I close my eyes as I hold this little boy. The words I just read him drift through my mind: 'You step into the Road, and if you don't keep your feet, there is no knowing where you might be swept off to...' Or you step out into your garden naked and get locked out. You meet the young woman you knew when she was a girl younger that Dylan is now, who offers to help and, after a couple of hours and a streak down the road together, you end up in bed with her for a first, incredible experience of lesbian sex. And you might, stupidly, say that you love her, like you're some dumb, infatuated teenager. Of course it is one thing to say something like that, quite another for it to be true...
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Chapter One
I wake and stretch languidly. I can hear the shower running in the bathroom next door as Vince goes through his morning routine. He is such a creature of habit in the mornings that I know he will have already peed and shaved and that after he has showered he will head downstairs in his white terry cotton bathrobe for a glass of orange juice, toast and marmalade (or honey occasionally, just for variety!) and a mug of tea. Then back upstairs to clean his teeth and dress in his suit and off to work. The question is: do I get up?
I am, still, naked on this, the third morning in a row making it, let me think... fifty-five and a bit hours since I last had a stitch of clothing on my body. I am thoroughly enjoying this nude existence; Vince, on the other hand, seems to be getting pissed off by it, though I'm not sure why.
My best guess is that he doesn't understand why I'm doing it: yesterday evening when I appeared naked in front of him his first thought was that I was too hot and then wondered if I was craving sex with him. Neither, of course was true: I was warm but not too hot and as for sex with him... no! I'd spent the afternoon in bed with Nix experiencing lesbian sex for the first time - incredible, wonderful, mind-blowing lesbian sex - and was desperate to be with Nix again today.
I find that I've dozed off again when Vince re-enters the bedroom to collect his phone that he left on the bedside table. I give him a fleeting kiss goodbye and he turns to go. "Will you be back late again tonight?" I ask.
"Possibly; that contract has still to be signed." He sounds resigned, like he'd much rather be coming home. Perhaps he would, though he never seems to make much effort getting back when there
isn't
a major contract to sign.
"Okay. I hope it goes well," I tell him and I mean it. I stretch and the sheet slips down, uncovering my bare boobs. His look is unreadable.
"Enjoy you day off," he says and heads off, the door slamming a minute later.
Nix arrives early, though still an hour after Vince left for work, coming to the patio door. Despite the broken latch on the outside, the door still works from within. No sooner has she stepped inside (as naked as me, as I had predicted she'd be!) than we're in each other's arms kissing. It doesn't take long before I'm once more leading her upstairs.
She takes the charge again but, this time, instead of asking me to copy what she does, she lays me back and begins kissing and licking her way down my body, starting at my lips and working down my neck to my shoulder. I reach down, cupping her boob in my hand and caressing it, my fingers brushing the hard nub of her nipple. "No, Suzie, I want you to let me make love to you this time," she tells me.
"But I want to make it good for you too," I protest.
"It will be, Suzie, don't worry; I really will enjoy doing this. Don't feel guilty but enjoy it, please." Her lips return to my chest as she begins kissing every millimetre of my boobs. She was right: I do feel guilty just being the recipient because I should be seeking her pleasure too. However, I try to relax and go with it and to be completely aware of what she is doing - such as the kisses and licks that now flutter across my tummy - and I discover that I feel them much more intensely. It is not the orgasm inducing pleasure of the sex we'd enjoyed yesterday, it doesn't even feel like foreplay, though, of course it is. It's wonderful: a gentle, sustained sensuality that has me floating.
I feel her tongue lick slowly up a couple of times, passing either side of my tummy button. I tense as I realize she just licked along my stretch marks. "Beautiful Mummy marks," she whispers and I love her for that lie: they are not beautiful, not really, but she doesn't care and accepts them because they're part of me.
It all feels so wonderful that it's almost a disappointment when her lips find my nether lips. I'm kidding; it isn't at all disappointing. She continues with the same, gentle pace but, though she kisses and licks all over my mound, she doesn't enter me. I'm now so wet that even I can smell my arousal. She works her way over the inside of my thighs, her tongue tracing the crease where my leg joins my body.
She has me raise and spread my knees wide so I'm completely open and displayed to her. Her mouth begins again, up between my legs but not to my increasingly moist pussy but - oh my god! - lower, kissing and lapping the sensitive skin of my perineum. And then she does it: the tip of her tongue delicately traces the puckered skin of my anus. "Oh fuck!" I gasp. While I have fingered myself there occasionally, the sensation of someone else doing so, and with their tongue too, is unbelievably kinky and sensual. Nix hesitates at my cry. "I'm not complaining!" I tell her, "That feels incredible."
The tip of her tongue presses the centre of my pucker and my insides clench and tingle. Suddenly I am hugely turned on and my hand reaches down instinctively to my pussy. Nix notices and her hand halts mine. "Hmm, looks like your little star is very sensitive and arousing for you," she observes before returning to lick it again, this time lapping upwards and ploughing her tongue between my pussy lips.
She goes to work on my cunt now, first with her mouth and tongue and then with fingers too. The long build up makes every nerve receptive to her touch and yet I don't cum immediately as she keeps easing off as she senses the orgasm build within me. It doesn't take long before I'm begging her to finish me, to let me cum. Her fingers slip from my pussy and she sucks and teases my clitoris with her mouth. Then there is a new feeling: her finger, slick with my nectar, rubbing my anus, insinuating itself, pushing inside me. She has barely entered me but that's all it takes: my delayed climax is finally and tumultuously released, making me heave and thrash on the bed.
The storm inside me begins to pass and her tongue seeks to drive me to another orgasm but, with my nerve endings screaming, it is too much and I clamp my legs together, rolling away from her. "No more, darling," I moan, "too much!"
She moves back before scooting up behind and wrapping her arms around me as the trembling aftershocks within gradually subside.
"I wanted to show you just how good it can be," she whispers, kissing the back of my neck softly.
"Nix, you don't need to prove to me how good sex with a woman is: I found that out yesterday," I assure her happily, "though that was, I think, the best orgasm of my life."
"Good!" she says and I can hear the grin on her face.
When I have recovered enough, I insist it is my turn to make love to her. I try not to simply copy everything she did but to include my own ideas too. However, I cannot resist kissing and licking her anal star as she had mine and it is wonderful, to share every part of ourselves in pleasure.
As I feel Nix's orgasm take her, I understand that to be the recipient, to allow your lover to make love to you, is not selfish, that there is as much pleasure in being the giver, focussing everything on the woman you love until she is trembling and convulsing with you inside her. For one to be the giver, the other must necessarily receive.
We lie together in each other's arms for a while afterwards, until hunger drives me downstairs to make brunch for me (who hadn't had breakfast) and lunch for Nix (who had). While we eat Nix reminds me that I need to get the patio door fixed. "Yesterday's adventure was fun," she points out, "but you wouldn't want a repeat!"
I agree whole heartedly and I fetch the laptop computer to begin searching for someone who could make the repair. Nix wanders around the kitchen, opening cupboards and exploring. I glance up and see her over by the pinboard that is covered with bills that need paying, my blood donor appointment letter for next week, postcards (one from Katie and two from Helena), contact numbers and various photos of Vince and the girls and me over the years. I watch her briefly as she studies this window onto our family life and wonder what she's thinking.
A few more clicks on the computer and I find a local company that advertises door and window repairs. After a short phone call they are booked to come next Monday. "I'll have to get dressed that day," I lament, "and you too."
"Only if I come over," she retorts.
"Oh, so you'd leave me here at the mercy of some strange man, all alone!"