a nice cool shower and plopped myself at my desktop in my usual evening attire of sweatpants and race t-shirt.
"OMG! I know you! ; )"
This came from CardGirl303.
Another woman.
"Do you, now?" I replied and clicked on the profile.
Honestly, CardGirl303 looked like she was in the same boat as me. Her profile had a small taste of sadness, a lot of loneliness and some desperation for contact. Her pictures were a different story, showing a very bold woman not afraid to show the world her beauty. I mean, wow, did she show every inch of her beauty, leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination.
Like my pictures, she showed a lot except the face. Yes, there might be a cropped face with a smile here or a pair of (wanting) eyes there. And, like mine, her only face shot was a finish line picture at a local race.
I knew her!
"OMG! I know you, too! : P"
She posted back "I know, right? This is a first -- never seen another local runner on here, let alone someone I knew!"
"I remember you at the Frannie 5K a few weeks ago. You looked so cute in those pink tights!"
"/me blushes. Thank you. I love those. I have always wanted to talk with you, but you were always gone after the awards."
"Yeah. Crowds are not my scene."
"Same here! And it is not easy trying to hook up when you are covered up with a blanket of shyness!"
I laughed. "'Blanket of shyness.' I might steal that sometime."
"You can take anything from me you want, Babe!" A couple of seconds later "Ok, that was weird and kinda bold. Sorry!"
I laughed again. I sipped some more wine. I was getting a little bit bolder myself. "That is OK. Your pictures are showing me a lot of things I would love to steal ; )"
"/me blushes. Awww. Thank you. That is sweet." A couple of seconds later "I really like your third picture. A lot. It is erotic, exotic, sexy and hawt all at the same time."
"Thank you. That is sweet of you. It took a lot of wine for me to post that one! Your 14th picture is one of the hottest ones I have seen on this site. Are you a photographer because it looks professional. It is a compliment when I say it is something I would expect to see in a centerfold shot."
She took a while to reply, and I thought I had scared her off. "Thank you. I love that one, too. I am just good with my phone. Nothing too fancy, just set up the timer, laid in the bed, spread my money maker like I was offering up a meal..."
"You are so bad!" I was laughing by now. I was also a bit drunk. And a bit horny. This was a deadly combination. "I would eat that meal with great joy."
This reply was almost instantaneous. "LMAO!" Then a few moments later, another reply. "Seriously, that is hot to think about. Your profile doesn't say anything about you being into women."
I sighed and took a small inventory of myself. "Yes. I know," I wrote. "Look, I have never been with a woman before. I guess I have thought about it a few times. A lot times."
"Me too," she wrote. "I have kissed a couple of women, but nothing more than that. You know, friends stuff. But nothing more than that. The man thing on here...it's not working out."
"Yeah. Me too."
We spent the next half hour talking about men, especially men on the site and how the word "no" was not a main part of their conversation.
We both described to the other in detail a couple of the sexual encounters we had.
Then in the middle of the conversation, unexpectedly she wrote "Hey, I hope this isn't weird if I ask for your number, but can I have your number. I want to hear your voice."
I gulped. This was becoming a lot more real than I had expected. I took another sip of wine and gave her my number, hardly believing what my fingers were doing.
A few seconds later, my cell phone rang.
"Hello," said the voice on the other end. She was quiet, reserved, almost hesitant I could tell.
"Hi there," I said. I barely choked the words out.
"Hey there, you," she said. She seemed a bit more relaxed. "it's really nice hearing your voice."
"I like hearing your voice, too." I put my face to my hand. That was a terrible line, but that was all I had.
She chuckled on the other end. "I was kind of afraid...I though you might be a guy. I mean...I does happen you know, guys pretending to be women on here."
"I've seen it too," I said. "I guess I was a little bit afraid of the same thing."
She let out a little sigh. There was a moment's silence between us as we listened to each other breath. "I think I kinda like you," she blurted out quickly and quietly.
I gulped. "I kind of like you, too," I answered. "I'm sorry, I feel like I am just echoing things you say."
"It is OK, Cindy. I am not expecting you to speak an oral masterpiece here," she said with a chuckle.
"Mmmmm. Oral," I said without thinking, then let out an embarrassed squeak of a laugh.
She cracked up. "Uh-huh."
We talked for an hour, feeling each other's emotions, telling a little bit about our lives. Shelly was also divorced, in her early thirties, worked as an accountant and had been running for more than 20 years. She had been on that site for more than three years, with varying degrees of success. But, she said, most of the time she was on when she was horny and looking for a nice, quick fuck.