Somehow, and I'm not sure why, every time Cate and I make love it still feels like the first time. I know this sounds silly or unbelievable but we've been together a couple of years now and still when she touches me, caresses my body with her soft hands, or kisses me; I get such a thrill. The excitement is intense like the first time we kissed, the first time her fingers brushed over the outside of my panties, the first time her mouth moved me over the edge of that first beautiful orgasm. I have found such a depth of desire, need, love, and passion in her and discovered the same in me. Perhaps, and I worry a little about this, that intensity will fade over time, but I feel in my very soul that there will be something stronger and more enveloping about our love which will grow from that intensity. I write this now because these feelings constantly amaze me.
We awoke before sunrise the next morning, that is after the porch and dinner and a beautiful snuggling and make-out session before we fell into a deep sleep, and Cate suggested a walk on the beach to greet the day. I love the beach and we have a particular stretch of beach and dunes that is very beautiful in the morning and also quite secluded. We drove back along the Cape to our usual spot, me driving and Cate holding my hand in her lap. We love holding hands and we so enjoy our vacations on the Cape. That time is so completely shared and we do a lot of lovemaking to catch up for what we miss during our hectic work schedules.
I pulled off the road and down a short curving lane to the parking area. There were no other cars and we parked in the far corner where the path leads through the dunes to the shore. We just sat quietly in the pale half light of morning and held hands. Cate looked so lovely, her hair still mussed from sleeping and pulled back into a ponytail, and there were faint spidery creases along her cheek from the pillow. Her pale pink skin glowed and I was so happy to just look at her.
"What?" she said quietly, finally turning to look at me.
"I could feel someone staring at me so I figured it must be you babe."