Before meeting Samantha, I had never expected to fall in love with a girl.
We met in The Crown. It was a few weeks after Mark and I had finished, and I didn't know then that she had known Mark too. She was with her friends and I was with mine. I liked Sam as soon as I saw her. It wasn't a sexual thing. Not at first. She just looked like the kind of girl you'd want to have as a friend. She was playing pool -- really badly -- and was having fun, laughing a lot. Even then her laugh gave me goosebumps. I can picture her now. She was wearing baggy harem pants -- red they were -- with baseball boots and a sort of smock with a waistcoat. I know it sounds revolting but on her it looked really fetching. Most things do. As ever, she didn't have a bra on and through the sheer fabric of her smock I could make out the swell of her small breasts under her waistcoat. When she stood up straight, her nipples dimpled the smock provocatively. Alright, I did sort of fancy her, but I wouldn't have done anything about it, not at that time.
Our two groups got talking together and I ended up in conversation with her -- we were trying to save the planet, I think. I was lost in her eyes, those deep whirlpools. When she said she wanted some fresh air I went outside with her. I can still taste that first kiss. It didn't seem shocking at all to kiss a woman. The only shocking thing was how normal it felt. She pushed me up against the wall and kissed me again. Her leg was between my own, her groin pressing against mine. I didn't want her lips to leave my mouth.
Then two guys came out for a smoke. At first I think they assumed I was being kissed by a boy because Sam had short, blondy hair -- it's a bit longer now -- but when she turned and smiled at them, they were stunned -- and delighted, of course. Sam grabbed my hand and, giggling, dragged me out into the street.
'How far is it to your place?' she asked, stifling her laughter.
'Around the corner,' I said reluctantly, suddenly having second thoughts.
'Come on,' she ordered and led me down the street, hand-in-hand. Almost as an afterthought, she said, 'You do want to go to bed with me, don't you?'
'I've never done it with a girl before,' I said.
'Really!' she exclaimed. 'Oh, I do love seducing virgins.' I must have looked petrified because she stopped and, stroking my cheek, said, 'Don't worry, Kat. It'll be fun. Honest. I'm very good.'
I believed her. It's just that it seemed so complicated. As if one day I'm white, and then suddenly I'm black.
But then she stopped, looked me straight in the eye and announced, 'I wanted you as soon as I saw you in the bar. You were the most gorgeous one there. Girls or boys. I couldn't wait to kiss you. I just had to get you outside.' I laughed and then we kissed again. It was one of those long, squirmy kisses that dry your throat and wet your pussy and seem to last forever. That's when I realised how much I wanted her.
By the time we reached my flat, we were all over each other and, once I'd unlocked the front door, we almost fell through it.
'Wow,' she exclaimed when she saw my sitting room. 'You read a lot, don't you?'
There are bookshelves all along the walls, filled with books and magazines and stuff I need for my work. Sam started checking out the titles, saying, 'Oh, I've read this,' and 'I've heard of that -- is it good?'
I was confused. Being nervous, I thought that we would go straight to bed and get on with it, not have a literary discussion. But she was engrossed.
'Can you get me a drink, love? White wine would be nice,' she demanded, pulling down an old edition of Lady Chatterley's Lover.
'Oh, Constance, may I introduce you to John Thomas?' she mimicked in an absurd Northern voice as I was pouring the wine. I laughed and handed a glass to her. As I did so, she held my hand within hers. 'Or maybe you would prefer some pussy pie?' Her eyes held mine as tightly as her hand. My stomach was in a turmoil of desperate wanting and nervous apprehension. Then, we kissed again and the glass of wine spilled down my front.
'Oh, shit!' I exclaimed.
'Sshhh,' she whispered and, lowering her face to my bosom, sucked the wine from the fabric of my tee shirt. She cupped my breast with her free hand and squeezed it exploratively. I could feel the nipple pressing against my bra.
'Mmmm. Boys must love your tits. They're such a nice size.' She raised her glass to her lips and took a long draught of wine. Then, as she kissed my parted lips, she opened her mouth and emptied the wine into my own, drenching our chins. We lapped at each other thirstily.
She grasped my hair and, bending my head back, rasped in the huskiest of tones, 'Soon that will be our cum, darling.' All my senses were on fire, issuing little eddies of pleasure through my veins to my groin.
She took the glass from my hand and set it down beside her own. Then she hauled my tee shirt over my breasts, and up and over my head.
'Oh God,' I moaned as she shed her waistcoat and pulled off her smock. Her hair flopped across her face, her waif-like beauty was utterly stunning.
She moved my hand to her breast and tentatively I ran my fingers over the nipple. It was livid-pink and tensely taut. 'Your tits are nice too,' I whispered, feeling incredibly daring. They were small and firm, the rosy aureoles as tempting as the first strawberries of summer.
She seemed to contemplate them. 'Yes, they are, aren't they?' She parted my fingers, so that they were scissoring her nipple. 'Do you want to suck them?'
'Come on,' she said and, stepping back so that she was against the bookshelves, she tucked the wayward strands of hair behind my ears and drew my mouth to her breast. I bent to take it in. The nipple pressed against my lips. I flicked my tongue across it and it seemed to harden yet more. I sucked in as much of her as I could, gorging and slurping over her. I loved the taste of her -- so foreign and wildly exotic to me then.
'Go on. Bite me,' she demanded. So I did, but gently. Nipping and nibbling her, licking and sucking, gorging upon one nipple and then the other.
'Now under my arms,' she whimpered. 'I like that a lot.' I was surprised because I'm so sensitive there. Nevertheless, I stretched her long, lithe arms above her head. Her armpits were hairless, the skin pale. Dipping my head, I stretched out my tongue and lapped at her armpit. Must and scent mingled in the most womanly aroma.